Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Topic:A Song fittin for me!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Alone i Break- Korn
Mood:Unavailable
Kinda my first lyric up on my blog!!This song basically tell abt wad i am feelin!!kinda accurate!! u gotta catch the video,great concept to it...aniwae here is the lyrics..
Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it somehow
I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they changed
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Shut me off
I'm ready
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own
I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they changed
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running from?
Is there nothing more to come?
(Am I gonna leave this place?)
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it’s place?
Am I going to win this race?
(Am I going to win this race?)
I guess God's up in this place
What is it that I've become?
Is there something more to come?
More to come...
Now I see the times they changed
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man? (x2)
-Torres contemplatin death at 10:26 PM
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Topic:Happi 18th Birthdae Dee Dee!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Whence he Came-Here To Hope
Mood:Bored
Hey hey guys!! ok..Well todae is someone special birthdae..
Happi 18th birthdae dee dee!! u truly deserved to be 18..now u are legal for everythin..n yur wish to go clubbin can now be reality..aniwae i like wish her the best 18th birthdae n hope everythin u wish will come true..n may yur relationship flourish to a beautiful n great one..n pls pls stop skippin lecture..u re in year 2 liao so pls study hard...well this gerl is truly someone special in my life..she noes me inside out n vice versa..the onli gerl im so close for 4+ years..so i nvr want to destroy our friendship in any way..so again let me wish u a happi 18th birthdae!! n i be waitin for the dae we can have dinner n chat again ok...
Well enough abt tat..Todae at skool was alright la...i had history of visual art tutorials n had to present my 'group' work abt greek arts..actually more my work than group work..i did it myself n present it myself..luckily no mark was involved..ure off the hook hc,kc n jeff...u all own me kopi at least..then we kinda had a 3 hrs break..so the gang headed to ps bk except for cheryl who didnt come in the mornin..there we five were eatin n chattin to each other..when suddenly this audrey burst into a fit of laughter..she laughed non stop for 5 mins..audrey had this look on her face which truly freak us out...i tell u it was realli scary...then she kinda sober down n we asked her wad so funni..n she say nothin..indeed scary..lolz.but all was ok..then we kinda headed to park lane to play pool..n let me tell playin pool wif them is so hilarious..hyqel wore this translucent underwear cos we all found out...so hyqel was playin against audrey n it was down to black ball so audrey was shootin n hyqel distracted her by showin his undies all burst into laughter n it eventually worked..let me tell u the whole pool place i think aw the whole incident..it was so funni..aniwae stop showin yur undies hyqel in public!!then we all kinda headed off to visual element lesson..it was stressful but fun..then skool finished n we all headed our separate ways..
Met up wif you quan,kenny,ishad n ben..ishad was goin to ssdc cos he had a motorbike practical..so will our decided to accompany him there..i tell u this ishad n kenny are big jokers..we were laughin n makin stupid jokes in the trains..it was hilarious..n ishad was runnin late..so we were all rushin to ssdc but he made it on time..so we waited for him to finish his stuff..then i bumped into farhan n syahiran there..long time since i met them so we kindad chatted for a while..farhan was havin his practical n i forget wad syahiran was doin there...lolz..then they headed home..so we still waited for ishad so we headed to the canteen to do our homework as we waited for him..so i was doin this homework which i have to draw the fertility goddess as i wish it to be..then the rest of them gave funni ideas n contributed to drawin..it was hilarious..we cant stop laughin as we draw it..the drawin was so funni..the fertility goddess have 5 breast n lots of dicks n balls..it was so funni..aniwae it is art we are free to express anythin.the advantage of bein an art students..aniwae pls woship the fertility goddess cos she will u give infinite organsm n a swimmin pool full of sperm..lolz.ishad finished his prac so we all headed home..sent off ishad at bus stop n we all took train home n we were all still tokin abt the fertility goddess in the train n we were still laughin..i think todae is a laughin dae..everybody been laughin..laughin is indeed contagious...
aniwae gotta sleep u all..veri veri tired..tomolo goin town to follow izwan..yap gotta rest luckily tomolo no skool..till the next update..chillz u'll!! peace out!!
-Torres contemplatin death at 1:59 AM
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Sunday, July 25, 2004
Topic:Movies Galore!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Great Romances of the 20th Century
Mood:lazy...
Well the past two daes i watch 3 movies..basically King Arthur,I,Robot n Sisters..let me tell u this King Arthur was amazinly good man..keira was awesome n the guy acted Arthur was great..i love tat movie..dont mind watchin it twice or more..Arthur the character was jus marvelous i think better than Hector in Troy..Basically the movie is in the same par wif Troy but shorter in length..Great show!!the second movie was I,Robot n the show was great too..Will Smith played his normal bad boys attitude brilliantly..wif great visual effect this show was splendid..nicely done..Another marvellous show!! well done!! n the last show was a let down to me..Sister was horrible..felt like leavin the cinema..the plot was like rojak n it nvr meet at any point..question were left unanswered...but it did give me a fright a few time..but the rest of the show was more like comedy than horror show..wad happen to the asia horror genre...it was a total let down..somebody pls do a great horror show!! i beg u .. M.night Shyamalan pls reprieve the asia horror genre..aniwae cant wait for his movie to come out..'The Village',it will be amazin...
becos of my excessive movie watchin these two daes..two of them was a midnite movie..i went home like 8 in the mornin for the past two daes..been hangin out n chattin wif the gang,it is a marvel we can still tok so long...haha..ate supper n chatted till the wee mornin..so basically haven had sufficient sleep n later i will not be sleepin cos i have few homework to finish up n there is a soccer marathon..my beloved MAN UTD will be playin..lookin forward to seein Alan Smith play in the red jersey..n the final of copa america the big one..Brazil vs Argentina..so another sleepless nite..haiz..
tomolo skool n i be havin lecture,history of visual arts...n then the dreaded figure drawin..n i still need to do some figure drawin homework..hate tat module..but lookin forward to the lecture..to tell u truth,im lookin forward to skool..dont noe y...skool so far has been great n the time flew veri fast n tomolo is the third week already..it seem so fast..the company are great..the environment cant say much cos half the skool is not ready..but yeah lookin forward to skool...aniwae a shout out to the two b'dae boys,Ridzman n Shafiq..HAPPY BIRTHDAE!! n somebody birthdae is drawin closer.. u noe who.. i wont say.. Gotta go do my work now..cant slack already..luckily got soccer to accompany n MTV too!!Yeah!! cya all again!!Chillz u'll!!Peace Out!!
PS.I dont y the pics are not showin..i will find out...sori guys..
-Torres contemplatin death at 8:59 PM
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Topic:Random Hp pics!!
Song tat keepin me sane:My Chemical Romance-I'm not Okay(I Promise)
Mood:Lazy...
Well juz tryin to upload pics to my blog..here are random pics i took usin my phone..enjoy them..will put more as time goes on...maybe be bringin my digicam to skool soon since some in my gang bringin it..will update my daily happenin after this..chillz U'll..peace out!!
-Torres contemplatin death at 6:30 PM
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Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Topic:Skool,skool,skool n me....
Song tat keepin me sane:Whence he came-Here To Hope!!(Check this band out man!!)
Mood:kinda tired n grumpy i guess..
Heylo,me here updatin me blog..guess haven been updatin me blog i guess(where have i heard tat b4)....ok ok the low down in my life so far...its been a busy few daes i guess...let see been clubbin at cheeky.. soccer match..went for the baybeats n skool..speakin of baybeats let me tell u they have alot of great bands performin although it is nothin compare to the summersonic at japan...how i wish i was goin there...but let tell u abt this great band..they are seriously off the hook..n they played to a great crowd..the mosh pit was great n body surfin ard..but too bad for the security though..they were like too uptight...n caught this thai all ger band..n were tat hot or wad...the bassist is juz so gorgoues.basically the whole band is beautiful n did i say especially the bassist..she look so sexy holdin the bass..enough abt them n baybeats...
Aniwae skool was alright la..hate figure drawin..dont ask me to explain i juz hate it.the rest is ok la.. visual element n history of visual art seem veri interestin...homework pilin up...aniwae i will like to officially introduce u all the 1K rowdy clan,we have the the leader of the pack-Audrey,the bitchy-cheryl,the happy camera trigger-huda,the blur but cute-amanda,the vainpot-hygel,the super glue gays-h.c & k.c,the late for class n first to go-jeffrey n yurs truly..n our rival the 1K HI-5 gerls..the rivalry is gettin intense..haha it all started wif cheryl callin one of the Hi-5 boyfren a kaypoh(busybody)..n the gerl got abit pissed btw she from china..n that where all hell break lose like no other woman esp cheryl fury..there tat is where rivalry began..aniwae we dont care..they the geek in the class n we the cool one..so screw them yeah...but went to pool junction wif the 1K clan n the place is way better than any pool place.great ambience to play pool..had fun n we were all like snappin pics of each other..had fun ya.. aniwae had visual element later on n was quite interestin..aniwae my history of visual term project qns i pick isabt how cavaggio paintin n alfred hitchcock's film have in common..i like hit the jackpot..i love hitchcock films n cavaggio paintin are way grotesque..great qns..hope i score in it..been doin abit of research abt cavaggio paintin..haiz no time to slack i guess..
so tomolo is a slack dae for me cos i have no skool n im goin to have my hair cut n finish up assignments..great then..*yawnz* guess i hit the sack n meet up wif the sandman then..update soon ya..chillz u'll!!peace out!!
-Torres contemplatin death at 11:38 PM
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Thursday, July 15, 2004
Topic:Skool started!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Breakin Bemjamin-So Cold
Mood:Great i guess..
So it is in the third dae of my new skool year..actually onli been to skool like two daes cos wednesdae i have no skool on tat dae..so the first two daes went on smoothly..nothin much done..onli a bunch of intro..aniwae gettin on well wif my class..but there are clique formin i guess..the cool ppl one side n basically the rest one side..aniwae it isnt our fault tat it happen..but all is good i guess...A fun class i guess wif fun ppl..aniwae gotta go, update to u'll more soon i guess..gotta catch buffy..sarah michelle gellar can slay me anithin...so catch u all soon..chillz u'll..peace out!!
-Torres contemplatin death at 12:09 AM
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Monday, July 12, 2004
Topic:Orientation over n so its the beginnin of skool year!!
Song keepin me sane:The Used-The Taste of Ink
Mood:Sick!!argh!!
Hey hey! so Orientation was normal affair..Aniwae my class is alright..a mixture of ppl i guess..but i was glad tat at least i got someone comin from the same skool as me..lolz..Well first dae started off slow..cos all of us not used to each other..but it soon change..as usual alot of ice breaker game...then the usual tour of skool n crap..n guess wad my skool there is a TCC cafe..haha..n breko is like few mins walk away..n my skool is equiped wif G5 macintosh com..great man..thank god we are the pioneer of the new buildin..the skool is great but kinda look like a facotry from outside but totally different from the inside..aniwae first dae juz was gettin to noe each other n the skool..then went for my usual soccer exercise after tat..the best part i was realli realli sick!!had a fever..but the lure of soccer was too great..so i chose soccero ver my poor state of health..but i did pop two panadol..n guess wad tat soccer session prove to be veri useful cos i sweat alot n soon i got better..didnt feel sick animore but tat was the constant coughin..n eventually led to my lost of voice later on..yap i lost my voice n the best part the next dae i had a cheer com..
So the second dae of orientation was supposed to be veri formal i guess..went to skool wif ben n naek wei n had lunch at plaza sing..then head off to skool to go n practice our cheers wif our respective class...gave them two ideas supplied by dee2..aniwae despited me havin no voice wadsoever..i still participated in the cheer k..class spirit mah...had loads of laugh practisin the cheers..in the end we come up wif this short cheer which didnt even lasted like 1 min...so aniwae wnt to the "state of the art' theatre..for a speech by the prsident of nafa..haiz then went back n practice abit more n got ready for the com..i tell u some the class cheer was way way more better than us...ours were like shit compared to some but who cares..so we all went up n did our cheer n finish in the blink of an eye...haha..n the u noe wat the winnin team got? they got a digital cam n whole load of stuff..haiz should have put in more effort..haha..but overall we had fun..then had a buffet..food was great i guess..got alot of food..then there was official moveover from the old buildin n there was a massive firework display..amazin man..firework in nafa..n then the party at the rooftop...it was like a club but at the rooftop...amazin..lolz..didnt stay ard veri long..went back back yishun n met the gang..went to go catch a movie Mean Girls...a nice movie wif lindsay louhan lookin veri veri hot in the show so too was her co star...but was veri surprise on how big her breast was..could help myself la..if was like starin right in front of me..lolz..aniwae it was huge..could it be inplant?? then sneak in spiderman 2..watch it twice now so far..then basically hang out n chill till 5 am..haiz my usual saturdae routine if not goin clubbin..speakin of clubbin we plannin to go clubbin this comin saturdae..yeah cant wait..
n todae is lazy sundae..where i sleep from 7am till 7pm...12hrs of uninterrupted sleep..priceless man..aniwae skool later..muz reach skool by 120 i guess..havin figure drawin..aniwae my timetable is alright la..my wednesdae is off dae for me...i have no skool on tat dae..woohoo!!lookin forward to skool..gonna sleep now..sleep is somethin im not goin to have too often went skool starts..so chillz u'll!! n peace out!!
-Torres contemplatin death at 12:23 AM
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Thursday, July 08, 2004
Topic:Tomolo orientation n i have no idea how it is goin to be?
Song tat keepin me sane:The suddenly oh so popular Dashboard Confessional-Vindicated
Mood:Excited?? but yet veri sick
So todae quite a fruitful dae for me..got a new hp yap..it is a fucked phone indeed.Motorola C650.should have gotten the E398 ,in love wif tat phone..so guys n gals i am now reachable 24-7 k..so no excuses..went wif my mom to get it n had lunch at Pizza Hut wif a kinda annoyin fren of my mom..my mom agreed too..lolz..aniwae my mom went to work n went home to change n went to town to get a freakin bag for myself..cos my bag is either too big or too old..so was lookin forward to buy this bag from adidas concept shop which i saw like one month ago..a sling bag wif an england flag..guess wad it was no longer bein sold..damn it,i was like panickin cos i now i gotta look for a bag all over again..aniwae had eish to accompany to buy but he soon went off to work while im stranded in town to buy a freakin bag..most of the bag didnt quite caught my attention..all were to ugly..i was still pisses at not gettin tat adidas bag..it was partly my fault for takin so long to buy..so head on to Wisma Flash n splash n saw this rip curl leather sling bagn it did caught my attention but i hate tat brand rip curl cos it turnin to be like billabong n i veri hate tat brand..but i didnt had a choice so aniwae it is unique in a way..so got tat bag..then walked ard topman n tat was a 50% sale..lolz..tempted to buy some stuff but had to control myself been spendin alot lately..so todae i got myself a new hp n a new bag n also got myself a headphone..lolz..productive indeed...
Aniwae skool orientation tomolo,dont realli noe wat to expect cos nafa i dont realli ppl there..luckily i got a few frenz goin in as first yr..excited??worried?? i totally have no idea..n i juz have one wish tat is hope my class is not a borin class n i hope it be a veri veri happenin class..let pray for tat..speakin of class,raymond got a propasal from a team from ngee ann poly to challenge us at ngee ann poly field..hmmmm..good prospect rite..but too bad saturdae i got orientation or else i would have definitely agree to the match..haiz..y muz it be this saturdae..bollocks man!!
i dont noe but y muz i be sick rite now..y now..y does my body have to function tat way..havin the flu,cough n cold haiz everythin tat could lead to havin a fever..have this battle this war mentally..mind over matter,mind over matter...i noe i can do this!!n i cant seem to get myself to sleep early no matter how hard i try man!!insonmiac creepin to me i guess..how man like this...why now...bollocks! aniwae i guess i should go n sleep rite now..gotta wake up early meet yoouquan n go skool..cya guys update u'll abt the orientation aight..chill u'll!!peace out!!
-Torres contemplatin death at 11:56 PM
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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
Topic:wad the hell am i doin this late!!
Song tat keepin me sane:The Postal Service-Brand New Colony
Mood:Sleepy but not sleepy...hmmmm..
Well its been awhile since i updated..nothin new..aniwae i like to start of wif a tribute to Greece for(if u guys dont still dont noe then i guess u muz be reali lame!)well winnin wad seem to them a dream which they thought will nvr in their wildest dream come true..Greece the champion of europe!!congrats to them a well deserved victory!worthy champion!they seem to tell us tat dreams will come true if we fight for it!!indeed the year of the greeks..Achilles muz be proud of their achievement i guess even the great achilles couldnt anticipate this..ard of applause for the the champion! n congrats again!
enough abt them n more abt me n wad the fuck has been goin on in my crappilyfuckinlylame life of mine..well been watchin movies this past few daes..especially spiderman heck wad for call him tat since now almost half of new york noe who he is rite..wad a spoiler to the movie...but it was great movie except for tat part...another movie is the whole ten yards..a great funny movie..my uncontrollable laughter could be heard in the movie..n let me tell u tat amanda peet is oh so sexy n beautiful!!amanda pls be my wifey!!lolz.. n i went to a shoppin spree..i got stuff i wanted to have!but still short of wad i still need..at last i got the most perfect trucker cap for me yeah!!n i bought an aviator shades like at last! n bought a supreme tee..n im still lookin for a polo shirt most prob from either topman of FCUK..findin the right one...need to pile the wadrobe skool startin for me soon!speakin of skool,orientation this fridae..cant wait...haiz most of my gang already started their term year while i still stranded at home wif a week more..shitass!!
aniwae i want to give a shoutout to chong yee aka stone man cos it is his 18th b'dae!!let's go clubbin somedae man chongyee!!its like 0410 now n im still awake damn it...well guess i gotta go!! chillz u'll!!peace out aight!!
-Torres contemplatin death at 3:41 AM
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