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In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

My Tormented Soul
They call me Seth Benecio Torres or Seth or an evil side of me Lestat I have lived for 20 years My Favourite Thing Is music, films, hangin out,clubbin n anticipatin death What i want most is a life not worth livin I want to be remembered by my evilness n sadist approached to life I love my myself to death the most

My Death Soldiers
Punky Princess Erinna
Solemn LingZ
Eesyam Kenobi
demented Iman
Rockin' Waheedah
Nu Skoot Huda
Ardi Reyes
Babylicious Siyun
The Vain Hyqel
The Burlesquing Huda
The Thinker Adam
Necronic Rayhan
Seri Gila
Crazy Edmund
Shoko aka Wei Yan

Visitin Hellhole
My Sin Writer
Team World Destroyer
Juvenile Delinquent HQ.
Psycho imran's webbie
Images of Me
Soccernet
Manchester United
friendster
Fantasy League
Great Tees Design
Obey
Misprinted Type
NightLife.Sg
Zouk

Wad Am i liked?
Insomniac
Literary
Sociable
Versatile
Easily lose interest
Ever Changin Interest
Constantly Partyin my life away
Always feelin downright emo when alone

Belonging i die for...
New Slippers
Original Ed Hardy Cap
Macbook
a white converse hi cut sneakers
a New Motorola phone
NewUrbanMale Spree
a shoppin spree at Gap

Past Confession of my dyin soul...
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007

Say B4 u nvr get the chance again....!!

instrument of lucifer...music:
Lostprophets - Cant Catch Tomorrow
Incubus - Anna Molly
Flyleaf- Cassie
Imogen Heap-Speeding Cars
Ryan Star - We Might Fall
The Feeling-Never Be Lonely
30 Seconds To Mars-The Kill

Band tat is off the hook now..!!
Story of the Year
Whence He Came
Death Cab For Cutie
Funeral For A Friend
The Juliana Theory
Thursday
Linkin Park
Taking Back Sunday

Movies of the moment!!
Bobby
Happy Feet
Casino Royale
The Black Bahlia
Saw 3

Wanderin lost souls snoopin ard!! hits.

Wednesday, April 28, 2004
Topic:4 days since i updated......
Song that keepin me sane:True-black eyed peas
Mood:bored

sori i haven been updatin tis blog daily cos kinda lazy...hehe..keep sayin to myself to update but as usual i procrastinate....habit i think..i writin now rite so all is forgiven...haiz..past few day did nothin much but juz lazed ard but on monday i n the gang had alot of fun!!raymond,ali.graydon,sinchun,rayhan,eish,fairuz n me,we all met up to watch Dawn of the dead at orchard cathay...ahha...kinda surprise tat fairuz follow us cos it is hard to pursue him to watch at the cinema cos he will usually download them in his com n i tell him download worst that then a pirate sellin vcd man...the number of movie he dl is alot i mean alot so seein him there was a surprise...we met kinda late abt 7 yes another surprise is tat we met quite late at orchard which is seldom...yea but had loads n loads of fun tat nite...dawn of the dead was a great movie in a way..kinda funni,kinda shockin,kinda gruesome but it was good show...after tat we went to BK to eat our dinner..then we all decided to walk to raffles place mrt..yap from somerset to raffles city mrt...anyway it wasnt that far aniwae...there alot of shortcut if u noe where...yea we were havin loads of laugh while walkin n cos since were watchin tat zombie show we were walkin ard makin zombie sound n chasin ppl ridin bicycle n passer-by..haha we laugh at their surprise reaction...we walk through fort cannnin park maybe we can scare some asshole on the way...haha onli to find tons of ppl makin out...haha...we still keep makin zombie sound..then we pull a prank or a joke on tis taxi driver...eish ask "uncle my friends ask can go thailand??" the taxi driver say"ask yur friend to go fly kite!!" hahaha....we were laughin behind....then we met up wif yogen at outside fullerton at the three man statue n the bull...we terrorize tat place takin photos n abusin those statue...till the security guards were lookin at us one kind...it was kinda funni..then we went home...it was abt late 11..haha had tons of fun goin out wif the gang...we planned so many stuff comin up in the month to come...yeah cant wait..it was a great monday n nvr felt the blues the whole dae!!

after tat dae i was stuck home till now....kinda bored cos cant wait for next cos ton of chalet to go n clubbin to go to man!!yeah!!hope tis weelk will pass veri fast...aniwae exam periods for the poly students except for TP cos they finish theirs...cant wait for all the exam to finish....well i have no work for the rest of the week so gonna lazed ard.... i aniwae i havin an OC marathon soon after i finish dl ep. 4,5,6,7,8....cant wait..n i still have the passion of christ dvd to watch...cant wait...aniwae goin to have lunch now...hope be back soon to blog again though....cya...chillz! peace out!!


PS.deedee pls pls study for yur exam!!be a good gerl!!!sacrifice for two weeks n u enjoy two months of pure enjoyment...

-Torres contemplatin death at 12:50 PM

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Saturday, April 24, 2004
Topic:wad a FUCKIN dae!!
song that keepin me sane:until the day i die-Story of the year
Mood:FUCKED UP!!!


guess wad 3am i still awake,eatin my mom rendang wif bread n writin this shit!!this will be a blog filled wif pent up anger n frustration!!esp.anger...fuck it!!fuck the ppl who are not happi wif me!!u are lucky im outnumber or i take u head on!!i dont give a fuck u got chain wif u,i still will kick yur fuckin ass!!i dont give a fuck if i i end up in jail or worst...man oh man!! i was indeed outnumbered!! got no back up cos my frenz were under blk playin wif thier guitar..but that i dont care!!it started we a game of street soccer n this guys were playin rough n started blamin us esp.me that we were the one playin rough!! even a blind person could see who was the one playin fuckin dirty!!bein me n yes bein me isnt that great cos i nvr let this stuff slip under the bed!! esp when my frenz is bein manhandled!!i will voice out n give a stern warnin but no this pariah say i was the damn one..fuck him,fuck his childish clan,go fuck yur own mom kumar!!! me bein a hot headed fucker didnt help things...i play my game wif a bit aggresion but not as aggresive as wad they did to us..seein my frenz who none of them will fight or have my back onli izaan n matin n yes matin they had my back...how fuckin much i wanted to punch that fuckin pariah!!but i needed to control my fuckin nerve or else it will be brawl for all!!i had to think of the others..i had a one on one tok wif him n let say he peng thE damn story worst that beckham tryin to cover his scandal(not say he did it or wat)...bloody guy even threathen me a bloody chain,even he got a damn parang i wont move man!!it was me against at least 5 or 6 man...wad can i do...i cant take them all it be suicide!!aniwae was i tokin to him n he was tellin me off like i though i was hittin on his damn fuckin mother or sumthin!!fuck off man!! i tell the guy who gave a weak flyin kick watch out cos i gonna find u n make sure u regret u have nvr kick me n kick u ass even longer cos u were the fuckin one who stole ali hp n i wont forget that u fucker!!u destroy my day n esp my street soccer session!!it been happenin for a good few months...it look at me as though i fuck yur gerlfren,fuck u!!let tell tell u this it wont be the last!!u come wif chain,i come empty handed n take yur ass aniwae!!i dont give a crap if u from 732 or wadever gang..i still goin kick yur ass!!n bloody karthick that fucker is onli brave when his so called bro is ard or else he shrink like his ball!!to all the mat at the damn street soccer,u step my head ,look where i be steppin..aniwae raymond call the police sayin that someone threathen someone wif a chain!!hope that fucker get caught n get his ass fuck!!u still in bloody ns so watch out!! i think i had enough wif this nonsense!!!u can brin me down but u can nvr keep me there!!fuck all of u fucker!!fuck kumar,fuck karthick,fuck kobis,fuck all of u!! i be back!!!fuck this big cut on my leg!!fuck this dae!!

PS.sori dear u have read all this aniwae im fine...

-Torres contemplatin death at 3:09 AM

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Friday, April 23, 2004
Topic:Had fun todae wif my darlin!!
Song that keepin me sane:Usher-Yeah!
Mood:happi


wad a dae wif my darlin!!hehe!!went out todae wif my darlin to go watch movie n walk ard town todae..we watch 50 first dates,i tell u was damn funni esp rob shneider!! he was the highlight of the show!!laugh like an idiot in the movie...still makes me laugh jus thinkin abt it...aniwae wassup wif adam sandler n drew man..the show is like weddin singer wif this two... adam sandler like he sang in weddin singer the i wanna grow old wif u thingy..he did that again...haiz..but overall nice show...after that went to eat at shaw cos we watch at lido...bought my food at stamford as usual...was in a dillemma as where to eat...then walk ard pacific plaza n man saw alot suff i need to buy....too bad i broke rite now or else i would have gone to a shoppin spree...haha..my dear bought a pair of slipper from roxy...she n her fetishes of slippers..muz get all the different types of brand of it...then walk ard far east level one..hate that place..should rename like for woman level or sumthin..cos it freakin for gerls onli man...even if there is stuff for guy is like for ah bengs!!wassup wif that!!but lucky that the rest of the floor make up for it so level one u escape my wrath...aniwae ask my dear to try on some tube n god damn it she look so hot in it!!dear pls wear more tube tops ok..haha..then went to wisma to check out the newly renovated flash n splash,it kinda cool,no more the beachy pacquet floorin type, now is more futuristic n simply..looks better though..then head down to topshop cos she wanna look ard...then headed down to my part topman...eyeyin this retro shades..thinkin of buyin though..should i?? kinda sick of topman stuff n should buy more FCUK stuff..aniwae headed back home cos do not want to miss my OC man!!took alot pics wif my dear but too bad cant post here cos i kinda dont how to do it!!someone pls help!!had fun wif my dear todae..at last get to spent some time wif her...n i still miss her alot!!


aniwae i have to work in the mornin...shit man!!aniwae got to sleep...cya soon guys!!chillz!!peace out!!


PS.why didnt fanatsia went out todae!!bring back JPL pls!! n pls show a OC marathon,i cant handle the suspense....

-Torres contemplatin death at 12:56 AM

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Thursday, April 22, 2004
Topic:No idea!!
Song that keepin me sane:My Band-D12
Mood:Bored to death


Seriously i so bored todae!!!spent the whole dae at home..but in the way it is quite good cos i get to sleep..aniwae play my ps2 n my cm...basically nothin happen much todae so not much to say...lost $10 cos man u nvr score one more goal!! y didnt they score!!aniwae go to sleep now!!chillz!!peace out!!

PS.A shoutout to izwan cos it is his b'dae todae!!hope u get yur cutbert!!in like yur dream!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 2:19 AM

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Wednesday, April 21, 2004
Topic:Been a while...
Song that keepin me sane:Sweetest Goodbye-Maroon 5
Mood:Lazy


Wassup...been two daes since i wrote...Alot of things happen while i was away...it been a wild weekend...needless to say we have a lotsa of fun..


Saturdae 17 April 2004:
We went out to celebrate both mandy n izwan b'dae..started off watchin starsky&hutch..damn funni...juz love the line by starsky "Do It,Do It...Just Do It!!" nvr fail to crack me up...then we went to eat at Suntec's Marche..gave Izwan a treat cos his b'dae we order lots of food but in the end couldnt finish!!haha!!typical singaporean..aniwae had lots of fun eatin at Marche..then we all took a cab to Mohd Sultan to round up our day!We were undecided as wish one to go cos jueru n graydon kinda like techno... n the rest were more into RnB,in the end cheeky monkey was our answer! it was a blessin in disguise!!We had tons n tons of fun!!We were kinda worry at first that izwan n yogen couldnt enter..but it turn out ok...aniwaes we spent the rest of the night dancin away!!didnt care less how n who we dance wif!!that nite cheeky was damn happenin!!Omg i was perspirin buckets loads of sweat man!!nvr have i sweat that much b4 even when i playin soccer under the sun!!Saw lotsa of familiar ppl over there..I had drink but it was nvr enough..we took a break n the eish bought a liquor which i tatolly despised aniwae had to drink it..it was horrible..give me jack danial anytime man!!it beat the hell out of that cheap liquor...haha..aniwae lotsa guys were eyin on mandy n it was so funni!!ppl cant help but had to dance wif ang moh gals man..but too bad mandy had a bodyguard wif her...u noe who...i wont say names...aniwae mandy bf didnt follow...too bad for him n great for some of us...if u noe wat i mean...juz put it some of us had alot of fun wif mandy that didnt notice thier own frenz...; ) the last hr the club play some reggae songs n most of us gave up dancin...n i was there tryin to reggae along wif the song..haha..nice sing..Red red wineeeeee....haha bring back memories...in the end we were all dead beat i mean literally dead beat!!we all struggle to go on the night rider..some more some of us had to work in the day!!that includes yurs truly...we all sat in the bus n chat away...haha..funni man..it was way i mean way better then hendrix man...there be more trips to there..that i can promise so fairuz n imran all watch out i will drag u all wif us...muahahahaha!!(evil laugh)went home n slept the day n woke up at 1.30 n went to work!!haiz!!bloody fullerton!!too exhausted n drainin to work haiz but wad to do...for the sake of Ipod!!



Monday 19 April 2004
Follow Ali go SGH but stop by at TTSH if not for that singh who open a letter for the doc n not meant for us to read...haiz...When to TTSH juz to say that we actually had to go SGH!!went to starbucks to buy some rhumba frappe make our way to another hospital...hate hospital but i love SGH sandwich!!aniwae wassup wif the bloody sun!!it was like the sun was a a few km from us...aniwae it juz a illustration that it was veri veri hot!!sweat like pig again!!been sweatin alot this past few days!!Reach SGH n ali went to go n see wad is wrong wif his kidney...they say he had too much protein...aniwae i though protein were supposed to be good for u!n too much is bad wassup wif that!! now i believe in the sayin 'too much of a good thing is a bad thing'aniwae he had to take to bring this bottle home to take urine sample..haha..how embarressin bringin a bottle ard that is meant for yur piss!!disturb him all the way!!n yogen lecture me abt me not drinkin too much water n that i will get diabeties..excuse me but im drinkin coke light this past few months man!!No sugar!!aniwae touch wood!!met izwan n imran at dover mrt n went yishun KFC to eat!!had fun eatin n laughin at the KFC crew haha..u noe wad i mean imran...then went home!!



Tuesday 20 April 2004
went to work as usual the day was kinda humid n was sappin our energy away...slowly i was kinda sleepy half way workin feel like sleepin in one of the room!!how i wish....then went home had a good nap n woke up to resume my night duties n one of them is updatin this blog!!aniwae my match is kinda goin to start so i go n find food to eat cos im kinda hungry..so cya all soon i hope...Chillz!!peace out!!

PS.dear i miss u when can i get to see u again!! i miss my little hippo!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 12:16 AM

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Saturday, April 17, 2004
Topic:Cant wait for tomolo.....
Song that keepin me sane:Hobastank-The Reason(still is my fav!!)
Mood:Extremely tired......

I SO TIRED!!!argh!!!!! i realli need sleep...im deprived from my regular sleep..help me pls!! work till 3 then went home go out again play soccer till 10!! omg!!so tired...need to recharge my batteries for tomolo man...celebratin mandy's b'dae!!
The plan:
watch movie:Starsky n Hutch
eat dinner:Marche
go clubbin:Mohamad Sultan

can i survive the dae...??but before that i hope can go out wif dear..she cant follow me go celebrate...haiz..she cant go clubbin,she can onli go wif her mother...haha..yes she go clubbin onli wif her mom!!muz be a mother daugther bondin session!!haha!!aniwae lookin forward to tomolo hope the rest of the guys go man...they better go...or it will be me n eish n alston....haiz...hope it be a success....


ok then...shall go negogiate wif the sandman abt my lack of sleepin time.....where is that bugger!!update here again n tell u all wad happen k!!wont miss a detail....cya soon!!chillz!!peace out!!!

PS.wat in the fuckin world is wrong wif the USA for not keepin JPL!!i demand a recount!!long live JPL!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 2:07 AM

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Friday, April 16, 2004
Topic:Been away i m so sori....
Song that been keepin me sane:hoobastank-The reason!!
Mood:veri tired...

im back after two dae of absent..sori abt that...been realli tired n busy..so wassup peeps! actually alot happen the pass few days that i was away...i save this gerl from a pervert n it realli happen..scared the damn pervert away!! i feel quite happi abt it..it realli made my day...aniwae i found the stuff i been lookin for ages todae...a leather wrist strap wif buckle..hooray for that!!it looks great on me.... :x


aniwae i had a bad dae at work..had this super duper painful headache!!arghhhh!it nearly spoil my whole dae....but it was aight...almost late for work though todae..haiz!!


watch my OC todae!!it is the best show since smallville n buffy!! i love that show!! i jus love MISHA BURTON!!!she is so gorgeous!!damn hot!!and american idol was ok...gettin borin though but i goin for JPL man!!i jus like that personilty of a pen seller!!haha!! n he can sing..quentin TARANTINO IS THE BEST director for his genre ever!!Kill bill was great!!


aniwae tomolo is goin to be a long dae ,work at 7 n soccer in the evenin!!goin to be very tired!!maybe stop by at esplanade library to check out some books...aniwae i realli miss my dear....didnt not tok to her the whole dae! aniwae see u guys tomolo again..chillz!! peace out!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 12:42 AM

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Tuesday, April 13, 2004
bbback again!! watch hellboy todae!! nice show better than hulk!!wasnt that over the top kinda superheroes movie like X men or spiderman!!it was ok!!give the show three n the half popcorn!!haha!! i love the the gal power in the movie!! pyrokenesis ithink it is called.. get to have the power to control fire!!imagine wad i can do wif it!!cool man!!love the effect when she had fire in her hands!!H.O.T just hot man!!


Watch US top model thingy... juz love elysne!!she is damn gorgeous!!although i already noe who win but definitely wanted her to win...aniwae b4 that got this lame show call eye for a guy!!wtf!! wassup wif this guy mark zee he isnt that cool or handsome..none the guys got look..all so egoistic!!comin from a guy...haha..aint all men rite...juz gettin too bored wif this mark zee guy...so fake...aniwae who am i to say rite...screw u who are against me!!


aniwae haf to work tomolo mornin n im still up...wassup wif that...so goin to sleep!!but have to call my dear first...say our stuff...haiz!!fullerton here i come...but first gotta meet up wif mr sandman n have a chat...chillz!! peace out!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 1:06 AM

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Monday, April 12, 2004
yawnzzz!!wassup guyz! stayin awake to catch the real match...need to support beckham after wad his been through..poor guy..why does the world have to pick on this poor guy...actually he is not poor at all if u considered 50 million dollar poor...enough of him n more on me...hehezz.this is where it start to get excitin...actually im misleadin u all...but hey im bored..my galfrenz is studyin for her test so cant speak to her..aniwae i doubt she concentratin though..hehe..sori dear..i noe u are concentratin.*wink* aniwae had quite an uneventful day actually..wake up,log on,play ps2 then when out meet deedee had dinner,bought food for family,went home,log on,watch soccer.log on again n here i am writin my blog...how eventful is that!!that is basically my story for the past year or so..as most of u noe i took a year break of all stuff n skool cos i didnt get into the course i wanted instead got a lame course...aniwae i chose the way..n im glad i did..lookin forward to go to NAFA for my visual comm diploma..haiz..


how has my life been so far...well i dont noe exactly...i got a gerlfren who love me,a great family except for my damn annoyin bro but that is what they are born to do piss off the bro,got e course i like but not the skool i like..heck i was writin a script for my short film in this script-writin software which i dl from kazaa..oops can i write that..fuck it..kazaa rulz!!but support the originals k..how hypocrite can i get..heck care!aniwae back to the my script,wrote my script in that software n when i wanted to save my bloody work it say it is a damn demo edition!!was cussin at the com!!fuck it man..i decided to write in down..but i cant seem to get a video cam suitable for shootin a short...aniwae i will keep my script for future use..who noes it might come in handy..shit wat am i blaberin abt man!i was tokin abt my life n ended up wid my damn script..that is me..when tokin abt A i will suddenly tok abt Z...shit man..aniwae i want to give a shout out to my frenz who drop by to see all this!! thanz guyz!! thanz for puttin a side yur hectic schedule to read my blog..yea!! riyuz n imran were fascinated by the chatterbox thingy n decided to put it on their respective webbie...


Shit my mind is in sudden state of blankness..(pauses for a few mins)


to tell u the truth my mine is loaded wif images of me holdin a damn Ipod!!cant seem to get that image out!!y am i fallin deeply in love wif tis nifty gadget..shit tis world of modern technology where they tempt ppl wif their endless of wonderful design!why u why u!!y have i been suck in this black hole of clever advertisin n great design..am i a sucker for this stuff??!!u be the judje of that!!


Found out the problem wif me not hearin music from ppl blogs...it is becos of this mozilla firefox thingy..when i use the normal internet explorer,i can hear it..so it is down to tat mozilla!! u evil monster!! fairuz help me... as per usual but no worry i will like u study in peace...hehe -evil laughz-


saw a bunch of ppl who i knew who had blogs n read it...it is actually quite fun readin other ppl blogs...get to learn stuff abt them by jus readin their blog!!i not askin my for my blog to have exposure....i jus feel it is good to write down how u feel n think..release some stress...wad stress..aniwae stress is juz a lame excuse...


Maybe i write till the match start...hmmmmmmmm....that sounds good but nah...i might overfry my brain to think in the wee hours!!aniwae i not workin tomolo so it is a good thing??yea it is..can sleep the day away..lucky me...got to enjoy the time i have left b4 skool starts!! i feel veri enthu but deep down i feel like i will be makin a big mistake!!wad mistake since i got a course i want..feel like i sold my soul to the devil,NAFA actually...will see then how it goes...time tickin away... another three more months to skool...tick tock tick tock!!


My match startin soon so better prepared the neccasary stuff!!c'mon beckham...c'mon real!!! aniwae cya guys again!!chillz!! peace out!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 1:58 AM

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Sunday, April 11, 2004
Fuck shit my com man!!! my com cant hear the music from ppl blog spots n mine..wassup wif that man!! arghhhhhhhhhh!!shouldnt have a bought a 3k com when i can get better at cheaper price!!tokin abt price saw my damn IPOD at wheelock!!shit man gotta have that stuff!!in a months time hopefully i could get my hand on a IPOD man!!cant wait!!


yes i went orchard like i said...in the end rahim didnt buy any bag cos all the bag didnt have any 'WOW' factor to him onli..saw lots of bag that suit him but he keep insistin there were no wow factor in it...haiz..saw the adidas sling bag at the original shop...damn gotta have that..aniwae i said previously gonna buy shirt but in the end didnt..haiz got caught tryin to figure wat to bag he like..seriously could never figure him out..


town wasnt that happenin todae..didnt noe y...saw this ah beng who try to be a hip hopper but try too hard but was damn good at beat boxin...omg he was damn good..didnt that the human body could have all this sounds..thought he was a robot there was a deejay spinnin behind...but haf to give a hand to him though...shout out to him...but he had group of posse in the behind like a freeloader who is sharin success...


actually planned to eat at swensen todae but queue was long n they didnt want to wait so when to sakura to eat...it was ok...still think should have want to swensen...cos got their ice cream..!!aniwae had fun though..disturbin the mats!!keep disturbin them abt thieir tapered pants..haha!!mats!!aniwae izzit mads or mats??!!haiz fuck it...this izwan huh veri funni had a weird dream that he,me,alvin n raymond were in the train that was bomb by terrorist n cos of that there were paraniod...whole day lookin at signs of bomb attack n all that crap...a simple dish called Shrimp Bomb n they were all paranoid..keep sayin that it was a sign!! i was thinkin wat the hell..we aint livin in the shakespearen world k where u look the simple,normal stuff n claim it is a bad omen...we are not in that world... now three of them are paranoid when takin the train towards woodlands..wassup wif that..haiz...aniwae we cant like our life bein paranoid or cautious of everythin around u..might as well end yur life n save all the trouble...like i say enjoy yur life to the fullest nvr wate precious time.. u nvr wat will happen...i wont mind dyin of terrorist attack if i have spent every single minute to the fullest but i hope it wont la...enough said i damn tired..aniwae man u won!! yeah!! is time to catch wif the sandman!! cya ard again folks!! chillz!! peace out!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 3:33 AM

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Saturday, April 10, 2004
wassup folks! todae is saturdae a day which usually assoiciate me goin to town n indeed later i goin there..it realli been a while since i been town realli miss that place alot..miss the HMV n flash n splash n quiksilver..haiz..gotta shop for some Tees..i realli hope i could have one of those obey n supreme tees man!hard up for one...aniwae main motive is followin that guy 'wif alot hair on his head that it look like it he hasnt been in civilisation a long time but look kinda cool wif that tom welling look guy' RAHIM to buy a bag for him...haha.. aniwae he realli need a new style.. but his ok..izwan n ali be followin us..a small group indeed..we use to go town in groups of 10 or more..haiz..nvr get to shop when that happen..


btw my gerlfrend deedee is havin to do CS not mistaken for that lame game counterstrike but for community service..skip her lecture to do that..haiz.she forever skippin lecture...bad gerl..but maybe be seein her at town though wif her bunch of les!


aniwae yesterdae wasnt a Good Fridae to me..haiz..forget alot of stuff..it was damn tirin at work!!bloody shortage of staff! n poor me n celine got to do alot of stuff...truly as shit day yesterdae... met my gangs for soccer in the evenin but b4 that had to be alone waitin for that for nearly 2 hrs actually wanted to catch that gay movie enter the pheonix but nah... so decide to buy First mag n go BK to have my dinner alone while readin the mag...was bored but had no choice..damn should have gone first!! B4 that in the train i was sleepin soundly then suddenly out of nowhere this balloon was all over my face!! woke up n got a shock..that basically destroyed my sleep..nvm though...it was a realli wasnt a good fridae to me man!!Aniwae gotta get ready to go...aniwae shoutout to khairul whose b'dae is todae..sori i cant follow u to Jams though...haiz not yet legal..two months more k...cya guys later k...be back to update on me..chillz!! peace out!!


-Torres contemplatin death at 2:50 PM

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Friday, April 09, 2004
yes i back...i have revamp my whole blog n i like it veri much...hooray for that.. i noe it is been more then a week since i wrote sumthin up..aniwae i will write a proper blog later in the day... i said that the past blog n when did i write...haha..procrastinatin is my nature...dont kill me for that...aniwae i think i be spendin more time on this blog since it look much much much better then the last!!
aniwae today is good fridae but i gotta work todae so sad...haiz... shit man... well be back later in the evenin to update more abt me the past few days k... gonna have some rest b4 i have to wake a few hrs later on a bloody public holidae...damn!! chillz!! peace ouT!!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 12:41 AM

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