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In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

My Tormented Soul
They call me Seth Benecio Torres or Seth or an evil side of me Lestat I have lived for 20 years My Favourite Thing Is music, films, hangin out,clubbin n anticipatin death What i want most is a life not worth livin I want to be remembered by my evilness n sadist approached to life I love my myself to death the most

My Death Soldiers
Punky Princess Erinna
Solemn LingZ
Eesyam Kenobi
demented Iman
Rockin' Waheedah
Nu Skoot Huda
Ardi Reyes
Babylicious Siyun
The Vain Hyqel
The Burlesquing Huda
The Thinker Adam
Necronic Rayhan
Seri Gila
Crazy Edmund
Shoko aka Wei Yan

Visitin Hellhole
My Sin Writer
Team World Destroyer
Juvenile Delinquent HQ.
Psycho imran's webbie
Images of Me
Soccernet
Manchester United
friendster
Fantasy League
Great Tees Design
Obey
Misprinted Type
NightLife.Sg
Zouk

Wad Am i liked?
Insomniac
Literary
Sociable
Versatile
Easily lose interest
Ever Changin Interest
Constantly Partyin my life away
Always feelin downright emo when alone

Belonging i die for...
New Slippers
Original Ed Hardy Cap
Macbook
a white converse hi cut sneakers
a New Motorola phone
NewUrbanMale Spree
a shoppin spree at Gap

Past Confession of my dyin soul...
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007

Say B4 u nvr get the chance again....!!

instrument of lucifer...music:
Lostprophets - Cant Catch Tomorrow
Incubus - Anna Molly
Flyleaf- Cassie
Imogen Heap-Speeding Cars
Ryan Star - We Might Fall
The Feeling-Never Be Lonely
30 Seconds To Mars-The Kill

Band tat is off the hook now..!!
Story of the Year
Whence He Came
Death Cab For Cutie
Funeral For A Friend
The Juliana Theory
Thursday
Linkin Park
Taking Back Sunday

Movies of the moment!!
Bobby
Happy Feet
Casino Royale
The Black Bahlia
Saw 3

Wanderin lost souls snoopin ard!! hits.

Monday, February 21, 2005
Topic:Mondae Blues
Song tat keepin me sane:Good Charlotte- The Chronicles of Life n Death
Mood:Sian

In class now..came abt an hour late n guess wad my teacher was on MC..Wad the fuck right!! n now i jus fuckin lazy to go back.. bein it mondae i onli have 1 lesson in the mornin..tat all..haiz.. should have jus stayed home la n sleep.. skool beginnin to be ver i veri busy...since all the big project are due next week n haven completed any one of them... i still have my animation n web design project ... so i think i super busy this week n next..

aniwae cant wait for the hollies cos i headin to Tioman wif Hyqel n all.. gonna treat ourselves to some relaxation.. but nothin is concrete yet..Btw Nafa Open House is on this Thursdae n Fridae so guys come down n juz see the skool.. n see how fun this skool is..

Been gamblin this pass few daes n lost abt 30 plus i think..super super pissed la...i hate gamblin la..all we have been doin when i meet up wif the gang was to gamble..n i think it was my fault who started all this gamblin shit n now the rest is addicted to it..Me n my ideas..

Aniwae i think i off to home n have my sleep n then continue wif my neverendin projects..so peeps take care aight..Chill guys. Peace out!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 9:56 AM

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Saturday, February 12, 2005
Topic:Gamblin mode
Song tat keepin me sane:The Chemical Brothers-Galvanise
Mood:Exhausted

I juz woke up not long ago.Came back abt 7 in the morn..
Too damn tired.. A night of soccer and gamblin.. n stayin over at matin hse..
yes i won money n definitely in gamblin mode..who wants to gamble wif me..??
i no longer goin army!! yeah!! deferred!! goin to tat bloody cmpb sux!!
i have this fuckin big zit or somethin growin on my face!!Fuckin hell!! have to wear my aviator glasses to go out n conceal my face..so ugly!! argh!! i need to remove asap!!

My first lonely valentine for 5 years..it suxs..i hate to be alone but lonliness may be a bliss..haiz..but i dont want to find someone juz the sake of valentine dae..aniwae i think it is juz a stupid dae meant for florist to thrive on this one singular dae of the year.. it is jus an over rated dae.. there i said it.. but im still alone.. haiz...

ok la..supposed to get ready to go town.. but im writin here instead.. eish is already mad wif us cos we supposed to mean like 4 but half of us is like jus woken up at 5..goin to watch Constantine or somethin.. n maybe gamble later.. yeah im off.. till then.. Chill guys!! Peace out!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 4:47 PM

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Monday, February 07, 2005
Topic:Wad the hell!!!!
Songs tat keepin me sane:Rich girl by gwen stefani and get right by j.lo
Moods:worried

I have been posted to the 2nd Battalion Singapore Infantry Reginemental on March 11 2005!! yes im goin to army in a months time unless i have anythin to do abt it!! i was fuckin speechless when i called n heard those words from a freakin machine or sumthin!! dont worry i not goin anywhere near the army.. im deferrin.. aniwae its sux la to think tat i be joinin yogen,raj and syahiran to the army.. i was so fuckin worried la.. n some more they put me in some bloody infantry unit yes infantry the one where they attack first basically those who die first in war..yes a suicide attack..damn it i thought i deserve betta.. to hell wif tat..gonna go down there n give them the letter of deferrment.n kiss tat place goodbye.. ns juz sux..a total waste of time..

aniwae i noe i sux la haven been updatin this blog for quite some time...so sori i guess i was juz not in the mood to write i think..alot of stuff happened this past few weeks.but the one i remember for a long time is the one where the guys made up of ali,yogen,izwan,danial,khairul n alvin were over at my house for a 'sleepover' n it was a freakin weekdae n izwan n me had skool the next dae.. we all watchin the man u n arsenal match n my bro went to skool n we all enter the room except for dan who felt asleep at my sofa. the rest were in my room makin noises n playin wif my com..it was so fun..we were like messin ard wif frenster n lookin for radioactive chickadees(inside joke)..lolz. yogen n izwan were like downloadin tons tons of C-walk videos..n were practisin it..in the end we felt asleep n next thing u noe they were makin noises again n all woke up n i told them it was abt 2 like tat n my bro might be back soon n next thing u noe he was walkin in the room.. i was laughin non stop seein his reaction on his face..total shock..lolz.. in the end me n izwan didnt go to skool at all.. then we all had lunch at causeway pt..a night i nvr forget for a long time total total funness...

i cut my god damn long hair n now its freakin short..will post the pic up..tried a new style.. u guys be the judje.. aniwae chinese new year comin will be havin a long long break from skool n will see how it goes..guess be doin lotsa of skool works i guess.. haiz i promised i update more often k... ya i noe i sux..till then..chillz guys.. peace out..

TO ALL MY CHINESE FRENZ!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! GONG XI FA CAI!! I BE WAITIN FOR A HONGBOA AIGHT.. TO THE REST HAPPY HAPPI HOLLIDAE!!

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-Torres contemplatin death at 1:24 AM

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