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In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

My Tormented Soul
They call me Seth Benecio Torres or Seth or an evil side of me Lestat I have lived for 20 years My Favourite Thing Is music, films, hangin out,clubbin n anticipatin death What i want most is a life not worth livin I want to be remembered by my evilness n sadist approached to life I love my myself to death the most

My Death Soldiers
Punky Princess Erinna
Solemn LingZ
Eesyam Kenobi
demented Iman
Rockin' Waheedah
Nu Skoot Huda
Ardi Reyes
Babylicious Siyun
The Vain Hyqel
The Burlesquing Huda
The Thinker Adam
Necronic Rayhan
Seri Gila
Crazy Edmund
Shoko aka Wei Yan

Visitin Hellhole
My Sin Writer
Team World Destroyer
Juvenile Delinquent HQ.
Psycho imran's webbie
Images of Me
Soccernet
Manchester United
friendster
Fantasy League
Great Tees Design
Obey
Misprinted Type
NightLife.Sg
Zouk

Wad Am i liked?
Insomniac
Literary
Sociable
Versatile
Easily lose interest
Ever Changin Interest
Constantly Partyin my life away
Always feelin downright emo when alone

Belonging i die for...
New Slippers
Original Ed Hardy Cap
Macbook
a white converse hi cut sneakers
a New Motorola phone
NewUrbanMale Spree
a shoppin spree at Gap

Past Confession of my dyin soul...
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007

Say B4 u nvr get the chance again....!!

instrument of lucifer...music:
Lostprophets - Cant Catch Tomorrow
Incubus - Anna Molly
Flyleaf- Cassie
Imogen Heap-Speeding Cars
Ryan Star - We Might Fall
The Feeling-Never Be Lonely
30 Seconds To Mars-The Kill

Band tat is off the hook now..!!
Story of the Year
Whence He Came
Death Cab For Cutie
Funeral For A Friend
The Juliana Theory
Thursday
Linkin Park
Taking Back Sunday

Movies of the moment!!
Bobby
Happy Feet
Casino Royale
The Black Bahlia
Saw 3

Wanderin lost souls snoopin ard!! hits.

Monday, January 24, 2005
Topic:Fuckin msn givin me problem!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Simple Plan- Shut up
Mood:Irritated


Wad the bloody fuckin hell is wrong wif the bloody msn!! Cant log in like over 1 hour already! i need msn man.. i no longer use or engage in the IRC animore which i think is so old skool n redundant to me.. n now msn is screwin up...fuck it!!

Aniwaes i highly recommend watchin this movie 'Hotel Rwanda'.. it is truly an amazin movie!! u juz have to watch it yourself.. i give it a 5 star w/o a blink..trust me..

have u guys have a dream n it keep botherin u ?? well i have n it has been botherin me.. i dont noe whether to believe it or juz pass it as a dream n nothin more..maybe it tryin to tell me somethin i dont noe n has been in me all the time.. seriously i dont noe.. for me i look forward to havin a good sleep n juz waitin wad i would dream off.. a place where i noe i be happy..but there are times where dreams turn to nightmare.. well for me tat dream which is botherin me i dunno noe whether classified as a dream or nightmare.. the feelin juz sux la.. i juz hope this dream is jus a dream.. n wadeva feelings i have is juz a dream.. but...

-Torres contemplatin death at 1:19 AM

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Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Topic:Been havin fun...
Album tat keepin me sane-Taufik Batisah-Blessing.. ok dont look at me like tat..it is surprisinly good..
Mood:Carefree i guess..


Wassup ppl.. hows life.. this past few daes has been wild i guess.. last week was a whole lot of fun..was over at Rouge wif Hyqel,Huda,Cheryl,You Quan n Kenny..Huda frenz had a birthdae celebration n drinks was on the house..n some ppl i shall not mention name got drunk it was an awful sight ok...n i had to put my finger in tat someone mouth la so tat someone will puke..lolz..lotsa fun la..Rouge had this guest deejays n MC who was spinnin Hip hop for a while n then Drum n Bass all the way..it was wicked i tell u..the deejays was awesome..Mixalogist n MC Trip the name..great music..aniwae huda n hyqel are plannin to get me drunk..haha..dream on guys.. i cant remember when was the last time i was drunk..maybe i got high alcohol tolerance..lolz..so u can try but i dont think so..lolz.. juz kiddin..everyone has it limit maybe i juz haven reach there YET..

tat mornin had a match wif our rival yishun town thing..Esyham team.. they won 4-2.. disappointed but we all try our best.. lookin forward for the next match against Hadi 's team.. a win is expected but we can underestimate the oppenent..so good luck to us..

Skool kinda slack this daes.. com lab most of the time.. onli design drawin is a hinderance.. the rest kinda slack.. went to asian civilisation musuem todae n i was late as usual n the best part i went the wrong one la..so irritatin.. i was at the other one at Fat Frog Cafe there but it was supposed to be at boat quay there la..took a cab asap..missed 1/3 of the tour.. n once in there my eyes were wide open la..the artifacts there was amazin..i saw tons of stuff..i was basically in awe.. stuff from way way back like 200 BC n all..it was truly amazin.. i think i be poppin there soon again..it is juz amazin.. i highly recommend it..i was especially intrigued by this spell book which was from indon which was dated back in the early 1900.. a language written where nobody now can understand..how i wish i knew n i could read n noe all wad it says abt spells n potions an all..truly amazin.. so ppl interested in goin there juz give me ring n i bring u there..

todae after skool was over at Holland V,nothin new there been hangin there every week la..oh ya wif hyqel n huda,we were at Breko n as some of u may noe everythin was half price there so we had our dinner there..so we spent onli nearly abt $30 ..which was super cheap already la..but wif cheap price come wif some price.. it was uper packed bein it in holland v somemore..n our order took more than an hour to come...imagine tat..ppl were complainin abt the bad service n all..they were short of stuff i guess.. n they didnt expect the crowd..but hyqel didnt realli like his food sayin tat looked as though it came out from fear factor..lolz..but i did enjoyed my food..then we juz kinda chilled out at holland v there.. we went to the quieter site of holland n juz sat n tok.. then razine in his car drop me n huda at the train staion..n now im at home..todae was a great dae..

aniwae tomolo gonna have a street soccer session wif the lads..brought it forward to thursdae since fridae is Hari Raya Haji..meetin up wif yogen n izwan first n i guess we proceed from there or sumthin..tomolo zouk will have an event where they juz focus on evrythin locals..from bands to deejay... n Royston Tan will be there to show some videos n stuff..but cant make it..got street soccer thingy..so i skip tat..aniwae watchin man u match later..they fieldin a strong team so it is worth watchin.. have lecture tomolo at 1 so cross finger i wont be late.. till the next..chillz... peace out!!

some pictures...

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Arent they two jus beautiful!! im so in love wif them!! the current IT gal Scarlett Johansson n Charlize Theron!! *Droolin* : )...


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My next boot?? i hope!! i need to get this..

-Torres contemplatin death at 11:30 PM

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Sunday, January 09, 2005
Topic:A day of remembrance...
Song tat keepin me sane:Everlastin love-Jamie Callum
Mood:like tat..


the weekend is over..and it ended wif a the Tsunami Disaster Memorial service at s'pore expo n the nation 1 minute of silence...hope it may bring a sense of closure to the family who lost their members in this tragic disaster..although i noe it will be hard..

my saturdae was spent watchin singapore upset the indon..n then the gang were kinda undecided on where to go.. supposed to watch movie but they dont want.. so we juz chill somewhere..n suddenly we all decided to go sembawang park n juz chill by the beach..as per usual weixiong drove us in our transportation a mini van ..over there izwan n yogen was tryin to teach raymond how to the 'C' walk n all..it was so funni but i can see raymond was determined to learn..good for him i guess..but i was chillin by the seaside juz admirin the sound of the wave n how peaceful it was..basically tryin to clear my thoughts..it was juz a wonderful feelin sittin by the beach but then again i was thinkin of the victims of the tsunami n how maybe some were like me sittin by the beach n juz clearin their thoughts..
after tat we kinda had a heavy supper at usual spot at syed..we all had second rounds of food..n we juz chill n tok some more..then weixiong send as all home..

but my fridae was a nice dae i guess spendin wif hyqel,huda,audrey n yeulong at holland v after skool chillin at coffee bean..hyqel,huda n me were chillin at coffee bean till almost midnite..we have a lenghty discussion abt everythin..it was fun n all..juz tok n tok n tok n tok the whole nite..cos we knew this type of oppurtunity wont come again but we all will try to make a point n maybe meet n chill at hollond v again since we are all in diff class..aniwae hyqel is goin through a tough time now n he need all the frenz he have..hyqel dont worry we are all here for u..


i guess tat is it..my weekend in short i think..have skool tomlo at 830 but watchin real madrid match later..they gonna vs my fernando torres lead alectico madrid team..beckham n torres in a same match who wouldnt miss it..i certainly wont..aniwae till the next..chillz guys!! peace out!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 11:28 PM

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Friday, January 07, 2005
Topic:Im lovin Multimedia...
Song tat keepin me sane:Taking Back Sunday-Eleven
Mood:Happy

Yes the first few daes of skool has been great i guess..im lovin the subject n all.. but my new classmates are little to be desired i guess..well i have to take time i guess..so i got to be patient wif the class maybe they will open up soon..But seriously i miss my old class!! miss all of them..but at luckily we do hangout after class n all..my timetable is so friendly to me..thank god!! let me tell u, i onli have 1 8.30 class tat is on mondae n then i can go home..n the rest of the week is all in the afternoon..hooray for tat..but the downside is tat i finish skool at 530..but who cares when u can sleep n wake up late almost everydae!!lolz.. but i think i have some bad teachers..haiz miss my gay basic teacher..lolz.

Aniwae i bought the Da Vinci Code already n guess wad 33 pages were missin!! yes 33 pages were bloody missin!! im so pissed.. i was so engrossed wif the book tat when i found out i almost throw the book out of the window.. then i search for the bloody receipt n i lost it..haiz there goes my exchange..im so suay to get tat book i gues.. now im readin 5 People U meet in heaven..quite interestin..hyqel read it in 1 dae..n he say it was touchin.. but i still miss my da vnci code..it so damn excitin la..nvm..

aniwae i gotta my mp3 player already n guess wad micro zen is my choice..after a year or more of obsession over the damn Ipod n finally got a Micro Zen!!will put up the pic of my new Micro Zen!! lolz.. now my player has onli 820+ songs in it..im so lovin it!! my new baby in life!!

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Isnt it juz gorgeous!!

ok ok la..i off to bed now although my class start at 230...lolz..it is juz great..sleep till so late..Aniwae Happi Belated Birthdae to Audrey!! N Happi Birthdae to Hyqel in advance!! nitez! chillz guyz!! Peace Out!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 1:44 AM

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Sunday, January 02, 2005
Topic:Goodbye 2004!! Hello 2005!!
Songs tat keepin me sane:The New Year-Death Cab For Cutie
Mood:Ecstatic


Yes,finally 2005 have arrived..as i look backed at the year 2004,the year was for me by far veri eventful..it was not a good year for me..but it was year of new beginnins.. i hope i can remember all the good things n forget all the bad things tat happened to me..

im gonna make it short cos i off to bed..be back in skool tomolo..got mornin class at 830 n most prob it will last less than an hour..so i probably dwell on how i celebrated my new year.. aniwae Happi New Year guys!! n not forgetin to the belated b'dae boys,Yogen n Rahim..Happi Birthdae!! finally 18..wad a sigh of relief..Chillz guys!! Peace out!! Welcome 2005!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 10:28 PM

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