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In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

My Tormented Soul
They call me Seth Benecio Torres or Seth or an evil side of me Lestat I have lived for 20 years My Favourite Thing Is music, films, hangin out,clubbin n anticipatin death What i want most is a life not worth livin I want to be remembered by my evilness n sadist approached to life I love my myself to death the most

My Death Soldiers
Punky Princess Erinna
Solemn LingZ
Eesyam Kenobi
demented Iman
Rockin' Waheedah
Nu Skoot Huda
Ardi Reyes
Babylicious Siyun
The Vain Hyqel
The Burlesquing Huda
The Thinker Adam
Necronic Rayhan
Seri Gila
Crazy Edmund
Shoko aka Wei Yan

Visitin Hellhole
My Sin Writer
Team World Destroyer
Juvenile Delinquent HQ.
Psycho imran's webbie
Images of Me
Soccernet
Manchester United
friendster
Fantasy League
Great Tees Design
Obey
Misprinted Type
NightLife.Sg
Zouk

Wad Am i liked?
Insomniac
Literary
Sociable
Versatile
Easily lose interest
Ever Changin Interest
Constantly Partyin my life away
Always feelin downright emo when alone

Belonging i die for...
New Slippers
Original Ed Hardy Cap
Macbook
a white converse hi cut sneakers
a New Motorola phone
NewUrbanMale Spree
a shoppin spree at Gap

Past Confession of my dyin soul...
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007

Say B4 u nvr get the chance again....!!

instrument of lucifer...music:
Lostprophets - Cant Catch Tomorrow
Incubus - Anna Molly
Flyleaf- Cassie
Imogen Heap-Speeding Cars
Ryan Star - We Might Fall
The Feeling-Never Be Lonely
30 Seconds To Mars-The Kill

Band tat is off the hook now..!!
Story of the Year
Whence He Came
Death Cab For Cutie
Funeral For A Friend
The Juliana Theory
Thursday
Linkin Park
Taking Back Sunday

Movies of the moment!!
Bobby
Happy Feet
Casino Royale
The Black Bahlia
Saw 3

Wanderin lost souls snoopin ard!! hits.

Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Topic:A devastatin disaster happened in Asia!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Takin back Sunday-Cute w/o the letter 'E'
Mood:Mournful


Ok ok i noe u all have heard by now the news abt parts of Asia bein hit by the Tsunami waves..yes it was veri devastatin..i was shocked by the news of this terrible disaster..truthful i found out onli this afternoon when i bought the papers n i was shocked.The island of Phuket which i may visit next year was hit by the tsunami..it was kinda scary thinkin wad if u were tat..will u make it alive to see another dae..not so for some thousands n thousands of ppl who was found dead caused by this natural disaster.. Victims were from Malaysia,Indonesia,Thailand,India n Sri lanka...n the sad thing was seein those small children lyin motionless on the telly..it was realli a horrible sight..My whole family were glued on to the telly watchin the news seein all those horrible picture of family cryin n bodies lyin everyone n mostly were children..they dont deserved all this..i admit i shed tears juz watchin those ppl who mourned over their loved ones..i dared not imagine wad will happen if it hit singapore island.. worst of all it happen durin the Christmas weekend..while i was sleepin in the mornin thousands of lives jus gone wif a swept of a wave..it juz make u think whether we have taken our life for granted..while we sleep in our comfy beds,ppl were runnin for their lives.. Ppl must nvr take life for granted n always cherish their loved ones n always always be thankful...One of my New Year Resolution will be cherish those ppl ard u more n spend more time if i can.. haiz slowly the whole world will start to crumple..this may juz be a warnin of more to come...Aniwae i hope ppl will donate to help raise money for the tsunami victims family..

i think tat is abt it..i wont divulge abt my christmas partyin n all cos it is jus not appropriate for this occasion..maybe another time..i may juz post the pics up..will see..ppl have a minute of silence if u done readin or if u are human enough to have any sense of grieve.. thanks...

-Torres contemplatin death at 1:36 AM

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Friday, December 24, 2004
Topic:The 3 times Winnin eleven Champion!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Wham-Last Christmas
Mood:Esctatic


U are lookin at the 3 times champion of winnin eleven..yesterdae the guys came my hse ard midnite n we had our small tournamnet! we had loads of fun!! alvin was the other champion..haha..the best part Ali lost to Daryl not once but twice.. played till ard 6 plus n they all headed home..loads of fun..will post up some pics..

Aniwae Merry Christmas in advance to Everyone!! hope u all will have a veri merry Christmas ok!! later we be catchin some late nite movies at town n have a drink..ya i noe town will be pack but tryin to advoid the crowded area..will see how.. till the next..chillz!! peace out!! Merry Christmas!!

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The Gang in action!!

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Alvin n Yogen Squarin off!!

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Khairul n Raymond too engrossed!

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Alvin the 1st champ bein shown how the other feel..

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Khai n me abt to fight for the second final...

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The orange wrist bands bro havin a smoke..

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Wad was tat!!

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Raymond n Daryl figurin how they lost...

-Torres contemplatin death at 4:31 PM

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Thursday, December 23, 2004
Topic:I Got into Multimedia...
Song tat keepin me sane:Reshmonu-Its You that Matter
Mood:HEadache buggin me!!so im kinda irritated..

Firstly i got wad i wanted..the course i chose..tat is multimedia..actually dont noe y i chose it but when i saw audio n video production n knew tat is wad i wanted..i came to NAFA for Visual Comm but ended choosin MultiMedia..but nvm my dream of havin my film screen in Cannes is inchin closer..I be separated from my class since most of my class chose VC...so tat is a downer..but we probably still be hangin ard...i have be allocated to class 1F-MM3 so hope it be at least be a fun class..lookin forward to skool,i guess..

aniwae wassup wif mats n them wearin stuff from Quiksilver!! matreps as ppl call them..bloody hell they have tarnished the brand!! went to Flash n splash at city link todae n saw all this bloody mats goin there!! some say im one of them..pls ok..i started wearin stuff from there since i was in primary 6 ok..i kinda old skool on this stuff..aint this ppl supposed to be like taperin their fuckin jeans n wearin some pasar malam quality stuff or sumthin..i dont noe la..last yr i nvr see all this crap but recently the population started to boom.. wherever u go u wont fail to see a bloody mat wearin some Quik stuff n carryin those bloody small bags wadeva they are call..im juz piss to see all this stuff..i hope it juz a passin trend where it will disappear soon enough..i like to see them back in their tapered pants so i can disturb them..pls go back taperin yur pants mats..ppl like them juz spoil the rep of ppl like me..juz fuckin piss..n wassup wif ppl who think wearin tight shirt are gays..these ppl are so single-minded..haiz i juz dont get some ppl la..wear this look like gay wear tat look like gay might as well wear a bloody suit ard rite idiots...realli thinkin of this onli make my headache worse!!

im outta here..gotta pop some panadol n sleep..gotta head down to Queensway tomolo wif Ali.. aniwae figure out which mp3 to buy it is either a Creative Zen micro or a Ipod..yes it not a formality buyin an ipod..help me decide guys..buyin these stuff comes wif a price..my allowance will be deducted!! well everythin comes wif a price..chillz guys!! peace out!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 1:22 AM

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Monday, December 20, 2004
Topic:It's my bro's b'dae...
Song tat keepin me sane:Skylight-Overseer
Mood:Dead beat


It was my bro 16 b'dae yesterdae..yap. juz did a small celebration n dinner..my mom bought him a cake n all.. n we had dinner at Siam kitchen. Ate till we almost puke evrythin out..haha..Thai food are actually veri veri nice..love the tom yum soup n green curry..then my parents bought my bro a mp3 player...he got an mp3 player b4 me...argh...how irritatin can tat be..kinda jealous..but my mom told me she get me one..she say i can have any model..she also thinkin of buyin her own..haha..now my bro of mine is walkin ard wif the mp3 thingy ard his neck..nvm..my time will soon come...yes it will..aniwae again HAPPI 16 BIRTHDAE Bro!!


On saturdae went chinablack wif the gang minus yogen who we all noe cant enter till 31 dec..lolz..had a blast as usual..dance till we cant dance no more..stayed there till 5 n took cab home..looks like we not plannin to club on x'mas eve most prob we juz chill n go catch a movie or somethin.. but we tryin to make a big one on NYE..haha..cant wait..


im dead beat so i probably gonna sleep early n head down to yishun n have my hair cut n probably eat the laksa miss the laksa at yishun..haha.. till the next..cya..chillz..peace out!

-Torres contemplatin death at 1:27 AM

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Friday, December 17, 2004
Topic: Yes im back n no im not dead!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Only One-YellowCard
Mood:No fucking idea!! Sian i guess..

Ok ok i noe i haven been updatin this shit for quite a while ok ok nearly 1 month..bear wif me ok..lotsa stuff happenned to me..both bad n good..u all may noe by now i havin my bloodyabttimesofuckinlate holidae!! yes n it is onli a few weeks like 3.. wad the hell rite!! so been hangin out late at nite n sleepin all mornin..let see wad i done.. im gonna put in short n not explain it

-screwed up assesment
-wasted tons of money on cab
-screwed my bloody assesment
-rottin at home
-played some football management game
-hang out wif the fellas till the bloody mornin
-watch tons of movies
-rented tons of dvd n vcd
-watch my sassy girl like 4 times
-watch windstruck like 3 times
-read tons of mag but not books
-went chinablack
-went cheeky monkey nothin new there..
-did i mention rottin at home?

things i promise myself to do this holidae-
-go to the bloody gym
-read books esp da vinci code
-go sentosa
-rent more dvd n vcd
-do some freakin shoppin
-find a way to get money
-celebrate x'mas n new year eve somewhere
-get a bloody mp3
-update this shit
-catch more movies
-limit the clubbin to once a week
-hangout wif 1k..

see i basically have tons more to do..time is runnin up..most of my frenz have started skool.. actually i miss skool..miss hangin out wif amanda,hyqel,cheryl,jeff arh u noe u guys..lets chill sumtimes k...

aniwho x'mas n new year eve party are drawin near..ideas where to celebrate guys??
oh man..dont think i be doin any christmas shoppin..runnin low on the cash department..i dunno la..we see how ok..

my attempt of meetin someone was denied n it is for a lifetime i think..well i wont go all emo on this..it is juz tat im disapointed..wad to do..the best part is i have time frame to do somethin..well i jus find utterly silly..like i say i wont go all emo on this issue..it jus a waste of time..

lastly,i been contemplatin this matter..whether i should turn emo as in the lifestyle..i have been contemplatin this a long time ago..by followin the lifestyle i cant drink or smoke n got to be a vegan..me bein a vegan is like askin a lion to be one.. but i realli like the lifestlye except for the not drinkin n smokin n bein a vegan..well i dunno..looks like i been contemplatin even further..we discuss this matter another dae i guess..

there i updated my life..n ppl im still alive!! yes ppl too bad... u gotta have to get use to it!! chillz!! peace out!! hear is some last words from me...


as the sun set,the moon rises;
we should never overlook the moon,
cos there is where life shrivelled;
Shrivelled to the damnest bottomest of our soul....

-Torres contemplatin death at 1:53 AM

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