Wat the hell am I doin!!!

2006-12-31T08:44:00.000+08:00

Topic: 2007 is beckoning... oh yes 2007..
Song tat is keepin me sane:Dia and Ian- Yellow Butterfly
Mood: Festive??

Ok jus came back form Matin Hse.. Matin,Ali,Raymond,Yogen and me cooked up a small dinner and had pre NYE dinner together.. I cooked My Tuna Mushroom Pasta, Matin cooked up Tom Yum Soup and Ali cooked up Stirred-Fry Mushroom.. Jus had a small dinner,watch soccer and a held a movie marathon and i was the last one standing as usual..

Thank You For Smoking
Dead Or Alive (DOA)
Scoop

Those were the 3 movies watched.. It was alrite..Prefer this to a nite of clubbin anyday..

Well 2007 is comin,basically 13 hrs exactly from now.. The thing is i still have no idea how we gonna celebrate it..Probably gonna catch the firework or somethin.. hopefully i wont spend it at home..

A Recap of 2006

I wont realli do a full recap i guess cos it will take hrs n hrs of endless writin to ever finish the eventful 2006 i had.. Decisions i made which i regretted and some which i thought was right.. The new frenz I made this New Year esp the crazy girl whom i grew quite closed to.. The endless nite of partyin by tat i mean this year i party like alot and some weeks up to 4 times.. Insane is wad i describe 2006.. The dae i got so totally wasted on Raymond and Ali birthdae and jus made a fool out of myself.. Bottles after Bottles after bottles of endless drinkin..

Skool a total mess for me.. Total mess.. i jus couldnt explained in words.. Chemistry in class wasnt there.. commitment throwed out of the window jus like.. lettin down ppl in skool which i regret to this dae.. yes i lived in a world of regrets.. like i said a total mess..

Things at home, has been a rollercoaster.. Good times and bad times shall be remembered at home.. the year whereby sleep is not a word tat associated me alot.. Sleep deprived basically.. But wadeva happened at home, i still love my parents and my bro cos they will always be family..

My social life been stagnant this year which for me was a good thing wif all the stuff goin on ard.. Close frenz became closer.. but friction slowly appeared among the group.. well it was bound to happen..

Well a special mention to Ryan Star.. My Person of the Year for 2006.. He made this year jus memorable.. not tat i met him or wad which i almost came close to since he was in singapore n i couldnt score a tix to see him. But he somehow made my year wif his passionate and intense songs.. His rendition of 'Losing My Religion' is my song of the Year..

Well i guess i wont indulge any futher although the urge to is there cos once i start typin away i wont stop.. the thing is i need some sleep for the NYE celebration i guess..

Anyway to all my family,frenz and ppl who i knowinly or unknowinly do you wrong in the year, Im Sorry andlet bygones be bygones ya and have a great 2007 ahead..May yur wishes come true in the comin year..

For me,i jus hope for the better. i live for tomolo and tomolo is 2007.. hopin for a better year wif more sleep and less partyin and more soul searchin on my part and puttin a full stop to wad i want to become.. n better health n lose some weight i progress.. haha.. well like i say New Year Resolution are a bunch of B.S. !!

Bye 2006 and hello to another year of uncertainty.. its gonna be 2007 and lets be blessed wif lucky number 7 ..

oh ya.. Selamat Hari Raya Haji .. n to think i supposed to be at a mosque rite now.. well tat is another yr.. tok to ya next year Mr Blogspot!!

2006-12-27T04:45:00.000+08:00

Topic: Quite a mundane Christmas..
Song tats keepin me sane:Samsons - Kenangan Yang Terindah ( Its a indonesian Song ya)
Mood:Mundane i guess

Little Miss Sunshine
Bobby
Thank You For Smoking
Babel

These are the movies i been watchin n they all are great movies with a wonderful cast!!
Esp recommend these 4.. Four of the best movies these year..

As u have guess it,spent my christmas watchin DVD than anythin else.. Didnt go out at all.. Wasnt in the spirit of it all. But its ok i guess.. Jus lazing and catchin up on dvds..

Findin more great DVDs to watch though..

Anyway Mr Blogspot Have A Merry Christmas and Happy Happy New Year..

Gonna have a review of my year 2006.. soon.. stay tuned Mr Blogspot..

2006-12-20T05:42:00.000+08:00

Topic: Wet wet wet Dae..
Song keepin me sane: Deathcab for Cutie-Wad Sarah Said
Mood: Worried

Well was lookin thru my year one pics from Nafa evoked alot of memory.
The innocent yr of yr 1 and stuff.. We looked happy and carefree n seriously miss tat feelin.
I guessed we all kinda grew up n each of us kinda have problems n shit not..
Wad happen to all of us..Seriously wad happen..
I was shocked when i heard the news from one of my dear fren tat another of my dear fren wanted to commit suicide.
yes it is tat bad.. we all changed.. i couldnt believe my ears.. is tat serious..
With the shit she is goin thru who couldnt blame her..
Was worried as hell..Of all the ppl, i couldnt believe she will resort to tat..
NAFA realli did well to screw us up huh..Thanx ya..
I hope she realli pull thru this.. i realli do..
I dont want to lose a dear fren. The life and crazy one in our grp..
Well it all seems a distance past rite now,those daes..

PS.Santa i changed my mind. all i want for Christmas is to turn back time and start all over again.. i realli do..

2006-12-19T02:17:00.000+08:00

Topic: Hello Again Mr Blogspot..
Song keepin me sane: Papa Roach - Roses on my Grave
Mood: Depressed

Ok it is official Mr Blogger, i have a problem. i have a fuckin problem... i have this bad habit where i usually dont finish what i start.. its beginnin to destroy me. yes i noe, it is of my own doin. but hell why of all habit it has to be tat.i have a problem finish books, example i usually read a book n will be so engross wif it till the last 3 chapters n my interest of it jus fly right out of the window.. n its jus a few chapters to go.. yes im a person who seriously have a short span of interest level.. i be like all interested in it n havin been wif it like 3/4 of the way..n i will throw it away one side.. same goes wif my skool.. last yr and last semester and my interest of it jus flew off.. dont get me wrong i love makin films n writin my script but tat sparks isnt there anymore.. ya i noe to weather the storm n jus finish the thing n get on wif it.. but for me tat isnt enough.. i need a sparks to reignite everythin back.. jus a small one will do.. i desperately need to find a muse asap.. i realli do.

anyway i have to have a look again wad i wanna do wif my life.. cos i dont want to be no shitty person havin shitty job all my life supportin my family if i eventually wanna have one.
i once wanna be a criminal lawyer n i mean i realli still do somewhat inside of me say so.. the thrill of u noe defendin yur guilty as hell client. oh ya screw me if im not bein moral. someone got to do the job rite. tat was way back in sec skool. then was the flirty moment of me wanna be DJ.. well didnt turn out so well. lost interest in it again like wad is new anyway. i was dabblin in doin my own tees design.. i have a few design up in my com. n tat was as far as i went.. i even thought of openin an event organizing company or those ppl who organize leaderhship camp n stuff.. cos i kinda like organizin stuff or event or outing.. but bein within my circle of frenz, organizin for tat is already like a full time affair n its kinda hard when yur frenz dont like wad u plan for tat cos then nvr interested in alot of stuff i guess.. but u gotta cater to wad they like n work ard it.. lie abit here n there n make them attend the event n after it all up to them to enjoy it or not.. ya i noe its kinda bad bein a cunning bastard n all..heck i will tell them it is for their best interest.

see Mr Blogspot n i do have these problem wif my short attention span.. n i seriously need help wif it or else i jus gonna be another asshole in this world..

In this World when dreamers sleep,
the singers weep and the writers read;
All i ever had was a piece of paper that wrote;
"In one heart lies oneself desires,
Desires to thrive and not to discern oneself wrongdoing."
Seth 03:10

2006-11-28T02:12:00.000+08:00

Topic: Im been havin sleepless nite..
Song tat keepin me sane: 30 Seconds to Mars - From Yesterday
Mood: Downright troubled i guess

Hello blogspot im back blogging i guess after like a yr of haitus n back to blogspot.. probably there wont be anyone visitin this blog anymore since the last i updated is like 2 yrs ago?? tat long i noe..

my life so far has been topsy turvy i guess.. nothin goin my way.. everynite im thinkin abt stuff n tat let to mine insomnia.. life been shitty i guess.. problems here n there.. im gotta slowly iron everything out.. hopin for a better tomolo.. serious Mr blogspot im now the onli one tokin to u.. nobody else noe abt this.. so hope its between me n u onli..

im in the mood to write more but i will hold myself back at this veri moment n maybe save it for another dae. i will try to put myself to sleep. ok then..

Mr Blogspot do u have any Prozac or sleepin pills? Do u? pretty pls.. wif a cherry on top.

2005-11-29T02:43:00.000+08:00

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2005-09-09T17:37:00.000+08:00

Topic:On Hiatus..
Song tat keepin me Sane:Songs From Bright Eyes
Mood:Bored

Well i guessed ppl will not come here anymore.. since its been like 2 months since i updated n all.. well i was on a long hiatus.. got kinda sick of bloggin for a while there.. well here i am.. my life is kinda complicated now wif skool n my relationship n all... yes skoolwork is a bitch no doubt.. visual therapy project is like killin me n i even dreamt of it.. tat is how busy i was thinkin of skool n all.. n animation suxs big time.. not gonna tok abt it.. my hollidae is not realli a hollidae cos i still need to come to skool like evrydae..how like tat.. i miss nydc coffee,i miss coffee bean coffee,i miss holland v popiah and i miss chillin at town n jus relax ... life kinda suxs now...

have u ever felt like u want to love someone jus for the sake of it??
the sake of bein wif someone?
someone u noe u gonna break their hearts?
hearts that should nvr be broken...
im sorry..

2005-06-13T06:37:00.000+08:00

Topic:Wad a Pre Birthdae Party!!
Song tat keepin me sane: Anna Nalick-Breathe
Mood:Happy...WeEEEEee....

Haha!! wad a dae wad a dae saturdae was... let see although it started out abit nonsense.. ok.. rahim i stress RAHIM had this tix to watch PCK the Musical..ok la guys i noe.. dont laugh ok.. yes i want to the musical jus jus to see how it fare n all.. let me tell u this nvr had i sat for nearly 3 hrs somebody tokin tat can cos excruciating pain to my whole body.. PCK tokin Singlish for nearly 3 hrs is hell i tell.. the musical has all the element of musical.Comedy,Drama,music n dancing.. but it was kinda full hse surprisinly.. but i thank my lucky stars i didnt had to pay for a single cent.. it was kinda a disaster...tat was the first highlight of the dae..

then came the main event.. the night where it all happen..so i waited for them at Douby Ghaut..NExt thing i noe i saw like at least 15 peeps there..i was like surprised to see such a turn out.. haha.. when everybody arrived it was like more than 20 already la.. Ppl like Dicky,Ah Pang,Chee Keong,Dilip,Sin Chun Basically alot of them was there la.. iwas like omg la.. so much ppl..haha.. kinda felt honoured.. so we kinda pre booze b4 club n all.. We had Two Bottle, one was a Johnny Walker Black Label 12 yrs vintage n absolut vodka.. n let me tell u this.. i got so wasted realli realli wasted.. even b4 i step into the club n im wasted.. haha.. the guys realli sabo me.. there i was headin down to Liquid Room all wasted.. n was tokin so loud..haha.. so we entered the club n things got worst not onli was i wasted i still down 4 glasses of screwdriver n bourbon... n a few more glasses of hell i dont noe wad.. so my condition was total wasted.. ppl gettin wasted is no joke i tell.. half of the time i dont even noe who i dancin.. n the guys was sayin tat i grind this girls till his bf or sumthin was starin n me n ppl all ard was lookin me grindin this gerl.. lolz.. i swear i tell i didnt noe wad the hell i was doin.. all i noe was tat half of my frenz were either high or wasted.. the club was great n all .. music was great..DJ Koflow was the man... familiar faces pop up at liquid room.. ppl from cheeky n all..haha.. it was great fun la.. ppl like chee keong n ah pang there.. n sin chun dancin like crazy.. haha.. next thing i noe i when the club finish 1/3 o them were outside the lub too drunk n fell asleep .. haha.. syahiran,ali n weixiong were sleepin n the rest lyin there motionless..we look like hell..lolz. but it was so much fun la.. one of the best clubbin experience.. thanks guys for all tat.. u guys are the greatest la.. thanz to all the ppl who was there...u guys make my night..

n the best part is i have yet to celebrate wif my nafa peeps.. haha.. cheryl say she gonna make me drunk..will see yah.. n kenny bought for me Baileys n Absolut.. omg a week of alcohol.. this is crazy.. haha.. hope to have as much fun wif my nafa peeps ..cos i noe they can do it.. plannin to head down to zouk on fri.. n maybe saturdae i be headin to Home Club for the RNDM event.. will see.. haha.. looks like it be long week... lolz.. yeah.. haha.. so a dae to go... n 19 it will be.. thanz for everyone who been there for me the past yr.. thanz.. im off to bed.. chillz.. PEace Out..

n a shoutout to MR ALI who will be enlistin into the Police Acadamy on the same dae of my birthdae.. Ali do us proud n be a good policeman n not a blur one.. n i cant wait to see Ali botak.. lolz.. i bet he look funni.. haha.. ALi good Luck n Take care buddy.. later we have dinner wif the gang together.. too bad it is not on u .. lolz..

2005-06-10T03:52:00.000+08:00

Topic:35+ hrs n countin ...
Songs tat keepin me sane:Honest Mistake-The Bravery,Middle Of Nowhere-Hot Hot Heat,Banquet-Bloc Party,Corriene May-Save Me and Rachel Yamagata-Under My Skin
Mood:Still Sane

Hey Folks.. haven been sleepin for let me see 35+ hrs... surprisinly i dont feel sleepy.. stuff happened this past few daes.. I nearly lost my ic,student pass n ezlink at bukit batok due our silly idea of playin hide seek in the middle of the nite.. i swear it was cheryl idea.. i gave up searchin for cos i had like 3 mins b4 the last train but luckily Adam helped me.. he drove me there n helped me search...after a few rounds Adam Found it..i was super super grateful to him... or not i have to dish out $300 for the IC.. thank god..i swear i nvr play hide n seek or wadeva crap again i tell u..

Aniwae yesterdae was down at cheryl hse ..was super late cos my zen is spoilt.. so damn sad.. cheryl,steph.claryce were playin manjong n hyqel,you quan n me were playin some sex trivia game or sumthin.. learn alot of neat sex trivia.. lolz.. then received a bloody call from eish sayin we had a emergency clubbin session.. like wad the hell right.. after some persuasion from both side..eish n gang ask me to gang n hyqel n you quan askin me not to.. so bein the clubber i am.. u noe the outcome.. but thank god Adam Was drivin.. or else i wouldnt bother i think..so reach there abt 130 at where else..cheeky, i tell u i hate tat place but the guys entered first so had no choice.. was persuadin them to to go O Bar but no they say it wasnt happenin or wadeva.. but crap la.. n MR Yogendran had to be confined in camp due to his stupidness so now he cant go to Liquid Room this sat.. I swear more n more n more Mats are enterin to cheeky.. tons of them were there.. it wasnt a place i used to noe..heck no more cheeky after this... Zouk,Liquid Room,Rouge n Home will be the onli place i go.. tat is fo sure..

speakin of this sat.. hope it be a great nite... almost everybody will be there i mean almost bein yogen the onli one who will not be there.. Champagne Poppin time ppl... lolz.. My Baileys Will be arrivin soon.. well cant wait for Sat even though my birthdae is on Tuesdae.. will update abt the celebration cos i noe someone will be dyin to noe wad happen n all..

My head is gettin abit light n spinnin ard.. maybe it is time to sleep.. or else i might.. i dunno wad will happen.. shit la.. have to go jurong to send my zen for servicin.. ok ppl.. chillz... Peace Out!!

4 MORE DAES PPL!! 4 MORE DAES!!

"Unpredictability's my responsibility, baby."

2005-05-28T05:03:00.000+08:00

Topic:Late nite n dae long sleep!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Hawthorne Heights-Ohio is for lovers
Mood:Surprisinly Refresh

Juz came back not long ago.. Well sleep like almost the whole dae n onli woke up at abt 6..yes in the evenin.. tat my life story.. n when out for soccer.. sweat it out abit. n chill at yishun 925 where else.. had dinner cum supper.. n sat down wif the gang.. eish was there..haven been seein him for like weeks.. so we jus catch up n stuff.. tok tok onli.. kinda did nothin.. well wad to do.. our driver was not there.. so we basically jus chill ard..

my birthdae (let me stress my BIRTHDAE!!) is in two weeks time.. dont noe y this yr kinda not lookin forward to it.. well i be 19, no longer 18 but comin to 20.. but one thing is for sure ... liquid room will be the place.. i dunno but somethin is missin for my birthdae this yr.. i dont noe, i jus cant put my finger to it.. so ppl if u noe tell me k.. or better yet get me it.. haiz birthdae birthdae.. aniwae mine falls on a tuesdae so borin...

headin down town tomolo..meetin up wif my nafa peeps.. coffee at nydc..miss the coffee.. n meetin my gang after tat.. hope it be fun tomolo.. will see.. not plannin to club or wadeva.. its been like 3 weeks or so.. not clubbin or wadeva.. n it feels weird.. i off to bed la.. i think developed insomnia already w/o a doubt.. anybody have sleepin pills to spare..?? ok la.. chill guys.. peace out..

Cut my wrist and black my eyes,So i can sleep at nite.. Or die because u kill me.. U noe u do..u kill me well..u like it too.. i can tell..

2005-05-27T03:07:00.000+08:00

Topic:Wadeva...
Song tat keepin me sane:Missy Higgins-The Special Two
Mood: ok ok onli

Ppl i not gonna say im back or wad.. 1 months passed huh? ok im been busy wif skool n stuff.. not gonna tok abt skool cos it is my hollidae.. yes 7 weeks of hollie.. wad am i gonna do.. so far it is has been a bore.. so ppl pls plan somethin. aniwae alot alot of stuff happen usually it happen after 7 pm.. haha.. yes my life usually start after 7 pm.. been goin ard singapore searchin for singapore creepiest place..n my conclusion singapore is small.. indeed veri veri small..

aniwae i dont noe y but i been listenin to some great female vocalist.. gals like Missy Higgins,Rachel Yamagata,Jem n Corriene May.. Great bunch of Singers.. Listen to them n u noe y.. Esp Missy Higgins voice truly mesmerizin.. Hot Hot Heat is a great upcomin band.. n Hawthorne Heights is on my playlist.. so watch this ppl.. soon all the Indie Mats or Emo Mats will start hearin.. yes the trend of the Mats are changin from the tapered jeans to the Surfwear now more indie Mats are comin out..haha.. wad is next ppl.. Mat startin to wakeboard or start to listen to bosso nova or nujazz.. we will see..

btw congrats to all the winners of wadeva competition be it sports or reality tv or wadeva.. too much la.. yes a special mention to liverpool for tat undyin spirit who ManUtd use to possese.. yes they won n wad a great match.. ManUtd should learn from them.. yes but dont worry I LIVE A MANCHESTER UNITED FAN N DIE A MANCHESTER UNITED FAN no matter wad..wif all the nonsense goin ard.. i believe there is a silver linin among the clouds.. but lets not spoil liverpool moment ok.. they deserve every moment of it.. soak it liverpool fan..u deserve it.. it dont come every year..

i noe now tat i have officially lost someone special to me in my life..it is quite sad .. i can nvr find a frenz who used to be there for me.. i can do nuthin abt it..

tat all la.. tired ..peace out..chill ppl..

2005-04-28T05:15:00.000+08:00

Topic:Im so wide awake!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Damian Rice-The Blower Daughter
Mood:Hyper

ok it is like 5am n im still fresh n wide awake!! wad the hell rite.. u noe why? it is all becos of hyqel n kenny!! first it was Coffee bean's Caramel Ice Blended n then it was NYDC ice irish cream elephancino!! two glass of coffee in nearly less than 6 hrs.. crazy i tell u!! n the result of tat.. sleepness night!!

amiwae skip design drawin cos of unfinished work!! yes i noe!! how irresponsible of me!! but it is ok!!

i found todae that some of my frenz dont realli take me seriously... they say tat due to the lifestyle im leadin, like every single week i be clubbin n my constant late night out n all.. basically constantly enjoyin myself.. n as though i have no stress at all.. maybe in a way wad they say seem to be true.. i dont noe .. i should start to take myself seriously!! i mean realli do it.. ppl see me n esp my frenz in nafa,they nvr realli see me get angry or wad.. haiz.. i dont noe la.. maybe i goof too much n i myself dont take myself seriously.. have to change my lifestyle n attitude.. i will try my best!!

argh i realli need to get myself to bed.. maybe i count sheep or wad.. as long i can sleep or wad.. be havin lecture n freehand later.. hope it be a good dae.. cya ard guys... chillz.. peace out!!

2005-04-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

Topic: Today i satisfied all my cravings!!
Song tat keepin me sane: The Blower's Daughter
Mood:Happy yet stress

Todae is a veri good dae cos i have finally satisfied my cravings n im so happy!! although im currently quite stress wif never endin pilin of works n asessement comin in few weeks time.. aniwae hyqel,kenny,you quan n me went all the way to marina square to the new foodcourt which btw is wonderful.. all this while i been cravin for my Curry Chicken Noodle n finally got it!! but there tons of nice food at the food court!! i be back there soon i tell u.. n after tat we went to Gelare to have my Waffles!! yes sweet n wonderful waffles of Gelare!! another cravin i had for daes!! Wow i tell u ate till i cant eat no more!! todae is jus wonderful!! n think i goin to be veri veri fat soon!! wif all this excessive junk food i stuffin myself!! it is no surprise.. tat is y im gettin myself a gym bag so i have an excuse to go to the gym n have a workout!! i realli need tat.. a real good workout once a week!! might sign up for Planet Fitness Or California Fitness.. so ppl mark my words!! if not i grow fat like Moses Lim!! argh worst still tomolo i be headin to NYDC for my Weekly dose of Coffee!! damn it!!

Aniwae skool works is an ass!! Esp Design Drawin!! tons of works n u can nvr satisfied him!! argh!! hate his subject!! gonna skip his lesson n take mc tomolo but i still go for my tutorial.. gonna have my presentation tomolo.. aniwae the rest is kinda not yet pilin though.. but design drawin is stil the worst!! i think i been enjoyin myself too much.. weekly clubbin n stayin out till late mornin almost everydae!! gonna cut down on bad habits!! ppl help me!!

tat is all i guess!! need to touch up on my presentation n go to sleep!! need to be in skool by 1 n headin to bukit batok Polyclinic n then back to Orchard for NYDC!! but i leave u a part of the song The Blower's Daughter!! this song is on repeat mode in my zen!! Chill guys!! Peace Out!

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

The song not onli speak a thousand words but paint a superb picture!!

2005-04-08T05:17:00.000+08:00

Topic:im adicted to the OC again ppl!!
My current posion:The OC Series!!
Mood:Estatic all becos of OC

Im havin OC fever all over again!! Super cant help myself!! i declared myself the OC addict!! n i need help!! kinda watch the whole season 1 n some season 2.. lolz.. i noe im crazy!!jus cant help myself!! Seth,Ryan,Summer,Marissa,Anna,Alex,Lindsay,Sandy,Kirsten,Julie n lots more brighten my night!! yes n when ppl say tat laughter is the best medicine but for me the OC is my medicine or posion i might add!! i think i gonna save up money to buy the season 1 on dvd!! ooooooh weeeeee!! lolz.. so happy .. i jus love the OC..

this piece is so redundant rite.. but jus felt like tellin my addiction of this show..ok ok enough abt this show.. it is so late!!need to sleep class at 230!! gonna have coffee at the usual spot later n maybe catch a movie!! so happy!! ooooh weeeee!!! chillz guyz!! peace out!!

my fav ppl of OC!!

2005-04-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

Topic:Ppl i have updated like at last!!
Mood: Great n feelin good
Song tat keepin me sane:Snow Patrol-How To Be Dead

This past few weeks has be so great tat i have no time or no energy to update my life!! How i wish tat is a thing tat when u tok to it is jus type for us.. how good la tat be.. i noe i noe!! im so lazy... so shoot me..

what have i done this past few weeks:-
-zoukin at zouk
-blackin at Chinablack
-pubbin at boat quay
-gettin realli wasted on absolut like alot
-chillin at coffee bean paragon
-skool,skool n more skool
-goin to haunted places like Hill View Mansion,OCH n Punggol Hse
-Drove a van..so fun la
-movies,movies n more movies..
-johore wif matin,alvin,adam n ali
i think there is more la but this was wad happen tat realli stayed on my mind..

super fun la..although skool jus started 2 weeks ago..i had more fun than term breaks.. i think i been enjoyin too much,need to control my party life.. been sleepin alot in the dae cos my night are usually spent outside n will be home when the sun rise.. tat's my life story.. wouldnt trade it for anithin i guess..

aniwae ppl i noe i say this like the umpteen but will update regularly..yay i noe like real..aniwae ppl a new template is on the way.. maybe it is the template tat has deter me from updatin on my blog.. so maybe it will change..lolz.. till the next ppl.. chillz.. peace out!!

2005-03-15T01:39:00.000+08:00

Topic:I love mondae nite!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Stereophonics-Dakota n Micheal Buble- Feelin Good
Mood:happi??

I juz love mondae nite!! the dae i juz sit on the coach n watch tv non stop..There is Kings of Queens,Everybody Loves Raymond,Grounded for life!! Heavan i tell u!! but the best is yet to come!!
The real reasons are these two beauty tat light up my mondae nite!!

Click on pics to Enlarge

They are jus simply eye candy!! Vannesa Marcil n Eva Longoria!! Desperate Housewives n Las Vegas jus rox la..esp the latter one!!

Aniway u should catch the show Arrested Development on Channel 5 at 1230am!! A great show Starrin Portia De Rossi ( another eye candy there ) It is a comedy btw..

ya i noe it is been a while since i updated..nearly a month i guess.. well stuff happen durin tat time which i shall not disclose ok.. aniwae a shout out to the March babies!! Raymond, Ali ,Syahiran ,Liwei n Danial.. i think tat is abt it rite.. N to Yogen n Syahiran who is gonna serve the nation!! Good luck n Take Care!!

Tat abt it i guess.. will be havin a bbq at east coast this wed!! i probably enjoy myself!! n maybe maybe we get to see some show.. lolz. cant wait i guess.. n ppl i need ppl to accompany me to sentosa la.. sian la.. two weeks hollie no left wif a week!! shit la..wastin my hollie away.. aniwae cya guys ard!! hope it wont be another month!! chill!! peace out!!

2005-02-21T09:56:00.000+08:00

Topic:Mondae Blues
Song tat keepin me sane:Good Charlotte- The Chronicles of Life n Death
Mood:Sian

In class now..came abt an hour late n guess wad my teacher was on MC..Wad the fuck right!! n now i jus fuckin lazy to go back.. bein it mondae i onli have 1 lesson in the mornin..tat all..haiz.. should have jus stayed home la n sleep.. skool beginnin to be ver i veri busy...since all the big project are due next week n haven completed any one of them... i still have my animation n web design project ... so i think i super busy this week n next..

aniwae cant wait for the hollies cos i headin to Tioman wif Hyqel n all.. gonna treat ourselves to some relaxation.. but nothin is concrete yet..Btw Nafa Open House is on this Thursdae n Fridae so guys come down n juz see the skool.. n see how fun this skool is..

Been gamblin this pass few daes n lost abt 30 plus i think..super super pissed la...i hate gamblin la..all we have been doin when i meet up wif the gang was to gamble..n i think it was my fault who started all this gamblin shit n now the rest is addicted to it..Me n my ideas..

Aniwae i think i off to home n have my sleep n then continue wif my neverendin projects..so peeps take care aight..Chill guys. Peace out!!

2005-02-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

Topic:Gamblin mode
Song tat keepin me sane:The Chemical Brothers-Galvanise
Mood:Exhausted

I juz woke up not long ago.Came back abt 7 in the morn..
Too damn tired.. A night of soccer and gamblin.. n stayin over at matin hse..
yes i won money n definitely in gamblin mode..who wants to gamble wif me..??
i no longer goin army!! yeah!! deferred!! goin to tat bloody cmpb sux!!
i have this fuckin big zit or somethin growin on my face!!Fuckin hell!! have to wear my aviator glasses to go out n conceal my face..so ugly!! argh!! i need to remove asap!!

My first lonely valentine for 5 years..it suxs..i hate to be alone but lonliness may be a bliss..haiz..but i dont want to find someone juz the sake of valentine dae..aniwae i think it is juz a stupid dae meant for florist to thrive on this one singular dae of the year.. it is jus an over rated dae.. there i said it.. but im still alone.. haiz...

ok la..supposed to get ready to go town.. but im writin here instead.. eish is already mad wif us cos we supposed to mean like 4 but half of us is like jus woken up at 5..goin to watch Constantine or somethin.. n maybe gamble later.. yeah im off.. till then.. Chill guys!! Peace out!!

2005-02-07T01:24:00.000+08:00

Topic:Wad the hell!!!!
Songs tat keepin me sane:Rich girl by gwen stefani and get right by j.lo
Moods:worried

I have been posted to the 2nd Battalion Singapore Infantry Reginemental on March 11 2005!! yes im goin to army in a months time unless i have anythin to do abt it!! i was fuckin speechless when i called n heard those words from a freakin machine or sumthin!! dont worry i not goin anywhere near the army.. im deferrin.. aniwae its sux la to think tat i be joinin yogen,raj and syahiran to the army.. i was so fuckin worried la.. n some more they put me in some bloody infantry unit yes infantry the one where they attack first basically those who die first in war..yes a suicide attack..damn it i thought i deserve betta.. to hell wif tat..gonna go down there n give them the letter of deferrment.n kiss tat place goodbye.. ns juz sux..a total waste of time..

aniwae i noe i sux la haven been updatin this blog for quite some time...so sori i guess i was juz not in the mood to write i think..alot of stuff happened this past few weeks.but the one i remember for a long time is the one where the guys made up of ali,yogen,izwan,danial,khairul n alvin were over at my house for a 'sleepover' n it was a freakin weekdae n izwan n me had skool the next dae.. we all watchin the man u n arsenal match n my bro went to skool n we all enter the room except for dan who felt asleep at my sofa. the rest were in my room makin noises n playin wif my com..it was so fun..we were like messin ard wif frenster n lookin for radioactive chickadees(inside joke)..lolz. yogen n izwan were like downloadin tons tons of C-walk videos..n were practisin it..in the end we felt asleep n next thing u noe they were makin noises again n all woke up n i told them it was abt 2 like tat n my bro might be back soon n next thing u noe he was walkin in the room.. i was laughin non stop seein his reaction on his face..total shock..lolz.. in the end me n izwan didnt go to skool at all.. then we all had lunch at causeway pt..a night i nvr forget for a long time total total funness...

i cut my god damn long hair n now its freakin short..will post the pic up..tried a new style.. u guys be the judje.. aniwae chinese new year comin will be havin a long long break from skool n will see how it goes..guess be doin lotsa of skool works i guess.. haiz i promised i update more often k... ya i noe i sux..till then..chillz guys.. peace out..

TO ALL MY CHINESE FRENZ!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! GONG XI FA CAI!! I BE WAITIN FOR A HONGBOA AIGHT.. TO THE REST HAPPY HAPPI HOLLIDAE!!

My new hair!! like it?? comment pls..

2005-01-24T01:19:00.000+08:00

Topic:Fuckin msn givin me problem!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Simple Plan- Shut up
Mood:Irritated

Wad the bloody fuckin hell is wrong wif the bloody msn!! Cant log in like over 1 hour already! i need msn man.. i no longer use or engage in the IRC animore which i think is so old skool n redundant to me.. n now msn is screwin up...fuck it!!

Aniwaes i highly recommend watchin this movie 'Hotel Rwanda'.. it is truly an amazin movie!! u juz have to watch it yourself.. i give it a 5 star w/o a blink..trust me..

have u guys have a dream n it keep botherin u ?? well i have n it has been botherin me.. i dont noe whether to believe it or juz pass it as a dream n nothin more..maybe it tryin to tell me somethin i dont noe n has been in me all the time.. seriously i dont noe.. for me i look forward to havin a good sleep n juz waitin wad i would dream off.. a place where i noe i be happy..but there are times where dreams turn to nightmare.. well for me tat dream which is botherin me i dunno noe whether classified as a dream or nightmare.. the feelin juz sux la.. i juz hope this dream is jus a dream.. n wadeva feelings i have is juz a dream.. but...

2005-01-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

Topic:Been havin fun...
Album tat keepin me sane-Taufik Batisah-Blessing.. ok dont look at me like tat..it is surprisinly good..
Mood:Carefree i guess..

Wassup ppl.. hows life.. this past few daes has been wild i guess.. last week was a whole lot of fun..was over at Rouge wif Hyqel,Huda,Cheryl,You Quan n Kenny..Huda frenz had a birthdae celebration n drinks was on the house..n some ppl i shall not mention name got drunk it was an awful sight ok...n i had to put my finger in tat someone mouth la so tat someone will puke..lolz..lotsa fun la..Rouge had this guest deejays n MC who was spinnin Hip hop for a while n then Drum n Bass all the way..it was wicked i tell u..the deejays was awesome..Mixalogist n MC Trip the name..great music..aniwae huda n hyqel are plannin to get me drunk..haha..dream on guys.. i cant remember when was the last time i was drunk..maybe i got high alcohol tolerance..lolz..so u can try but i dont think so..lolz.. juz kiddin..everyone has it limit maybe i juz haven reach there YET..

tat mornin had a match wif our rival yishun town thing..Esyham team.. they won 4-2.. disappointed but we all try our best.. lookin forward for the next match against Hadi 's team.. a win is expected but we can underestimate the oppenent..so good luck to us..

Skool kinda slack this daes.. com lab most of the time.. onli design drawin is a hinderance.. the rest kinda slack.. went to asian civilisation musuem todae n i was late as usual n the best part i went the wrong one la..so irritatin.. i was at the other one at Fat Frog Cafe there but it was supposed to be at boat quay there la..took a cab asap..missed 1/3 of the tour.. n once in there my eyes were wide open la..the artifacts there was amazin..i saw tons of stuff..i was basically in awe.. stuff from way way back like 200 BC n all..it was truly amazin.. i think i be poppin there soon again..it is juz amazin.. i highly recommend it..i was especially intrigued by this spell book which was from indon which was dated back in the early 1900.. a language written where nobody now can understand..how i wish i knew n i could read n noe all wad it says abt spells n potions an all..truly amazin.. so ppl interested in goin there juz give me ring n i bring u there..

todae after skool was over at Holland V,nothin new there been hangin there every week la..oh ya wif hyqel n huda,we were at Breko n as some of u may noe everythin was half price there so we had our dinner there..so we spent onli nearly abt $30 ..which was super cheap already la..but wif cheap price come wif some price.. it was uper packed bein it in holland v somemore..n our order took more than an hour to come...imagine tat..ppl were complainin abt the bad service n all..they were short of stuff i guess.. n they didnt expect the crowd..but hyqel didnt realli like his food sayin tat looked as though it came out from fear factor..lolz..but i did enjoyed my food..then we juz kinda chilled out at holland v there.. we went to the quieter site of holland n juz sat n tok.. then razine in his car drop me n huda at the train staion..n now im at home..todae was a great dae..

aniwae tomolo gonna have a street soccer session wif the lads..brought it forward to thursdae since fridae is Hari Raya Haji..meetin up wif yogen n izwan first n i guess we proceed from there or sumthin..tomolo zouk will have an event where they juz focus on evrythin locals..from bands to deejay... n Royston Tan will be there to show some videos n stuff..but cant make it..got street soccer thingy..so i skip tat..aniwae watchin man u match later..they fieldin a strong team so it is worth watchin.. have lecture tomolo at 1 so cross finger i wont be late.. till the next..chillz... peace out!!

some pictures...

Arent they two jus beautiful!! im so in love wif them!! the current IT gal Scarlett Johansson n Charlize Theron!! *Droolin* : )...

My next boot?? i hope!! i need to get this..

2005-01-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

Topic:A day of remembrance...
Song tat keepin me sane:Everlastin love-Jamie Callum
Mood:like tat..

the weekend is over..and it ended wif a the Tsunami Disaster Memorial service at s'pore expo n the nation 1 minute of silence...hope it may bring a sense of closure to the family who lost their members in this tragic disaster..although i noe it will be hard..

my saturdae was spent watchin singapore upset the indon..n then the gang were kinda undecided on where to go.. supposed to watch movie but they dont want.. so we juz chill somewhere..n suddenly we all decided to go sembawang park n juz chill by the beach..as per usual weixiong drove us in our transportation a mini van ..over there izwan n yogen was tryin to teach raymond how to the 'C' walk n all..it was so funni but i can see raymond was determined to learn..good for him i guess..but i was chillin by the seaside juz admirin the sound of the wave n how peaceful it was..basically tryin to clear my thoughts..it was juz a wonderful feelin sittin by the beach but then again i was thinkin of the victims of the tsunami n how maybe some were like me sittin by the beach n juz clearin their thoughts..
after tat we kinda had a heavy supper at usual spot at syed..we all had second rounds of food..n we juz chill n tok some more..then weixiong send as all home..

but my fridae was a nice dae i guess spendin wif hyqel,huda,audrey n yeulong at holland v after skool chillin at coffee bean..hyqel,huda n me were chillin at coffee bean till almost midnite..we have a lenghty discussion abt everythin..it was fun n all..juz tok n tok n tok n tok the whole nite..cos we knew this type of oppurtunity wont come again but we all will try to make a point n maybe meet n chill at hollond v again since we are all in diff class..aniwae hyqel is goin through a tough time now n he need all the frenz he have..hyqel dont worry we are all here for u..

i guess tat is it..my weekend in short i think..have skool tomlo at 830 but watchin real madrid match later..they gonna vs my fernando torres lead alectico madrid team..beckham n torres in a same match who wouldnt miss it..i certainly wont..aniwae till the next..chillz guys!! peace out!!

2005-01-07T01:44:00.000+08:00

Topic:Im lovin Multimedia...
Song tat keepin me sane:Taking Back Sunday-Eleven
Mood:Happy

Yes the first few daes of skool has been great i guess..im lovin the subject n all.. but my new classmates are little to be desired i guess..well i have to take time i guess..so i got to be patient wif the class maybe they will open up soon..But seriously i miss my old class!! miss all of them..but at luckily we do hangout after class n all..my timetable is so friendly to me..thank god!! let me tell u, i onli have 1 8.30 class tat is on mondae n then i can go home..n the rest of the week is all in the afternoon..hooray for tat..but the downside is tat i finish skool at 530..but who cares when u can sleep n wake up late almost everydae!!lolz.. but i think i have some bad teachers..haiz miss my gay basic teacher..lolz.

Aniwae i bought the Da Vinci Code already n guess wad 33 pages were missin!! yes 33 pages were bloody missin!! im so pissed.. i was so engrossed wif the book tat when i found out i almost throw the book out of the window.. then i search for the bloody receipt n i lost it..haiz there goes my exchange..im so suay to get tat book i gues.. now im readin 5 People U meet in heaven..quite interestin..hyqel read it in 1 dae..n he say it was touchin.. but i still miss my da vnci code..it so damn excitin la..nvm..

aniwae i gotta my mp3 player already n guess wad micro zen is my choice..after a year or more of obsession over the damn Ipod n finally got a Micro Zen!!will put up the pic of my new Micro Zen!! lolz.. now my player has onli 820+ songs in it..im so lovin it!! my new baby in life!!

Isnt it juz gorgeous!!

ok ok la..i off to bed now although my class start at 230...lolz..it is juz great..sleep till so late..Aniwae Happi Belated Birthdae to Audrey!! N Happi Birthdae to Hyqel in advance!! nitez! chillz guyz!! Peace Out!!

2005-01-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

Topic:Goodbye 2004!! Hello 2005!!
Songs tat keepin me sane:The New Year-Death Cab For Cutie
Mood:Ecstatic

Yes,finally 2005 have arrived..as i look backed at the year 2004,the year was for me by far veri eventful..it was not a good year for me..but it was year of new beginnins.. i hope i can remember all the good things n forget all the bad things tat happened to me..

im gonna make it short cos i off to bed..be back in skool tomolo..got mornin class at 830 n most prob it will last less than an hour..so i probably dwell on how i celebrated my new year.. aniwae Happi New Year guys!! n not forgetin to the belated b'dae boys,Yogen n Rahim..Happi Birthdae!! finally 18..wad a sigh of relief..Chillz guys!! Peace out!! Welcome 2005!!

2004-12-28T01:36:00.000+08:00

Topic:A devastatin disaster happened in Asia!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Takin back Sunday-Cute w/o the letter 'E'
Mood:Mournful

Ok ok i noe u all have heard by now the news abt parts of Asia bein hit by the Tsunami waves..yes it was veri devastatin..i was shocked by the news of this terrible disaster..truthful i found out onli this afternoon when i bought the papers n i was shocked.The island of Phuket which i may visit next year was hit by the tsunami..it was kinda scary thinkin wad if u were tat..will u make it alive to see another dae..not so for some thousands n thousands of ppl who was found dead caused by this natural disaster.. Victims were from Malaysia,Indonesia,Thailand,India n Sri lanka...n the sad thing was seein those small children lyin motionless on the telly..it was realli a horrible sight..My whole family were glued on to the telly watchin the news seein all those horrible picture of family cryin n bodies lyin everyone n mostly were children..they dont deserved all this..i admit i shed tears juz watchin those ppl who mourned over their loved ones..i dared not imagine wad will happen if it hit singapore island.. worst of all it happen durin the Christmas weekend..while i was sleepin in the mornin thousands of lives jus gone wif a swept of a wave..it juz make u think whether we have taken our life for granted..while we sleep in our comfy beds,ppl were runnin for their lives.. Ppl must nvr take life for granted n always cherish their loved ones n always always be thankful...One of my New Year Resolution will be cherish those ppl ard u more n spend more time if i can.. haiz slowly the whole world will start to crumple..this may juz be a warnin of more to come...Aniwae i hope ppl will donate to help raise money for the tsunami victims family..

i think tat is abt it..i wont divulge abt my christmas partyin n all cos it is jus not appropriate for this occasion..maybe another time..i may juz post the pics up..will see..ppl have a minute of silence if u done readin or if u are human enough to have any sense of grieve.. thanks...

2004-12-24T16:31:00.000+08:00

Topic:The 3 times Winnin eleven Champion!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Wham-Last Christmas
Mood:Esctatic

U are lookin at the 3 times champion of winnin eleven..yesterdae the guys came my hse ard midnite n we had our small tournamnet! we had loads of fun!! alvin was the other champion..haha..the best part Ali lost to Daryl not once but twice.. played till ard 6 plus n they all headed home..loads of fun..will post up some pics..

Aniwae Merry Christmas in advance to Everyone!! hope u all will have a veri merry Christmas ok!! later we be catchin some late nite movies at town n have a drink..ya i noe town will be pack but tryin to advoid the crowded area..will see how.. till the next..chillz!! peace out!! Merry Christmas!!

The Gang in action!!

Alvin n Yogen Squarin off!!

Khairul n Raymond too engrossed!

Alvin the 1st champ bein shown how the other feel..

Khai n me abt to fight for the second final...

The orange wrist bands bro havin a smoke..

Wad was tat!!

Raymond n Daryl figurin how they lost...

2004-12-23T01:22:00.000+08:00

Topic:I Got into Multimedia...
Song tat keepin me sane:Reshmonu-Its You that Matter
Mood:HEadache buggin me!!so im kinda irritated..

Firstly i got wad i wanted..the course i chose..tat is multimedia..actually dont noe y i chose it but when i saw audio n video production n knew tat is wad i wanted..i came to NAFA for Visual Comm but ended choosin MultiMedia..but nvm my dream of havin my film screen in Cannes is inchin closer..I be separated from my class since most of my class chose VC...so tat is a downer..but we probably still be hangin ard...i have be allocated to class 1F-MM3 so hope it be at least be a fun class..lookin forward to skool,i guess..

aniwae wassup wif mats n them wearin stuff from Quiksilver!! matreps as ppl call them..bloody hell they have tarnished the brand!! went to Flash n splash at city link todae n saw all this bloody mats goin there!! some say im one of them..pls ok..i started wearin stuff from there since i was in primary 6 ok..i kinda old skool on this stuff..aint this ppl supposed to be like taperin their fuckin jeans n wearin some pasar malam quality stuff or sumthin..i dont noe la..last yr i nvr see all this crap but recently the population started to boom.. wherever u go u wont fail to see a bloody mat wearin some Quik stuff n carryin those bloody small bags wadeva they are call..im juz piss to see all this stuff..i hope it juz a passin trend where it will disappear soon enough..i like to see them back in their tapered pants so i can disturb them..pls go back taperin yur pants mats..ppl like them juz spoil the rep of ppl like me..juz fuckin piss..n wassup wif ppl who think wearin tight shirt are gays..these ppl are so single-minded..haiz i juz dont get some ppl la..wear this look like gay wear tat look like gay might as well wear a bloody suit ard rite idiots...realli thinkin of this onli make my headache worse!!

im outta here..gotta pop some panadol n sleep..gotta head down to Queensway tomolo wif Ali.. aniwae figure out which mp3 to buy it is either a Creative Zen micro or a Ipod..yes it not a formality buyin an ipod..help me decide guys..buyin these stuff comes wif a price..my allowance will be deducted!! well everythin comes wif a price..chillz guys!! peace out!!

2004-12-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

Topic:It's my bro's b'dae...
Song tat keepin me sane:Skylight-Overseer
Mood:Dead beat

It was my bro 16 b'dae yesterdae..yap. juz did a small celebration n dinner..my mom bought him a cake n all.. n we had dinner at Siam kitchen. Ate till we almost puke evrythin out..haha..Thai food are actually veri veri nice..love the tom yum soup n green curry..then my parents bought my bro a mp3 player...he got an mp3 player b4 me...argh...how irritatin can tat be..kinda jealous..but my mom told me she get me one..she say i can have any model..she also thinkin of buyin her own..haha..now my bro of mine is walkin ard wif the mp3 thingy ard his neck..nvm..my time will soon come...yes it will..aniwae again HAPPI 16 BIRTHDAE Bro!!

On saturdae went chinablack wif the gang minus yogen who we all noe cant enter till 31 dec..lolz..had a blast as usual..dance till we cant dance no more..stayed there till 5 n took cab home..looks like we not plannin to club on x'mas eve most prob we juz chill n go catch a movie or somethin.. but we tryin to make a big one on NYE..haha..cant wait..

im dead beat so i probably gonna sleep early n head down to yishun n have my hair cut n probably eat the laksa miss the laksa at yishun..haha.. till the next..cya..chillz..peace out!

2004-12-17T01:53:00.000+08:00

Topic: Yes im back n no im not dead!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Only One-YellowCard
Mood:No fucking idea!! Sian i guess..

Ok ok i noe i haven been updatin this shit for quite a while ok ok nearly 1 month..bear wif me ok..lotsa stuff happenned to me..both bad n good..u all may noe by now i havin my bloodyabttimesofuckinlate holidae!! yes n it is onli a few weeks like 3.. wad the hell rite!! so been hangin out late at nite n sleepin all mornin..let see wad i done.. im gonna put in short n not explain it

-screwed up assesment
-wasted tons of money on cab
-screwed my bloody assesment
-rottin at home
-played some football management game
-hang out wif the fellas till the bloody mornin
-watch tons of movies
-rented tons of dvd n vcd
-watch my sassy girl like 4 times
-watch windstruck like 3 times
-read tons of mag but not books
-went chinablack
-went cheeky monkey nothin new there..
-did i mention rottin at home?

things i promise myself to do this holidae-
-go to the bloody gym
-read books esp da vinci code
-go sentosa
-rent more dvd n vcd
-do some freakin shoppin
-find a way to get money
-celebrate x'mas n new year eve somewhere
-get a bloody mp3
-update this shit
-catch more movies
-limit the clubbin to once a week
-hangout wif 1k..

see i basically have tons more to do..time is runnin up..most of my frenz have started skool.. actually i miss skool..miss hangin out wif amanda,hyqel,cheryl,jeff arh u noe u guys..lets chill sumtimes k...

aniwho x'mas n new year eve party are drawin near..ideas where to celebrate guys??
oh man..dont think i be doin any christmas shoppin..runnin low on the cash department..i dunno la..we see how ok..

my attempt of meetin someone was denied n it is for a lifetime i think..well i wont go all emo on this..it is juz tat im disapointed..wad to do..the best part is i have time frame to do somethin..well i jus find utterly silly..like i say i wont go all emo on this issue..it jus a waste of time..

lastly,i been contemplatin this matter..whether i should turn emo as in the lifestyle..i have been contemplatin this a long time ago..by followin the lifestyle i cant drink or smoke n got to be a vegan..me bein a vegan is like askin a lion to be one.. but i realli like the lifestlye except for the not drinkin n smokin n bein a vegan..well i dunno..looks like i been contemplatin even further..we discuss this matter another dae i guess..

there i updated my life..n ppl im still alive!! yes ppl too bad... u gotta have to get use to it!! chillz!! peace out!! hear is some last words from me...

as the sun set,the moon rises;
we should never overlook the moon,
cos there is where life shrivelled;
Shrivelled to the damnest bottomest of our soul....

2004-11-22T01:18:00.000+08:00

Topic:Havin sleepless nite..
Song tat keepin me sane:Runaway-ELectrico/Oye Mi Canto-Noreaga Feat Nina Sky
Mood:Normal n sane

Ok ok this week was veri tirin i guess.. Went for the MAxim party at Dbl O it was great.ALthough izwan n me was like i think the youngest down there everyone was like executive or working office ppl.We felt so out of place.But it was fun.play some games n stuff.. n watched the maxim babes dance at the bartop which was extremely hot..yap the babes were damn hot..haha!! there was also a performance by Kumar the comedian..he or she i dont noe which one was super hilarious!! his joke were like so funni.aimin everythin from the government,the sg idols n sex yes evrythin. n they did cabaret sort of thingy..then i missed out on a lucky draw thingy was hopin to win this super nice digicam!! guess luck wasn't on my side...then izwan n me met up ali n yogen at raffles place n he headed off to yishun n it was like almost 1.we had supper wif eish n raymond. then we decided to go ali hse to have a round of winning eleven.yes yes on a weekdae n i have skool the next dae at 9..we played till 5 n i went home..i was so tired n i have skool later.. n i was late for skool by 2 hrs..haha..me n my lateness.. well hyqel,amanda n cheryl agrees tat i always last in everythin..well i tend to delay stuff..

Saturdae headed down to cheeky wif the usual peeps..had a blast as usual..nothin new there..but some the guys are sick n tired of cheeky includin me..but we cant help it yogen birthdae is on the 31st of December till then we cant go aniwhere..so there another 40 daes till the new year.plannin a big bash!!

aniwae wassup wif sg idol n sylvester!! he should have been out of this com a long time ago..bloody one trick pony..olinda deserve to be in the final but no all the stupid ah lian or yur typical chinese boyband underwear chasers girl muz vote for him even if their life depends on it!! this actually sux!! now i taufik to win cos he deserved it more..like wad kumar said this is a chinese country n taufik can nvr win cos he is jus not chinese.if sly still win i hope he end up like darren seah the talent time winner.btw where is he now..Taufik u go man..i supportin u since daphne n oli is out..do it for the minority out there..

gotta go sleep now or sumthin..cya guys soon or sumthin..chillz u'll!! peace out!!

PS.Who want to go zoukout pls msg me k!! im goin n i want more ppl to go!!

2004-11-17T01:13:00.000+08:00

Jus Wanna Post this Pic!!Damn cute!

look there Razzeq,Izwardy n badrul n me...lolz..

Haha..Guess Which is me?? The old daes me at Yishun Pri!! thanz shannon for the pic!! haiz..miss the primary skool daes.. veri nostalgic..n the worst part is my hair is kinda straight!!arghh!!

2004-11-14T04:39:00.000+08:00

Topic:Hari Raya has arrived n so not in the mood..
Song tat keepin me sane:Encore/Numb-Linkin Park n Jay Z
Mood:Nonchalant

A full update now..let see ever since the last time i blogged,Bush won the election,Arafat passed away,children goes missing n worst of all Daphne is out of Sg idol!! Yes yes the disaster is everywhere nowadays...wad is the world comin to..i have no freakin idea!! Terrible terrible...

Aniwae Selamat Hari Raya ppl out there..a month of celebration beckons..like i care less..heck all i care abt is juz the goodies n money i get...haha..ppl say ppl my age shouldnt accept any green packets animore..wad nonsense!! pls dont stop givin those out..this is the onli time where i eat drink at ppl hse n get paid to do it.. it was a full time job i will love to work all my life..furthermore i get to have an excuse to buy clothes..haha..n i jus spent more than $300 shoppin..haha..great rite.. but the worst part is doin the cleanin ard the hse..i did my part but my parents n bro think i wasnt much of a help... heck i still have skool n tons tons of assignment to do..so i jus did stuff they think i can do..haha..Ppl will flood my hse later n im so not in the mood to entertain them or wadeva..probably be sittin in front of the com playin my CM or sumthin..

Well things in the skool department isnt doin too well..alot of stuff still undone.. n i have like 2 weeks left n the final projects have all arrived n it is alot ok..im so dead..procrastination is a veri deadly disease!!I still gotta write a 700 essay on my history project.. thinkin of it already make me shiver.. but im so lookin forward to the holidaes..cant wait..the beaches of sentosa will be my territory for the hollies..first i gotta go through 2 weeks of pure hell..my class are gettin better i guess.. issit a good thing??

Cant wait to club again i guess..been a while since i club the last one was abt 3 weeks ago when i went zouk..haiz..gotta club this comin sat i guess..but i got two invites to Maxim party Dbl O on Thursdae n i cant wait for it..lots of babe will be there..it will be like a casino theme party..hmmm..cant wait..n cant wait for the annual ZoukOut at Tanjong Beach on Dec 4!! i'll be goin but im still draggin ppl to go wif me..findin lotsa ppl to go..yeah zoukout baby!!

i gotta recommend u all to watch probably this year best movie 'Saw'..juz caught it juz now.. let me tell u it is the best n i taught the The Village was good,wait till u see this show..u gotta watch it to believe me..i actually won two passes to watch it on Wednesdae..but decided to watch it wif the gang...But i lookin for someone to go watch wif me again on Wed probably a date..lolz..so anione want to go juz give me a call..n will see..trust me it is a great movie n dont wish to elaborate the story here but all i can say it not wat it seems... truly a 5 star movie..

i think tat abt it for todae... i wont be updatin regularly since i still have tons of homework to do..so i try my best to at least update once a week k..no promises..haha.. aniwae Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin to all the muslim ppl out there.. n Happi Holidaes to the rest...

PS.Daphne Khoo u still be my SG idol..Sly u're next to go...:)

2004-11-12T01:32:00.000+08:00

I noe i haven been updatin my blog for a while..sori for tat juz tat i been busy wif skool work n The festive season n all are comin busy preparin stuff n all..so i be forgiven if i dont write rite?? aniwae juz a short write up...not goin indulge in it..so i guess i write a full update soon i guess..i promise i update a better before hari raya..

PS. the gerl in Bollywood/Hollywood is mighty mighty hot juz love the way she talk in english n all...she is damn hot!!

She is so hot!! Agree??
till next time...peace out!! n happi Deepavali to all the HinDu ppl out there!!

2004-10-25T05:32:00.000+08:00

Topic:Revenge of the Mighty Red Devils!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Joss Stone-You Had Me
Mood:Ecstatic yet stress!!

Ok ok im gonna brag abt MANCHESTER UNITED great victory over the Arsenal..for those who still in twilight zone,the GREAT RED DEVILS won Arsenal 2-0!! thanks to Van Nistelrooy n Rooney the Birthdae Boi!!Yes they ended Arsenal unbeaten run..n hope they kickstart the form after this great n historic win over their great rival..had alot of fun watchin the match over at my place cos the gang came over n watched it..yap Raymond,Ali,Izwan,Yogen,Alvin,Khairul,Daryl n a cameo appearance by Cai Ding Sheng were all here to witness the great victory!! it was great fun havin them here watchin the match.they came ard 9 n stayed till the wee hours of abt 4..played Winning 11 after match n it was so chaotic n all..we were makin alot of noises in the wee hours of the mornin but my parents didnt hear any noises..haha..muz be they are sound asleep..we were all havin a party..yes yes basically a party makin a mess of my home..wish they could have stay longer n maybe play the whole dae but i have skool later n they dont..lucky them..

On a sour note,speakin of skool i have lecture later at 1030 n im so lazy to attend it but i have too n i have a figure drawin homework to do which i thought i can do it while they were playin the game but i was caught in the moment of funness(it tat was a a word for it)..so doin later after this i guess...i have Visual Element work to do which i actually have to hand in todae but a few of us decided to hand in tomolo..n the worst of it all a powerpoint presentation which i have to present on tuesdae n i haven even touch it!! tat is the worst!!im so dead n im gonna spent another sleepless night i guess!!haiz shit man!! i cant skip any more lesson cos i kinda clear my leave for almost all my lesson since i can afford to miss one time onli..damn it should have use it wisely..n my class isnt a rosy environment wif backstabbers n political class bullshit goin on now..i swear i nvr had a class like this b4 so un-united..well cant do much wif the type of ppl ard..cant say much too..but the guys in the class are ok wif each other..haiz..

On a happier note i received the invite to celebrate Juice B'dae at Zouk on Fridae..so lookin forward to it!!Cant wait!!Zouk baby!!free flow of Jim Bean!! but sadly it is in th e freakin Fastin month..speakin of fastin,i've been irregular wif my fastin..haha..don ask y..

go do my bloody work already..5th week n 5 more weeks to go..how time fly so slow...
n standing ovation for the Greatest team in World Football Manchester United FC!!May we destroy Arsenal record wif our own record!!
Chillz u'll!! Peace Out!!!

2004-10-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

Topic:Freakin shit fastin comin!!
Song tat keepin me sane:The Juliana Theory-This Is Your Life
Mood:????

Yes yes the time has come where every year the muslim ppl all ard the world dont eat or drink or do anythin actually from dusk till dawn for 1 freakin month!! yes it fastin season..For those who aint too sure wad it is..good for u cos u better off not noein..how i hate or dread the thought of fastin for a month..tat mean i cant exactly club for month..yes for one month..tat sux..aniwae i dunno la..arghhhh!!Sickenin!! n worst i still have skool goin on..while most of my other poly frenz will have their holidaes..damn it..the temptation is far too great to resist be it food or drink or the call to club!! plan to fast for the first n last dae n in between tat two daes i will fast whenever i feel like it..maybe la..but the hari raya comin but dunno y the past few yrs haven had the spirit to celebrate..haiz..im so goin out of roots of my tradition..izzit bad??

Skool is ok ok la..nothin to devulge abt..my life goes the same way...nothin new abt me...borin rite..hell no..my life so far is kinda routine la..everydae skool every weekend clubbin..i hate doin routine stuff...it is too singaporean way of life..so fuck it..onli 3 weeks of skool..n 7 more to go..damn slow la..nvm..have to look at the bright side of life..im off la..chillz u'll!! peace out!!

2004-10-06T01:07:00.000+08:00

A veri nice song wif veri beautiful lyrics...read the lyrics..

Usher-Separated

Oh no, no, no, no

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

2004-10-05T01:53:00.000+08:00

Topic:A Wild Weekend...
Song tat keepin me sane:Natasha Bedingfield-These Words
Mood:Sick...*cough*

My Weekend was kinda wild i guess...lolz..so totally unplanned..let me start off kinda slow cos i came home late on saturdae mornin n all n woke up quite late..then youquan n ben decided to attend the skool art function at Colony House Bar n view Erasmus work..yeah so youquan,ben n me met up n went to tanjong pagar there..reached there n all n the place was super cool la...they had this sofa n bed arranged so as to be a veri chillout loungin area n it was super cool..so we kinda loiter ard n lookin at erasmus work n all n it was quite well done i might add..then erasmus gave us coupon to drink la..n he told us he got a bunch of it..it was goin to be great night i tell u..drinks comin in like free flow..lolz.vodka redbull,bourbon,tequila name it we took it..lolz..had lotsa of fun n takin pics n all..saw the skool of performin arts doin some dance sequence which i thought the way they cheoragraphed it was totally sexin n maki it as though they doin some matin ritual or sumthin...then a band from germany call the Stereo Total performed n the party kinda started ppl were dancin n havin a ball..tat include yurs truly..lolz..Stereo total planned a veri europop cum techno cum punkish type of songs..it was cool la..then i got a called from matin n izaan askin to go cheeky..i was havin loads of fun kinda didnt want to leave..but then they decided to go home so i decided to stop by cheeky then since eish was there..so it was matin,izaan,eish n me tat nite..we went in kinda late abt 1.30+ but i didnt tat nite i was kinda hyper active i felt like dancin to tell u the truth at cheeky i didnt stop dancin at all..i was so in the mood it started when i was at colony n all..haiz..muz be the alcohol..even when the three wasnt dancin i was still dancin..lolz..but cheeky wasnt tat happenin at all.. btw ppl kept askin me to go zouk tat dae n told them i kinda had no mood to go clubbin n now kinda regret not goin though rather go to zouk then tat cheeky..well cant cry over spilled milk..aniwae cheeky wasnt the same wifout the gang there..

Ok ok now my Sundae...again started slow cos i woke up late as per usual at 3 plus..had to be like at downtown east for the battle of the bands final ard 4 plus..so kinda rush n all n i reached there abt 5..so there i was supportin izwan n didnt noe wad i got myself into..ok it should be like retitle to metal fest or sumthin..cos all the main performers were heavy i mean real heavy metal bands..i admit i not a fan of heavy meatl music..so i fely kinda misplaced or rather veri uncomfartable..so i was beggin for the finalist bands to perform..izwan band the 'Streetsites' was band number 3...so there we wait for him..when his turn youqoan,graydon,joseph,sinchun n me all started to cheer veri loudly n all..they perfromed great n i love their original song title 'Blinded' n they also played Papa Roach Gettin Away Wif Murder..but there were other bands tat realli caught my attention like Soul'd Out who played to the tune of jazz pop who was the eventual winner.there was this band call fatskunk n there play a veri unique sound more like a reggae mix wif tribal kinda sound n they came out 3rd but the band who caught my eyes n attention was this band called Mocha Nova Junction who i tell u is great cos their music n sound is so unique n marvellous..they play an Earth,Wind n Fire song n another one i kinda forget..their sound were more rock funk..it they come out an album i buy it..aniwae sadly they didnt won n they were favourite too..they got consolation n same went to Izwan band..heck look on the bright at least izwan got into the final n gain exposure which was vital n maybe proof valuable...n they got themselves a 3d/2n stay at downtown east.. btw second spot to this malay uncle group called Hazy who play two iron maided cover to the delight of the heavy metal heads down there..it was like a mini concert i tell u..but heck the majority of the crowd were metals heads aniwae..let me tell u this metal heads are mostly uncle who are past their prime some were even seen carryin or bringin their small children..n they were all dress in tight heavy metal t-shirts,tight jeans n some even wif the typical denim jacket.. at some point i felt kinda intimidated by them..so u could imagine the crowd..mostly came there to watch this heavy metal band from malaysia called Amuk who they say nvr reveal their faces...i tell u the metal heads headbangin in unison to the screamin n bangin on drums n also the screechin of guitar was quite funni..uncle tryin not to head bang to hard so as to avoid an long term injuries or wadsoeva..n seein joseph headbangin like crazy was funni too..i dont get it how they listen to music like tat..well to each its own rite...well i put emo on anitime man..haha..izwan,erfie n me were laughin seein all this uncle headbangin n bodysurf n all..guess they felt like teenagers again reminiscenin the times of the heavy metal years back then...lolz..so it was realli a wold weekened..from hearin eur electropop to hip hop to heavy metal i realli experienced a musical weekend..lolz..till next time..chillz.. peace out...

PS.this is for the previous entry..im sori i got the info wrong...well i guess the info relay to me was kinda wrong or somethin.it turned she did waved at them but onli izwan saw n the rest didnt...so i guess SHE DO REMEMBER THEM...so still no conversation was held between them which was confirmed from a reliable source..so again SORI for sendin the wrong info to those whom are CONCERN...

2004-10-02T05:52:00.000+08:00

Topic:1st week of skool gone...
Song tat keepin me sane:Separated-Usher
Mood:Sian veri sian

Before i start,somethin to point out..Singapore police are realli fuckedupnolifenothintodoidiots la!! went home from watchin whitechicks at yishun(btw more abt tat after tis)took a cab home n had a road block n this bloody police had to stop me la in the freakin cab btw the meter was still movin n movin fast i might add..had to fuckin screen me la..no life fucker!! there goes my money... almost left w/o takin my IC la..haiz!! wad the hell la!! aniwae so paiseh la car went past thinkin we are some crooks la...aniwae whitechick was superduper hilarious la...the openin was the funniest for me..lolz..gotta watch to noe..highly recommended!! the best thing was(i noe she be readin this)so coincidence tat she(u noe who i referin to...) was there in same thearte as me la..she was wif her bro..saw her went she went up the escaltor..honestly i dont noe y when i see her evrytime or noe she is ard,my heart will beat damn fast la..seriously i dont noe y..ok ok tat not the point but the gang was there watchin wif us n she didnr even say hello or smile to them la..did she forget who they are?? even if she dont want to tok to me or wad but still she dont need to do tat to them too...they are still her frenz..i hate sayin this la but i dont mind at all if she nvr want to assoiciate wif me again but my frenz are still her frenz n we all went throught alot together during sec skool life..pls u ca do tat to me but not them..u make think they hate u or wad but they dont..frenz are still frenz..smile or a hello wont kill rite..maybe her bro was there n she felt akward or wad but nvm..ok la.. wniwae the gang disturb me throught the whole movie which i kinda expected it la..n i felt sori for her for havin to put up in the same theatre as us..she had it comin i guess..all in all it was pure coicidence..

back to my freakin skool life la..1st week n all n was kinda slack..whole week onli had to draw like twice for figure n basic so it was ok..n amanda,hyqel,cheryl n i found a new addiction which is X-box!! ok ok amanda n i were to blame la..cos we influenced hyqel n cheryl..lolz..at first they were like never, in the end they got hooked esp hyqel..n in one dae we spent juz 30 buckx on it n we became VIP imagine tat..lolz..four of us played Shrek 2 the game n we were liked makin alot of noises la...damn fun la..n now all of us are broke..lolz..aniwae it was the first week n we can afford to slack la..btw i failed 4 of my subject attendance la..luckily they nvr take in account..i so horrible la..skippin lesson n always goin to class late even an hour to 2 hours late..lolx..gotta change my attitude..so 2nd week then where the real action begin!!

i dunno whether um goin out later anot..will see how..but sundae goin down to downtown east to support izwan who got to the final of battle of the bands!!Yeah final baby!!hopin they win but no matter wad they gonna be famous aniwae..gonna support u all the way man izwan...who btw is the best drummer aniwhere in the north..speakin of gig when to town to catch a gig by chance n saw this great band performed..D Quartet is thename of theband which play rock funk n they also in the final of the battle of the bands..so there be a tough opponent facin them.. b4 tat went to catch the newpaper new face thingy n the gerls are hot la..but the highlight was the male dancers la..which i think 70% are gay but they were juz so cool la..seriously gays are kinda cool n they have great bods..no dont worry i not considerin turnin to one..nvr in a million years or even an eternity i will turn crook..i all abt the women!!but i admire n respect them..Gays are cool ppl!! lolz..

i think i tok a whole of crap la...write so long..guess mani thing happenned this week n felt like bloggin..so i better go sleep now,it goin to be 6..damn it!! sleep so late...so till the next...chillz...peace out!!

2004-09-27T02:47:00.000+08:00

Topic:The End of my holidae...
Song tat keepin me sane:Papa Roach-Not Listenin
Mood:dunno whether excited or not..

ok ok it is like 3 am n im still awake n i have skool at 1030..wassup wif tat..basically i cant sleep cos i spent my whole sundae sleepin..let me see i think i stayed awake abt 2 hrs for lunch n online i guess..so u all mus be thinkin wad the hell rite..i went clubbin n came home abt 8 i guess i slept at 9 woke at 2 plus then back to sleep at abt 4 n woke up at 12 so basically my sundae is burn..like i always say sundae is lazy day..now i havin my dinner cum late nite supper maybe tat can make me sleep..hope so..

aniwae my one week of hollie seem to fly eva so fast..i didnt realli make use of it i guess.. let me see wat i did..
mondae-sentosa
tuesdae-home
wednesdae-lunch wif mom n shoppin
thursdae-beach rd
fridae-soccer
saturdae-clubbin
sundae-sleepin
it tat makin use of the time??? i dont think so..haiz..so back to 10 weeks of intense drawin n paintin n crap stuff..but i kinda miss drawin..shit man..so guess i gettin used to life in nafa then..miss the gang at skool though..lecture in the mornin,promise cheryl i wont be late..n i owe her 4 cans of coke..yes cheryl i noe..goin see hyqel lookin tanned i guess n cant wait to hear from amanda abt somethin..n also huda u got a whole lot of explanin to do...n basically the rest jus miss them..1K yea..so lecture n figure drawin tomolo..nafa here i come again..

ok ok..let move to a lighter side..clubbin was great yesterdae..as usual we went to cheeky..haiz where else rite...plan for chinablack but yogen cant enter..so cheeky it was..but eish didnt go cos he kinda got guard duty..there goes one loyal soldier protectin singapore wif his life...so it was juz ali,izwan,alvin,yogen,raymond,graydon,jueru,amanda,sebastian n me...so we move the night away..haha..guess wad the sg idol gerl wat the name oh ya Leandra was there n actin all oh mighty..but ok ok u ppl make think i fakin it or wad but there was few accident where we exchange glances at each other..she think tat i be overawed by her presence or her popularity that i bow down to her..dream on..bring my Daphne Khoo anitime..lolz..u make think it is bullshit but it did happen..but tat night we achieved alot of things..right guys..lolz..home team scores n came out victorious..lolz..it is an inside joke...lolz..right raymond?? how pei shan aniwae raymond?lolz.. ali was hot tat dae rite..lolz..but trust me on this i wont be hearin to hip hop song for the next 3 daes..too much of it..but it was fun..but too bad eish wasnt there..next time k..in 2 weeks time maybe.. so after tat we kinda chill n hade supper cum breakfast or wadeva n tok n tok..haha..n now my throat is killin me...too much of alcohol n ciggies is bad let me u this n havin a freakin flu...i be abt 60% fit i guess for skool..so better get some rest now..i be finishin up my food n off to bed i guess..so cya again n chill k..Peace out!!

2004-09-27T02:37:00.000+08:00

Juz a Quiz i took...it sound so true of me..read on n u be the judje..

You are a XPIT--Expressive Practical Intellectual Taker. This makes you a Manager.

You are cool, thoughtful and intelligent. Your approach and your sense of humor are under-the-radar, your charm is undeniable. You keep everything under control. You have distinctive vocal mannerisms. You may not have much interest in approaching strangers, but when you do, you are successful.

You will probably end up with someone beautiful, fascinating and off-balance. While your partner may steal the limelight, it's you that keeps things running smoothly and provides stability in your relationship. If you are with someone as contemplative and hard-headed as you, you can have a tough time.

Your greatest asset is that you tackle conflict as it rises -- you don't ignore it and let it brew. If you have a partner that *does* let it brew, it will make you crazy! You can find yourself fighting for two -- trying to anticipate your partner's needs and draw their feelings out -- which is exhausting and, well, not your job.

You would never cheat. You would make an excellent spouse. When your spouse's friends met you, they would think, "Crap, why couldn't I get that one?"

Of the 107304 people who have taken this quiz, 6 % are this type.

well..u decide..I may end wif a beautiful woman but heck who cares rite... as the song say in 'Overnight celebrity' by Twista goes "let me be yur manager..." hahah..

aniwae here is the link to the quiz take it n see wad is yurs
The quiz!!

2004-09-22T01:07:00.001+08:00

Topic:Alot happen this past week...
Song tat keepin me sane:Joss Stone-You had me
Mood:Tired

Yes at last im bloggin...my freakin com is actin up on me..cannot access the net.. some fuckin virus or somethin..got it reformat thrice..n if it start again i tell u all hell will break loose i swear i tell u...this is wad i get for a bloody 4k com..arghhhh!! aniwae got to look at the bright side at least im bloggin now rite.. currently i havin my term break yes like at last... but first...

My result for the term was kinda sucky i guess...My persceptive n ceramic i think i be gettin jus passed i think..although i got like 72 for my final project for Visual Element,my daily work will pull it down..at least i got an overall of 70+ i think for my ink paintin..im hopin to get at least a B or not an A for history of visual arts..i hope la..My basic drawin i got a B for my final Project surprisinly..haha..im happy wif it..n this is the weird one i got a pass jus pass la for my figure drawin when i haven even finish my drawin..lolz..wierd i expected him to fail me..but he pass me..haha..i think i 1K got the best grp of teacher...lolz..they are jus so generous...haha..overall should i be happi wif my result..?? well..no..im not happi n i intend to buck up for term 2..well easy said then done..will see in term two..takin some new subject so see how tat bunch of new subject goes..ok enough abt freakin skool now im havin the holidae also tok abt skool...now to my life...

Ok ok..nothin much happen la..haha..it is jus tat i have been busy wif my skoolworks n all..so not much happenin in my social life..been hangin alot wif Amanda,Cheryl,Huda n Hyqel after skool..i think we noe each other veri well even our deepest secret...lolx..they are great fun to be wif la..n we went sentosa on mondae wif the exception of Huda who couldnt make it..it was jus the four of us..we played twister,beach volleyball,frisbee argh u noe the typical wad u can do at sunset bay games la..maybe i put some pics up later where Hyqel send me the pics..ok..Cheryl is so gonna hate me..haha..rite Cheryl...aniwae i pop down to Zouk on Sundae for tat Flea market..it was crowded as hell..but it the end i came out wif 2 tees..yeah..i love those tees..i miss Zouk...waitin for Yogen to turn !8 then can go i think..31 dec is still a long way...haiz..ok la..seriously im so lazy to type already..update u'll soon...Chillz u'll..Peace Out!!

2004-09-09T03:27:00.000+08:00

Topic:im buried wif project!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Alter Bridge-Open yur eyes
Mood:Panicky

I have tons n tons of project..i got HVA n VE to hand in n present by Fridae..i haven do the powerpoint presentation for HVA...I currently need to finish doin my ink paintin so i can focus on the the rest..then i got persceptive,figure drawin n basic drawin to do..so basically there goes my weekend finishin up figure drawin.then next week i gotta focus on basic n persceptive..but all i wish is for this week to end..lookin forward to weekend.. then im realli lookin forward to the holidae...im dreamin of it already..ok lar..im goin back to finish up on ink paitin..doin work for huda n she doin some paintin for me..lolz..clever idea..but still the same still must do..haiz..Chillz then..peace out.. *in luv wif Jeon Ji-Hyeon*

2004-09-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

Todae Pics!!

Me tryin to pose Lyin down..Dont seem to work..

Amanda's Turn..

Hygel Doin Syncronised Divin??

Do we Look Retarted??

The Matrix Effect!!

Three Of a Kind...

Group pic?

Future model...nah...

Wad is Down there??

It is So coolin...

Tat Is Abt It Folks...lolz..

2004-09-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

Topic:Super Slack dae!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Daphne Khoo-I Will Survive!
Mood:Screwed??

Todae well a super slack dae..Went for ceramics n Ink Paintin...basically did nothin..but tomolo will be a busy dae wif Perspective,Basic Drawin n tutorial for HVA..shit man got perspective work to do..or else i be dead meat..literally...

took pics for figure drawin wif Huda,Hyqel,Amanda n Cheryl at the Rooftop..was alot of fun jumpin ard..haha..maybe i post some pics...

aniwae when back to my sec skool on teachers dae...had loads of fun..miss the teachers there..went there for the super lame concert..i mean super lame..my some old frenz..juz havin blast la..the teachers are still great n amazin..n i was playin for the teacher in the soccer match..we won 5-4..wif the help of yurs truly wif three assist...yes me..but too bad i cant get into the scoresheet..but all is good..due to tat i miss my lesson at skool..skip it..haha..i feel so bad cos i told amanda n cheryl i will go..lolz..sori gerls..aniwae i didnt see her at skool n the guys told me she was there..oh well..i wasnt ready to see her i guess but met the rest n they still the cheerful gerls i still noe..miss them i guess...haha..

Did u all see Sg Idols? Daphne khoo was like amazin la..love her Rendition of 'I Will Survive'!! i gonna root for her all the way...voted for her twice..lolz..She so cute la singin tat song..but i doubt she will win..but heck she is good for a 17 yr old..Go Daphne!!

I off to do my work..Perspective n Basic here i come...i hate doin homework...Bleah!!!Arghhh!! I may sleep damn late todae...im so dead..Chillz u'll!!Peace Out!!

PS.She will be Missed...u noe who...

2004-08-30T23:35:00.000+08:00

Topic:Wad a bad start to the week...
Song tat keepin me sane:Green Day-America Idiot!!
Mood:Fucked Up!

ok ok..plan to devote like abt 15 mins writtin this shit cos it is realli bad mondae for me..ok let me tell u wad if yur whole term work is lost juz like tat...how do u feel...u feel damn fucked up rite..yap..i freakin lost my whole term work of figure drawin in the train..ok ok..it was my forgetfulness n carelessness tat let to the thing to be gone..but y muz it happen tat way..y cant i juz forget something else..now i have to hope n pray somebody return it to me..pls somebody out there..help this poor soul who need his work cos it will cost abt 40% of my final grade!!Arghhh!!!if not i got to redo the whole thing n let me tell u this it is not easy..there are tons of work in it even my final project sketch work!!Arghhh!! i juz feel sad juz thinkin of it..damnit!! aniwae i goin to advertise somethin..

IF U SAW A BLACK A3 SIZE FOLDER WIF DRAWIN OF HUMAN BODY FIGURE IN THE TRAIN BOUND TO MARINA BAY AT ARD 1245 TO 1330.PLS PLS MSG ME OR HAND IT OVER TO THE SMRT AUTHORITIES.YUR KINDNESS WILL BE APPRECIATED..A LIFE DEPEND ON IT!!

Hope it works..i noe it wont..but it worth a freakin shot..damnit!!

Aniwae on a lighter note..i be headin down to my sec skool tomolo for teacher's dae..juz miss tat place..the daes of sec skool life was juz amazin n memories i nvr forget..hope to see some familiar teachers n frenz ard..n i might be playin in the tele- soccer match for the teachers against the student.. will see how..yeah but cant wait..n the thing is i have to rush back to skool at 130 cos i got lesson but u can back yur bottom dollar i be late or worst i might not go..lolz..will see..but i cant effort to miss visual element..i already miss one..damnit!!aniwae i off to continue to do my visual element work now...n then off to bed..till i write again..Chillz u'll..Peace out!!

PS.Green Day new album is out!! American Idiot!! Go get it in store rite now!!Green Day rock my socks!!

2004-08-29T02:46:00.000+08:00

Topic:Im home on a early Sundae mornin....
Song tat keepin me sane:Dj Cam Feat Anggun-Summer in Paris
Mood:Abit sober..I think...

Hey here im on a early Sundae mornin..im surprised myself...its been like ages since im at home this late cos usually i be outside like clubbin if not watchin late nite movies or juz chillin ard..haha..but im here..aniwae juz came back not long ago..came back from Cheryl bdae party at her condo..oh b4 i forget..HAPPI BIRTHDAE CHERYL!!a belated one i guess..ure 18..Hooray for tat..haha..went they quite late wif Hyqel n juz chill n had a few drinks n play some games..then audrey n hyqel kinda had to go home cos hyqel had to work n all in the mornin..so we took a cab each n went home..so here im writin..havin this pissin headache now..arghhhh..guess im off to bed now..need to sleep off this headache..signin off..chillz u'll..peace out!! n again HAPPI BIRTHDAE CHERYL!!

2004-08-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

Topic:What is my best sexual skill??
Song tat keepin me sane:Dinner at the money table-The Early November
Mood:So damn lazy...

Ok i not tat good in bed as so it say tat..n it seems i quite a flirt...n ppl hate me cos i kiss better than some do...well all this may be true or may not...it is up to u'll to find out...lolz..but seriously it is realli bollocks!!

2004-08-19T05:22:00.000+08:00

Topic:IDamn it i overslept!!
Song tat keepin me sane:The Greatest Fall-Matchbox Romance
Mood:Sleepy...

Bloody hell i actually supposed to wake like at 11 plus juz now n overslept till like 4 am..n i missed abt 60 mins of my england match n the worst part Beckham scored i missed it..England still won..hooray i guess? aniwae i damn tired la..decided to blog since i got like freakin 2 hrs to burn but comtemplatin whether to sleep or not again..havin Ceramics but i so dont want go but i miss last week one so cant afford to miss this one i guess..nvm then..yesterdae had a field trip to the Art museum lookin at chinese paintin,some sculptures n vome video..it was ok la..veri interestin stuff was seen..but after tat Amanda,Cheryl,Huda,Hyqel n me had lotsa of fun..we all were havin blast takin pics of ourselves i guess tat dae..aniwae we had lunch at KFC n we headed to Heeren for some window shoppin..plannin to shop next week aniwae..aniwae Amanda wanted to make glasses so we went this specs shop at heeren the whole bunch of us were tryin almost i think every glasses n takin pics of ourselves..the ppl werkin there were like bemused i guess..haha..it was fun..im thinkin of makin another pair of glasses..hmmmm..then we all headed ti Spinelli n chill there takin pics of ourselves..Camera Whore mode i guess for all..we like posin cute n macho n all..haha..seriously Amanda cannot act macho for nuts i guess..then we all decided to take neoprints..we all had a blast takin it..we were all like rushin to pose n all...make alot of silly faces n all..it was realli amusin n all..was tryin to scan the thing but somethin wrong wif the program so Huda so scan n give to u asap..aniwae the neoprints turn out well..our first neoprints session together ..then we all kinda went our separate ways after tat n i went to meet Izwan,Rahim n Ashraf at Far East..n i continue my search for a new bag but to no avail..we were juz walkin ard n havin some laughs n all..n kida meet up wif Ali n we all headed off home..all looked tired...i reached home dead beat..so did the neccasary stuff n decided to nap juz imean juz for a while but in the i totally overslept..bloody hell la...when i found out i overslept i quicly rush to switch on the bloody tv but luckily got see abit la..n i was supposed to do my work but now it is too late..damn it la..aniwae tat is abt all...need to figure wad to do now..chillz u'll!! peace Out!!

Ps.wad the hell was i writin in the previous entry..is tat realli me writin..??wait...it is realli me..wad the hell was i thinkin..(?_?)

2004-08-17T03:57:00.000+08:00

Topic:I feelin so down...
Song tat keepin me even more down n devasted:She's out of my life-Josh Groban
Mood:need i say more..damn depressed...

Ok ok it is like 3 am n im writin my blog..i muz be crazy or sufferin from insomnia..well i was doin my visual element thingy and i was lookin through my old stuff n saw this tin box which i kept everythin given or assiocated wif dee dee n me..memories started flowin back..aniwae it was from mornin i was thinkin of her as amanda n me skip lecture n she had problem n i decided accopmany since she is feelin veri down..as she was tokin abt her problem n tears from her eyes started flowin,mine started too..cos she was reminiscing the good time she had wif her boyfren n i started too..n there my tears stared flowin but i try to hold it back so tat amanda wont see..i was like so down..aniwae back to the the memory box i guess..i was like readin the past stuff written by her n stuff..n worst rite i was playin those sappy love song on my com for wadever reason i dont know..i think erasmus muz have trigger it cos he was listenin to Hard to say im sorri by AZ Yet..As i was readin my tears started flowin btw it was a letter wriiten by her i think abt 1 month after my 16 birthdae abt she openin up her feelin when she broke up wif me then..i was like cryin by then..readin it broke n shatter my heart a million n one pieces n i think it can nvr put back to one ever again..then i started to read the break up letter more of a conversation on paper which was written at Yishun BK after skool..my tears was uncontrollable..i dont y i doin this writtin this here n all knowinly noe tat she will read this but i need to let this out..i cannot bottle it up any more..it takin its toll..it may eventually cos my friendship wif her..but i have no choice i juz need to write this...becos of this i cant sleep n it is in mind constantly..the truth is i realli do miss her veri much...i keep sayin myself i need to move on n stop holdin on to my past..but i find so veri hard to do so..it is like 3 months or so since we broke up..but for some strange reason she is constantly in my mind..i noe she is happily wif her new found love..but i cant realli face it..the letter tat was written by her last time the words n emotion used,how come it juz change so soon..how can a person not feel any remorse or watsoever breakin up when u re together for 34 months...dont u feel sad or devasted to leave just like tat..im realli feel like shit right now..i cant stop my tears from flowin..n my heart truly truly hurts..i dont y i feel like this onli after so long..this is like the worst i ever felt..i think i nvr cry like this b4..this is indeed truly painful..the stuff we gone through is like so compilcated we could make a movie or write a book abt us..haiz..ppl tell me to get on wif my life how can get on wif it when my life is her..like i say b4 losin someone who is so dear to me is like losin a veri huge part of me n nvr ever gettin it back...the thing is i still love her so veri much n miss her alot..i feel so bare n naked w/o her...this path of loneliness so dark n i dont think i can ever go through it alone..i want her to be there wif me for everythin..knowin now it is impossible..Am i weak?Am i so pathetic for holdin to my past?Am i tat worthless? For me the answers are Yes..i am tat weak..i am tat pathetic..n i am tat worthless.. tat is my life so far..by sayin all this stuff now i may truly have ended a relationship which i try to build as frenz..but i cant carry on pretendin anymore..im the one hurtin..

Micheal Jackson-She's is out of my life

Ooh, she's out of my life
She's out of my life
Ooh
I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
Ooh, she's out of my hands
She's out of my hands
To think for two years that she was here
And I took it for granted
I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands

So I've learned that love is no possession
And I've learned that love won't wait
Now I've learned love need expression
But I've learned much too late
And she's out of my life
Out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
Kept my love for her locked deep inside
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
Ooh, she's out of my life

2004-08-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

Topic:A loooong weekend!! btw The Village was GREAT!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Hawthorne Heights-Niki FM
Mood:im sick!!

i have been neglectin my blog i guess..lazy to write..i goin to make this entry as short as possible cos im sick n lazy to type..

A long weekend i guess...my weekend i think is extended till wednesdae if im still sick..didnt go skool todae..was bed ridden the whole dae n readin a book abt hitchcock..so not realli a happenin dae todae..btw cheryl u still can go malaysia n draw n eat seafood when u are sick ar...haha..like real..hey but both got the same symptoms of bein sick..muz have got it from u..haha..so the weekend was not tat great i guess..but two thing stand out though 'Collataral' n 'The Village'...this two realli made my weekend worthwhile..nvm i miss the fireworks on both sundae n mondae..watchin tat two movies is more than enough..yes u can call me a movie freak cos my life kinda revolve ard movies,music n now arts...so sue me..ok ok..

Collateral:
The movie starrin Jamie Foxx n of cos the cool n suave Tom Cruise,the guy who is the epitome of coolness..f.y.i i watch every single movie he starred in..from the days of thunder to cocktail to a few good man(my fav of all his movie) to vannila sky to magnolia n of cos the controversial eye wide shut..yes im tom cruise biggest fan!!aniwae back to the movie it great from start to finish..it had this like mtv feel to it..the of cos the direction of the movie was excellent..great work by Mann the director..tom cruise playin his first out n out baddie while jamie played a timid but veri focus n driven in a way taxi driver who dream of ownin limo service co. they met in twist of fate n there the roller-coaster ride nvr end...tom cruise executed his role to perfection n so too was jamie who kinda did well as both the main character kinda have the opposite personality..the endin was awesome..u gotta watch it to believe..*standin ovation*

The Village:
Okok...for some or i guess majority of ppl who is readin n have watched the movie muz disagreed wif me when i say the movie was marvelous...Another well written n directed movie by M.Night Shyamalan movie..b4 even enterin the movie i was bombarded wif bad reviews from most if not all of whom have watched the movie..comin in expectin a Typical M.Night Shyamalan so i was expectin the unexpected..let me tell u the whole movie was like a ride in great mind..yes the twist was there..not onli one but two..but it realli got me thinkin in the whole movie n i love when i watch a movie n it gets me thinkin..another example of a movie was Identity n unbreakable..the movie tell us tat ppl are willing to do anythin juz to have a crime free live n have thier love one not die in a crime..n that love holds no boundaries n places n jealousy kills..n u can a be victim of yur own doin even if its for the good or evil..both will does wif a price..n adrian brody was excellent in the whole movie..he show us tat he can play in any roles wif a performance like tat..seriously The Village is juz incredible wouldnt flinch an eyelid if ask to watch again..cant wait for the dvd special..congrats M.Night Shyamalan for another great movie... *standin ovation*

tat was two movie reviews from me...hehe...Stepford Wives,The Terminal,Alien Vs Predator here i come...cant wait for this movie..sniwae saturdae is drawin near where we supposed to celebrate MR EISH birthdae.. a big one i guess cos he be off to be a man n prtoect singapore next wed..so promise a big k..speakin of birthdae n singapore..Happi 39th Birthdae Singapore..! a country where i can live with or without..so not feelin tat patriotic..i kinda wanna migrate to Turkey Or Carribean or better still to Italy..a country where the pace of live is slow n nvr demandin or stressful..Singapore nuthin but demandin n living here is high maintenance..it like singapore is yur second wife..or worst yur onli wife..so i guess Singapore u deserve to be 39 i guess..mid life crisis soon i guess?how i wish i got the money to go backpackin ard the world..n savour the wonders the world can offer to us..wishful thinkin i guess...haha..muz be the panadol tokin..i guess i be headin off to bed..Chillz u'll!! peace out!!

2004-08-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

Topic:A Dae of Spontaneity
Song tat keepin me sane:Maroon 5- She will be loved
Mood:Exhausted still!! so i kinda moody...

Well Saturdae was realli a dae of spontaneity cos imake a last minute plan to go smoke shisha wif the gang..so called them up n we met up..at first onli eish,ali n me met up first n the rest will meet us later at town..so we decided to walk ard town for a while lookin at clothes so as i can increase my already depletin wardrobe...nothin to my likin..aniwae headed off to stadium n eish saw this shoe n he decided to buy it..but they have no size..onli at centrepoint they have his size...so we heaeded there but we had our dinner first the open hawker opposite the orchard point..the food fest thingy..ate chicken rice btw ate tat twice in two daes,the we order bbq wings n satay..wanted to eat the osyter egg but the queue was way way way long..decided not to queue..damn it!!somehow regret it cos it was like the last dae..haiz..met up wif matin n izwan n they headed off to centrepoint to get eish shoe..then met wif yogen n we proceeded to go arab st for our shisha session..had great time smokin shisha..we decided to sit on the carpet outside some closed shop..it was fun..we ordered apple n watermelon mixed n one more strawberry..we basically tokin cock n singin songs..it was like karaoke session..lolz.as were singin suddenly all of us feel like goin clubbin..n well true enough we all went clubbin except for matin who had to go meet up wif his gal..there we all headed to cheeky..best of all i wasnt dress to club..i was wearin my glasses n hate to wear them to club..i was carryin my freaky bag..so i wasnt exactly dress to club..but it was spontaneous thing so be it..so we reach there abt 1 i guess.. n we dance the night away n the place was jam packed wif body..wasnt exactly an ideal place to dance since there isnt any place to dance..but had fun loads of it i guess..then headed off home..not home exactly la..went to the usual spot at 848 n sat down n chatted to yogen till abt 8..alot of stuff was tok abt between us..then headed home..my parents was already woken up so had breakfast wif them n told them where i went n all wif a pinch of salt added..lolz..then headed off to a well needed sleep n guess wad i slept till 8..woohoo..damn long man!!muz be damn tired..aniwae i hate figure drawin..have homewrk did a few n was already damn lazy to do it..haiz..havin lecture n figure drawin.. so i think i be off to bed now..chillz u'll..peace out!!

PS.A shout out to the july babies so Happi Belated Birthdae to Razi,Alvin n Fairuz!! n those who i miss their name k!! so sori!!

2004-07-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

Topic:A Song fittin for me!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Alone i Break- Korn
Mood:Unavailable

Kinda my first lyric up on my blog!!This song basically tell abt wad i am feelin!!kinda accurate!! u gotta catch the video,great concept to it...aniwae here is the lyrics..

Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it somehow

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they changed
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Shut me off
I'm ready
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they changed
Leaving doesn't seem so strange

I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running from?
Is there nothing more to come?
(Am I gonna leave this place?)
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it’s place?
Am I going to win this race?
(Am I going to win this race?)
I guess God's up in this place
What is it that I've become?
Is there something more to come?
More to come...

Now I see the times they changed
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man? (x2)

2004-07-28T01:59:00.000+08:00

Topic:Happi 18th Birthdae Dee Dee!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Whence he Came-Here To Hope
Mood:Bored

Hey hey guys!! ok..Well todae is someone special birthdae..Happi 18th birthdae dee dee!! u truly deserved to be 18..now u are legal for everythin..n yur wish to go clubbin can now be reality..aniwae i like wish her the best 18th birthdae n hope everythin u wish will come true..n may yur relationship flourish to a beautiful n great one..n pls pls stop skippin lecture..u re in year 2 liao so pls study hard...well this gerl is truly someone special in my life..she noes me inside out n vice versa..the onli gerl im so close for 4+ years..so i nvr want to destroy our friendship in any way..so again let me wish u a happi 18th birthdae!! n i be waitin for the dae we can have dinner n chat again ok...

Well enough abt tat..Todae at skool was alright la...i had history of visual art tutorials n had to present my 'group' work abt greek arts..actually more my work than group work..i did it myself n present it myself..luckily no mark was involved..ure off the hook hc,kc n jeff...u all own me kopi at least..then we kinda had a 3 hrs break..so the gang headed to ps bk except for cheryl who didnt come in the mornin..there we five were eatin n chattin to each other..when suddenly this audrey burst into a fit of laughter..she laughed non stop for 5 mins..audrey had this look on her face which truly freak us out...i tell u it was realli scary...then she kinda sober down n we asked her wad so funni..n she say nothin..indeed scary..lolz.but all was ok..then we kinda headed to park lane to play pool..n let me tell playin pool wif them is so hilarious..hyqel wore this translucent underwear cos we all found out...so hyqel was playin against audrey n it was down to black ball so audrey was shootin n hyqel distracted her by showin his undies all burst into laughter n it eventually worked..let me tell u the whole pool place i think aw the whole incident..it was so funni..aniwae stop showin yur undies hyqel in public!!then we all kinda headed off to visual element lesson..it was stressful but fun..then skool finished n we all headed our separate ways..

Met up wif you quan,kenny,ishad n ben..ishad was goin to ssdc cos he had a motorbike practical..so will our decided to accompany him there..i tell u this ishad n kenny are big jokers..we were laughin n makin stupid jokes in the trains..it was hilarious..n ishad was runnin late..so we were all rushin to ssdc but he made it on time..so we waited for him to finish his stuff..then i bumped into farhan n syahiran there..long time since i met them so we kindad chatted for a while..farhan was havin his practical n i forget wad syahiran was doin there...lolz..then they headed home..so we still waited for ishad so we headed to the canteen to do our homework as we waited for him..so i was doin this homework which i have to draw the fertility goddess as i wish it to be..then the rest of them gave funni ideas n contributed to drawin..it was hilarious..we cant stop laughin as we draw it..the drawin was so funni..the fertility goddess have 5 breast n lots of dicks n balls..it was so funni..aniwae it is art we are free to express anythin.the advantage of bein an art students..aniwae pls woship the fertility goddess cos she will u give infinite organsm n a swimmin pool full of sperm..lolz.ishad finished his prac so we all headed home..sent off ishad at bus stop n we all took train home n we were all still tokin abt the fertility goddess in the train n we were still laughin..i think todae is a laughin dae..everybody been laughin..laughin is indeed contagious...

aniwae gotta sleep u all..veri veri tired..tomolo goin town to follow izwan..yap gotta rest luckily tomolo no skool..till the next update..chillz u'll!! peace out!!

2004-07-25T20:59:00.000+08:00

Topic:Movies Galore!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Great Romances of the 20th Century
Mood:lazy...

Well the past two daes i watch 3 movies..basically King Arthur,I,Robot n Sisters..let me tell u this King Arthur was amazinly good man..keira was awesome n the guy acted Arthur was great..i love tat movie..dont mind watchin it twice or more..Arthur the character was jus marvelous i think better than Hector in Troy..Basically the movie is in the same par wif Troy but shorter in length..Great show!!the second movie was I,Robot n the show was great too..Will Smith played his normal bad boys attitude brilliantly..wif great visual effect this show was splendid..nicely done..Another marvellous show!! well done!! n the last show was a let down to me..Sister was horrible..felt like leavin the cinema..the plot was like rojak n it nvr meet at any point..question were left unanswered...but it did give me a fright a few time..but the rest of the show was more like comedy than horror show..wad happen to the asia horror genre...it was a total let down..somebody pls do a great horror show!! i beg u .. M.night Shyamalan pls reprieve the asia horror genre..aniwae cant wait for his movie to come out..'The Village',it will be amazin...

becos of my excessive movie watchin these two daes..two of them was a midnite movie..i went home like 8 in the mornin for the past two daes..been hangin out n chattin wif the gang,it is a marvel we can still tok so long...haha..ate supper n chatted till the wee mornin..so basically haven had sufficient sleep n later i will not be sleepin cos i have few homework to finish up n there is a soccer marathon..my beloved MAN UTD will be playin..lookin forward to seein Alan Smith play in the red jersey..n the final of copa america the big one..Brazil vs Argentina..so another sleepless nite..haiz..

tomolo skool n i be havin lecture,history of visual arts...n then the dreaded figure drawin..n i still need to do some figure drawin homework..hate tat module..but lookin forward to the lecture..to tell u truth,im lookin forward to skool..dont noe y...skool so far has been great n the time flew veri fast n tomolo is the third week already..it seem so fast..the company are great..the environment cant say much cos half the skool is not ready..but yeah lookin forward to skool...aniwae a shout out to the two b'dae boys,Ridzman n Shafiq..HAPPY BIRTHDAE!! n somebody birthdae is drawin closer.. u noe who.. i wont say.. Gotta go do my work now..cant slack already..luckily got soccer to accompany n MTV too!!Yeah!! cya all again!!Chillz u'll!!Peace Out!!

PS.I dont y the pics are not showin..i will find out...sori guys..

2004-07-25T18:30:00.000+08:00

Topic:Random Hp pics!!
Song tat keepin me sane:My Chemical Romance-I'm not Okay(I Promise)
Mood:Lazy...

Well juz tryin to upload pics to my blog..here are random pics i took usin my phone..enjoy them..will put more as time goes on...maybe be bringin my digicam to skool soon since some in my gang bringin it..will update my daily happenin after this..chillz U'll..peace out!!

2004-07-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

Topic:Skool,skool,skool n me....
Song tat keepin me sane:Whence he came-Here To Hope!!(Check this band out man!!)
Mood:kinda tired n grumpy i guess..

Heylo,me here updatin me blog..guess haven been updatin me blog i guess(where have i heard tat b4)....ok ok the low down in my life so far...its been a busy few daes i guess...let see been clubbin at cheeky.. soccer match..went for the baybeats n skool..speakin of baybeats let me tell u they have alot of great bands performin although it is nothin compare to the summersonic at japan...how i wish i was goin there...but let tell u abt this great band..they are seriously off the hook..n they played to a great crowd..the mosh pit was great n body surfin ard..but too bad for the security though..they were like too uptight...n caught this thai all ger band..n were tat hot or wad...the bassist is juz so gorgoues.basically the whole band is beautiful n did i say especially the bassist..she look so sexy holdin the bass..enough abt them n baybeats...

Aniwae skool was alright la..hate figure drawin..dont ask me to explain i juz hate it.the rest is ok la.. visual element n history of visual art seem veri interestin...homework pilin up...aniwae i will like to officially introduce u all the 1K rowdy clan,we have the the leader of the pack-Audrey,the bitchy-cheryl,the happy camera trigger-huda,the blur but cute-amanda,the vainpot-hygel,the super glue gays-h.c & k.c,the late for class n first to go-jeffrey n yurs truly..n our rival the 1K HI-5 gerls..the rivalry is gettin intense..haha it all started wif cheryl callin one of the Hi-5 boyfren a kaypoh(busybody)..n the gerl got abit pissed btw she from china..n that where all hell break lose like no other woman esp cheryl fury..there tat is where rivalry began..aniwae we dont care..they the geek in the class n we the cool one..so screw them yeah...but went to pool junction wif the 1K clan n the place is way better than any pool place.great ambience to play pool..had fun n we were all like snappin pics of each other..had fun ya.. aniwae had visual element later on n was quite interestin..aniwae my history of visual term project qns i pick isabt how cavaggio paintin n alfred hitchcock's film have in common..i like hit the jackpot..i love hitchcock films n cavaggio paintin are way grotesque..great qns..hope i score in it..been doin abit of research abt cavaggio paintin..haiz no time to slack i guess..

so tomolo is a slack dae for me cos i have no skool n im goin to have my hair cut n finish up assignments..great then..*yawnz* guess i hit the sack n meet up wif the sandman then..update soon ya..chillz u'll!!peace out!!

2004-07-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

Topic:Skool started!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Breakin Bemjamin-So Cold
Mood:Great i guess..

So it is in the third dae of my new skool year..actually onli been to skool like two daes cos wednesdae i have no skool on tat dae..so the first two daes went on smoothly..nothin much done..onli a bunch of intro..aniwae gettin on well wif my class..but there are clique formin i guess..the cool ppl one side n basically the rest one side..aniwae it isnt our fault tat it happen..but all is good i guess...A fun class i guess wif fun ppl..aniwae gotta go, update to u'll more soon i guess..gotta catch buffy..sarah michelle gellar can slay me anithin...so catch u all soon..chillz u'll..peace out!!

2004-07-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

Topic:Orientation over n so its the beginnin of skool year!!
Song keepin me sane:The Used-The Taste of Ink
Mood:Sick!!argh!!

Hey hey! so Orientation was normal affair..Aniwae my class is alright..a mixture of ppl i guess..but i was glad tat at least i got someone comin from the same skool as me..lolz..Well first dae started off slow..cos all of us not used to each other..but it soon change..as usual alot of ice breaker game...then the usual tour of skool n crap..n guess wad my skool there is a TCC cafe..haha..n breko is like few mins walk away..n my skool is equiped wif G5 macintosh com..great man..thank god we are the pioneer of the new buildin..the skool is great but kinda look like a facotry from outside but totally different from the inside..aniwae first dae juz was gettin to noe each other n the skool..then went for my usual soccer exercise after tat..the best part i was realli realli sick!!had a fever..but the lure of soccer was too great..so i chose soccero ver my poor state of health..but i did pop two panadol..n guess wad tat soccer session prove to be veri useful cos i sweat alot n soon i got better..didnt feel sick animore but tat was the constant coughin..n eventually led to my lost of voice later on..yap i lost my voice n the best part the next dae i had a cheer com..

So the second dae of orientation was supposed to be veri formal i guess..went to skool wif ben n naek wei n had lunch at plaza sing..then head off to skool to go n practice our cheers wif our respective class...gave them two ideas supplied by dee2..aniwae despited me havin no voice wadsoever..i still participated in the cheer k..class spirit mah...had loads of laugh practisin the cheers..in the end we come up wif this short cheer which didnt even lasted like 1 min...so aniwae wnt to the "state of the art' theatre..for a speech by the prsident of nafa..haiz then went back n practice abit more n got ready for the com..i tell u some the class cheer was way way more better than us...ours were like shit compared to some but who cares..so we all went up n did our cheer n finish in the blink of an eye...haha..n the u noe wat the winnin team got? they got a digital cam n whole load of stuff..haiz should have put in more effort..haha..but overall we had fun..then had a buffet..food was great i guess..got alot of food..then there was official moveover from the old buildin n there was a massive firework display..amazin man..firework in nafa..n then the party at the rooftop...it was like a club but at the rooftop...amazin..lolz..didnt stay ard veri long..went back back yishun n met the gang..went to go catch a movie Mean Girls...a nice movie wif lindsay louhan lookin veri veri hot in the show so too was her co star...but was veri surprise on how big her breast was..could help myself la..if was like starin right in front of me..lolz..aniwae it was huge..could it be inplant?? then sneak in spiderman 2..watch it twice now so far..then basically hang out n chill till 5 am..haiz my usual saturdae routine if not goin clubbin..speakin of clubbin we plannin to go clubbin this comin saturdae..yeah cant wait..

n todae is lazy sundae..where i sleep from 7am till 7pm...12hrs of uninterrupted sleep..priceless man..aniwae skool later..muz reach skool by 120 i guess..havin figure drawin..aniwae my timetable is alright la..my wednesdae is off dae for me...i have no skool on tat dae..woohoo!!lookin forward to skool..gonna sleep now..sleep is somethin im not goin to have too often went skool starts..so chillz u'll!! n peace out!!

2004-07-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

Topic:Tomolo orientation n i have no idea how it is goin to be?
Song tat keepin me sane:The suddenly oh so popular Dashboard Confessional-Vindicated
Mood:Excited?? but yet veri sick

So todae quite a fruitful dae for me..got a new hp yap..it is a fucked phone indeed.Motorola C650.should have gotten the E398 ,in love wif tat phone..so guys n gals i am now reachable 24-7 k..so no excuses..went wif my mom to get it n had lunch at Pizza Hut wif a kinda annoyin fren of my mom..my mom agreed too..lolz..aniwae my mom went to work n went home to change n went to town to get a freakin bag for myself..cos my bag is either too big or too old..so was lookin forward to buy this bag from adidas concept shop which i saw like one month ago..a sling bag wif an england flag..guess wad it was no longer bein sold..damn it,i was like panickin cos i now i gotta look for a bag all over again..aniwae had eish to accompany to buy but he soon went off to work while im stranded in town to buy a freakin bag..most of the bag didnt quite caught my attention..all were to ugly..i was still pisses at not gettin tat adidas bag..it was partly my fault for takin so long to buy..so head on to Wisma Flash n splash n saw this rip curl leather sling bagn it did caught my attention but i hate tat brand rip curl cos it turnin to be like billabong n i veri hate tat brand..but i didnt had a choice so aniwae it is unique in a way..so got tat bag..then walked ard topman n tat was a 50% sale..lolz..tempted to buy some stuff but had to control myself been spendin alot lately..so todae i got myself a new hp n a new bag n also got myself a headphone..lolz..productive indeed...

Aniwae skool orientation tomolo,dont realli noe wat to expect cos nafa i dont realli ppl there..luckily i got a few frenz goin in as first yr..excited??worried?? i totally have no idea..n i juz have one wish tat is hope my class is not a borin class n i hope it be a veri veri happenin class..let pray for tat..speakin of class,raymond got a propasal from a team from ngee ann poly to challenge us at ngee ann poly field..hmmmm..good prospect rite..but too bad saturdae i got orientation or else i would have definitely agree to the match..haiz..y muz it be this saturdae..bollocks man!!

i dont noe but y muz i be sick rite now..y now..y does my body have to function tat way..havin the flu,cough n cold haiz everythin tat could lead to havin a fever..have this battle this war mentally..mind over matter,mind over matter...i noe i can do this!!n i cant seem to get myself to sleep early no matter how hard i try man!!insonmiac creepin to me i guess..how man like this...why now...bollocks! aniwae i guess i should go n sleep rite now..gotta wake up early meet yoouquan n go skool..cya guys update u'll abt the orientation aight..chill u'll!!peace out!!

2004-07-06T03:41:00.000+08:00

Topic:wad the hell am i doin this late!!
Song tat keepin me sane:The Postal Service-Brand New Colony
Mood:Sleepy but not sleepy...hmmmm..

Well its been awhile since i updated..nothin new..aniwae i like to start of wif a tribute to Greece for(if u guys dont still dont noe then i guess u muz be reali lame!)well winnin wad seem to them a dream which they thought will nvr in their wildest dream come true..Greece the champion of europe!!congrats to them a well deserved victory!worthy champion!they seem to tell us tat dreams will come true if we fight for it!!indeed the year of the greeks..Achilles muz be proud of their achievement i guess even the great achilles couldnt anticipate this..ard of applause for the the champion! n congrats again!

enough abt them n more abt me n wad the fuck has been goin on in my crappilyfuckinlylame life of mine..well been watchin movies this past few daes..especially spiderman heck wad for call him tat since now almost half of new york noe who he is rite..wad a spoiler to the movie...but it was great movie except for tat part...another movie is the whole ten yards..a great funny movie..my uncontrollable laughter could be heard in the movie..n let me tell u tat amanda peet is oh so sexy n beautiful!!amanda pls be my wifey!!lolz.. n i went to a shoppin spree..i got stuff i wanted to have!but still short of wad i still need..at last i got the most perfect trucker cap for me yeah!!n i bought an aviator shades like at last! n bought a supreme tee..n im still lookin for a polo shirt most prob from either topman of FCUK..findin the right one...need to pile the wadrobe skool startin for me soon!speakin of skool,orientation this fridae..cant wait...haiz most of my gang already started their term year while i still stranded at home wif a week more..shitass!!

aniwae i want to give a shoutout to chong yee aka stone man cos it is his 18th b'dae!!let's go clubbin somedae man chongyee!!its like 0410 now n im still awake damn it...well guess i gotta go!! chillz u'll!!peace out aight!!

2004-06-29T23:48:00.000+08:00

Topic:Woohoo!!BlackOut!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Jet-look Wad u've done
Mood:Overwhelmed wif a tinge of sadness

Ok juz experienced a blackout at my area..i was at my bloody com when tat happen so was kinda taken back..look at the window n found i wasnt alone..ppl started screamin,mats started laughin n makin stupid noises bloody makin a fool out of themselves..but it was kinda fun though..could see wad realli would happen if s'pore had total darkness n there was juz a glimpse of it..my parents were like so engross to the tv when all this happen n my mom was like kinda pissed..lolz..she had a veri funni reaction..my bro went to the window n was singin the spongebod song at the top of his voice...n screamin for crabby patty..i was laughin behind..my mom look at my bro wif this odd look sayin wad does all tat got to do wif the blackout..lolz..made me laugh even more..aniwae i decided to roam ard the area since i got nothin to do..com down n it was gettin kinda stuffy n warm..saw alot of ppl carrying torchlight ard..i look up at the block n see tat ppl were all flashin their torchlight outside like in unison..it was quite a pleasant view..then i kinda headed down to 7-11 n for the first time it was closed...lolz..nvr seen tat 7-11 close in my whole time livin here..ppl were kinda waitin for it to open since it also has no light n electric...aniwae it was kinda nice to be livin in a world of darkness for juz tat moment..then u will truly appreciate the light n electricity..n believe me electricity is veri i mean veri important...electricity is to us like light is to plants..veri essential...aniwho enough abt tat...

aniway i was tokin to my mom juz now la..we were tokin n suddenly she told me todae date...which is the 29 of june..n it was abt 8.30 pm..n then there i was in total silent n suddenly my mind gone blank..i juz remember tat todae was supposed to be a special dae..supposed to be aniwae..due to unforeseen circimstances it didnt meant to be..so there i was lyin at my sofa n thinkin to myself..life is life n we gotta face it headstrong..n at last i did somethin which i thought i will nvr have to do tat is to delete the testimonials written by her..cos i saw tat she deleted all my testimonial..so i guess the new journey has now realli began..aniwae wif every click of the mouse when deletin the testimonial i kinda had tears flowin dowm..it was realli emotional cos testimonial should be written from the heart n wad she wrote i believe was written straight from her heart...n it meant alot to me..every word peirced right to my heart not onli once but i guess everytime i read the testimonial..all those sugarcoated words written sayin those mushy stuff sayin i miss u n how much yur loves grow each passin dae its kinda make me thinkin whether it was ever true...aniwae i did cried when the last one was deleted cos the last one was veri special...aniwae it a new beginnin rite..aniwae tat is abt it then..update soon..chillz u'll!!peace out!!

2004-06-28T03:04:00.000+08:00

Topic:I gettin realli bored...
Song tat keepin me sane:Lloyd Banks n Ashanti-Southside
Mood:Super sian!!

Ok im realli sian..England is out of the euro 04 n of all ppl my idol Mr David Robert Joseph Beckham is the one at fault...haiz..there goes my England!! i tell u the abused i get from my frenz juz becos Beckham miss such a crusial penalty it is intolerable...but heck,they still the team n player whom i will support till i die..aniwae look likes it is holland lookin fav to win it so i guess its holland time to win it..but kinda hopin for portugal to win it..aniwho enough abt euro 04!!

aniwae i did promise to write abt the greatest gig ever!!aniwae i onli have 4 words to describe it'out of this world!!'and the korean group called PIA was also good but too bad the crowd was dissin them cos they wanted to see the main event but who can blame them!!but the gig was so superdelifantastically offthehook nowordcandescribe unless u were there man!!i sweat my ass off this gig n should as hell beats goin to the gym yeah!!but i do have one regret tat is i didnt buy the $150 tix man..or i could have seen them closer!!haiz..but no regrets goin to the concert!!

Me n the gang went to beach rd on saturdae to buy a shoe for my bro n eat at that makan heaven..i tell u i can go eat there everydae man!!the food is great!!then head down to town to catch movie...we watch godsend..n it was a scary movie indeed got me jump out from my sit quite few time...haha..it was fun...then headed to starbucks n grab some drinks n we kinda walk ard for awhile b4 we headed back to yishun..then we catch another movie at yishun this time it was around the world in 80 daes..a veri veri funni movie...cant stop laughin in the cinema..recommended if u want to have a laugh..then went home in a cab n caught the match...

sunday is a dae when i sleep n sleep n eat n eat...my usual sunday!!i miss doin tat...lolz..this few weeks b4 skool starts i goin to try to sleep alot more..to make up wif loss sleep...n try to sleep early..aniwae cant wait for skool to start..3 weeks more..haiz..still so long..aniwae tat is abt all for todae...writin the blog n watchin the czech n danes match at the same time..so be back soon...chillz u'll!! peace out!!

2004-06-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

Wow jus too damn tired to write!!juz came back from the LP concert so i be bloggin tomolo..more details no worri aight!!at last can sleep for at least 12 hrs..lolz..i miss sleepin..im beginnin to lose my faith in sleepin..aniwae be back later for full update on the greatest live band ever!!yeah!!LP gig kick asses!!!chill guyz!!peace out!!

2004-06-18T03:08:00.000+08:00

Topic:My Birthdae celebrations....
Song keepin me sane:Death cab for cutie-Transatlanticism'
Mood:in a state of euphoria...

So wad a celebration it is..altogther i had three days of my birthdae celebration!three days..woohoo!! i will eleborate each other to u...haha..

14 June 2004:
It started wif me goin to work..yea on my b'dae n i still workin well juz work lor..after tat meet them lor..well met them at town..so the gang was that but ali n yogen werent..but they had to work so cant stop them..there were 10 of us..so we went to watch movie,supposed to watch chronicles of riddick but sold out,then eternal sunshine of the spotless mind but left onli the first 2 row so in the end we watch The Best Bet yes on my b'dae we watch an uncle n auntie show..but it turned to be such a hilarious show..we made quite ruckus in the cinema,nothin new there..but if was realli funni n i learn quite alot abt 4D..after tat decided to hang out at some cafe since it was like ard 8 plus..first we sat at mcCafe at lido but it was too hot so i suggested we go a cafe at one fullerton there..so we took a bus that stop at millenia walk n we proceed to go to one fullerton while we walkin we were at marina square n tat was this unused dirty pond or sumthin n raymond make this wild suggestion to throw me in the pond..we all laugh it off..but suddenly they turn serious n they realli meant it i could see it in their eyes..then i quickly fled away n they all chase me..in the end they caught to win n carried me the pond n they threw me it!! yes they did..n i was freakin wet..my pants n socks was wet n luckily i took out my shoe...haiz..i decided to kick the pond water back n it splashed on eish n weixiong..lol...they were drenched..it was so funni..then i walk from there to the toilet shoeless onli wif a sock on..lolz..n it the toilet i get to inflict some revenge for me..n spray the rest of them water as i caught them by surpise..they were all runnin all ard..it was so funni..n now most of us were drenched..then we all proceed to one fullerton where we all sat the merlion for awhile cos thew cafe was kinda closed..then we all proceed to fullerton satay club to have a drink...they all of a sudden raymond n eish n izwan gone missin..as we all order our drink..we all talk n all as we all waited for eish all to come back..n to my surprise eish came back wif somethin..n they present me wif a cake..awwww.it was kinda sweet of them to buy me a cake,tiramisu some more..they light a candle n sing me the b'dae song..haha..it was veri veri nice of them..as i blow out the candle i made a wish..wish i shall not say..then we took pics of me feedin them the cake all...lolz..will post it..then we all went home..haiz wish it didnt end..it was great fun...before tat sinchun ask me to pick 4 numbers from 10 crumpled paper..then they will all buy the number but the catch i cant noe the number..then i found the number 3996 n on wednesdae drw the number came out 3986!! it was a starter!!damn miss by one number..haiz ..could have won at least a few hundred bucks..

15 June 2004:
Had to work in the mornin,woke up late n decided not to go to work..then slept till 1 n woke up went to the polyclinic to get my mc..i was runnin late cos i had to go out n have dinner wif deedee so i quickly rushed home n got ready..cos i kinda dont want to be late for this..but in the i was late abt 30 min late..sori for that dee..aniwae we went to go watch a movie eternal sunshine of a spotless mind..i will describe the movie another dae but the movie was veri nice n another great performance from jim carey himself..it was wierd movie for me cos it was becos of tryin to erase someone dear from yur mind..n i was watchin it wif deedee..wierd..lolz..but i nvr intend to forget or erase anythin trust me on that..but she fell asleep half way..lolz..she muz be veri tired..cant blame her..aniwae then we kinda lookin ard at pancific plaza n then headed to far east to take neoprints...my first wif her bein juz frenz..but it was nice..had fun takin the pics..maybe i post it..but it was nice...then we headed for dinner actually i wanted to bring her indochime to eat...but she insist that it was for 23 n above n i told her it was not..so in the end we headed to fish n co..then we go there n ate..then we kinda talked abt our life so far...yap we tok..we were still like jokin ard n havin a laugh..we did tok abt she n her new guy in her life..im happy tat she is happy wif him..aniwae i have no hard feelin or anithin..then we tok n tok till it was quite late so wee decided to go home..she went back to holland v to go home wif her dad n i drop her on the way in the cab...it was a veri veri nice day for me spendin wif a person whom i happi to have in my life even though we did have a past..so all was great..

16 june 2004
the last dae of my celebration, n i had to work in the mornin as usual n i was drowsin off durin work kinda tired i guess..then went home..n rest awhile..i found out at first that i was like the onli one goin clubbin wif the gerls..so i decided to roped in a few..tryin to psycho them to go..n in the end ali,yogen,eish raymond,izwan were goin..i n raymond had to persuade izwan to go..Aniwae met up wif raymond n izwan first as the rest met us there..n met up wif syahiran have way n he decided to follow us..syahiran keep askin us to go cheekys wif him but i stand firm on my decision to go zouk..funni thing was tat we met up wif razi in the train to go to work,we told we were goin clubbin n he decided to skip work n follow us..it was so funni..so we all headed to zouk..jueru,liwei,amanda,angel n sebastian were tat..n they were waitin for me to come in.. aniwae raymond n izwan wanted to wait for eish they all to come...so i n syahiran kinda go in first...n then razi went in n guess wad he was rejected...i and syahiran were already inside n paid already..he was devasted...so he sat outside wif raymond n izwan...they i went out to ask to try another entrance n still cannot..haiz.. so when eish they all came we all kinda knew tat eish n yogen cant enter so i ask them to try aniwae..no surprise there...so in the end the rest headed to mohamad sultan n try to go cheekyn i found out in the end they all went to Club 3.lolz..aniwae there i was at Phuture wif syahiran n jueru they all..the music at phuture was great man!!the sound was off the hook!!the crowd was awesome..the type of crowd i like..but it was too crowded it was so squeezy,u can hardly dance ard..but it was all fun..jueru they all had to go home early so left me n syahiran we kinda took over the whole dance floor...yeah..if was great but i was kinda sad that they couldnt make it in...it wasnt the same w/o them..haiz..but i try to make the best of it..after tat i n syahiran went mohamad sultan to meet them n they were problems amg them.. so we all decided to go but in the end i raymond,ali n yogen kinda hang out at syed till late..i reached abt 7 plus in the mornin n straight waway jump in my bed n woke up n 7 pm..it was great dae i guess since i popped my zouk cherry i guess..i wanna go zouk alot alot more...

there was my 3 daes of celebration i guess..it was a wonderful three daes!!haha!! n hope next yr be the same or even better!!well tat is all for now...chillz u'll!! peace out!!

2004-06-15T02:09:00.000+08:00

i think im too tired to write...so i will write a full report on my b'dae celebration wif the gang..it was the best ever...i promised i write k..the last time i woked up n haven slept since was on sun 2pm..so it is like 36 hrs since i slept n i will onli have abt 2 plus hrs to sleep..damn got to work..so report to u tomolo.

Ps. tomolo goin wif deedee to celbrate my b'dae..hope it wont feel strange..lolz!!

2004-06-14T03:48:00.000+08:00

Topic:My b'dae!!18 already!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Nada Surf-Popular
Mood:Estatic

Happi b'dae to me,happi b'dae to me..yes it sound pathetic but im singin to myself!! im currently writin in weixiong hse..watchin the much anticipatin match England vs France whereby england is leadin..wat a present if england would to win the match..aniwae i be goin to work later abt 2 hrs n i have not had any sleep..damn i hate to work..haiz..on my bdae somemore damn should not have book..but meetin the guys after work for a movie n dinner...so i guess it be fun then n hope i dont tired myself then...haiZ razi snorin n damn do he snore man..btw beckham juz miss a penalty..damn it..aniwae i been goin wif deedee on tuesdae for a movie n dinner i guess..celebratin my b'dae..it been a while since i seen her so i dont how i react...but i guess somewhere in my heart i do want to see her..cant blame me rite..but she did wish me happi b'dae but was expectin a call from her but nvm..damn i dont want go work!!help me.. haiz..i shouldnt be haizin on my b'dae..so i guess tat abt it..kinda lazy to write rite now..update to u tomolo when i return home from town..so i out of here..reportin to u'll from weixiong hse..chillz u'll...peace out!!

2004-06-12T03:01:00.000+08:00

Topic:Argh!! gotta wake up early!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Songs by Death Cab for Cutie!!
MooD:Tired!! *_*

Damn it i like have abt 3 hrs of sleep!!i gotta wake up early cos i be havin a damn match at NTU..n the best thing i juz came back from a gruellin street soccer session..damn tired n sleepin..argh!! but nvm for the sake of usin my boot which btw i have not been usin for quite some time..aniwae hope we win tomolo...

On a sad note.. my dad was involved in an accident..luckily he onli got minor injuries.. but his bike was in a mess..n it was all this car fault who hit my dad... hope tat car crash in a tree..i told my dad to claim evrythin from this bloody guy...hospital fee n damages..even ask him to pay for the distress u brought to all of us..damn u reckless driver...aniwae my dad got a week of MC..so my dad be stayin home for a week..my mom told my dad tat we should have gotten a car from last time..but my dad told us tat until i get a license then he buy a car..so i can drive it when he dont use..i cant wait to get one..lolz..but i was shocked when my mom woke me up n said tat my dad was in an accident..haiz..wad a dae..3 dae to my b'dae some more..3 DAES!!

aniwae i discovered two of wad i seem to be a great great band!! Death Cab for Cutie n Nada surf!! they are totally of the hook man!! i keep listenin to their song on repeat!!highly highly recommended..nowadae i kinda listenin to more emo rock...guess i been feelin veri emo lately..gotta search for their cd man.. im lovin this two bands man!!maybe i put a song on my blog..seriously cant get enough of them..

tat abt it for todae..tomolo be watchin the euro 04 match at either sinchun or weixiong hse so maybe i blog there k..need to hit the sack now n i have at least 3 hrs to sleep..wish me luck then...chillzzz u 'll!! peace out!!

2004-06-11T01:36:00.000+08:00

Topic: i feel so strong...
Song tat keepin me sane:Christina Milian-Dip it low Remix
Mood:no idea...

Yes went to gym todae n was late for 45 mins..damn the bus..had a great workout todae.n i feel oh so strong..i got to make sure i make this a regular thing man..kinda like workin out in the gym...aniwae went to eat my fav laksa agian.. n went home... juz a normal dae then..not much happen so i guess it be a short entry then.. n i have nothin to speak my mind yet..but soon i guess but not now...btw tok to her todae..she came back from camp..i guess its been a while..she muz be exhausted..well enuff of tat..gonna sleep soon..chillz u'll..peace out!!

2004-06-10T02:39:00.000+08:00

Topic:i want to go to Hogwarts!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Keane-Somewhere onli we noe
Mood:lonely....

Yes i watched harry potter!! n it was great!!the best part is it was absolutely free..hmmm..free?? ok we sneaked in the damn cinema..n seriously i felt guilty,i had the money n i was willing to pay..but the thrill was to temptin n i noe it sound so juvenile but hey i turnin 18 soon so i guess it was one for the daes..aniwae it wasnt my first..lolz..aniwae back to the movie..seriously i dont get it when ppl say assume tat harry potter is a childish movie w/o even watchin..it has alot of hidden meanin in it..n i wont go into details or i go on forever...n how they grow up so fast..harry potter look so mature..n so is ron n hermoine.. emma watson is juz so gorgeuos for a gerl her age..she n her britsh accent just turn me on..hope she be in alot more movie..but for harry potter n the prisoner of azkaban i give it 5 popcorn.. although there alot of scenes which was missin,overall the important stuff were there...so it was awesome jus awesome..

b4 tat i kinda had my fav laksa!!its been a while since i ate there n it still as yummy as ever..now i feel like havin a bowl of it again..*droolin* then after movie kinda slack at 925..aniwae i was hangin wif graydon n co...n btw Graydon dyed his hair ash colour...n it look so nice..jealous man..aniwae plannin to highlight my hair red b4 skool start...n plannin to paint my fingernail black...been dyin to do it since i dont noe when..will see..but seriously graydon hair was phat..

my b'dae is like 5 days way n still no plan on how to spent it..n i had this idea tat we go campin at sentosa..but have to see the rest..seriously we need to do something abt it man...it is my 18 b'dae..18 man!!legal to buy cigarretes,liquor n go M18 movie n legal to club!!yeah the last one im lovin it..legal to club!!damn i cant wait..but too bad i cant spent it wif someone special..u noe like a significant other..haiz..nvm..i still have my FRENZ..well again will see how..

aniwae got to go now...tomolo hopin they do go to gym n not like tat tuesdae sunddenly last min somebody i shall not name was lazy to go..so hopin tomolo we will go...so i guess tat abt it then..chillzz...peace out u'll!!

2004-06-09T02:25:00.000+08:00

Topic: Pls somebody help me!! im so bored!!
Songs tat keepin me sane:Seether feat.Amy lee- Broken
Mood:Bored to death!!

As u all can see im veri veri bored..n i truly detest bein bored!
it has been a veri uneventful 3 daes...well supposed to go gym todae n guess wad wake up early juz to hear tat fairuz was lazy to go..so rot at home as per usual..damn this sux!!i cant stand this feelin!!well i guess i have to conjure up somethin wif the gang n make them go out!!whahaha!!

aniwae as u can see my current song is from the punisher ost!! n caught the movie on saturdae ..sneak preview..the movie will be open till 10 june..n let me tell u the movie was juz awesome!! i give it 5 popcorn!!wad a flick..john travolta was awesome so too was tom jane n rebecca romign stamos..highly i mean really highly recommended!! look the endin...u got to see to noe..aniwae i still haven watch harry potter(must watch),shrek 2 n also a another must watch eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!! i got to watch this flicks man!!the problem is tat no one want to accompany me..tat the problem of singlehood..when i want to watch movie onli i will call deedee n she will gladly go..my movie partner..but now she is gone so is my movie experience..as for me i dont like to watch movie alone...i cant handle loneliness..there i said it...i dont handle loneliness too well.i prefer to be ard ppl i noe..in anythin i do..ya i noe,u muz be thinkin im a big baby..n i need constant attention..well i guess im used to it..maybe i juz have to watch it alone i guess!!will see how..

aniwae i was kinda sad tat last week on two occasion i was rejected from cheeky monkey!i was so frustrated..not tat it is their fault or wad..it is juz tat im underaged..but i see these 16 yrs old caucasian chick jus strollin in..wad the hell..aniwae it was a ladies nite i tell u was damn hot tat nite.. i mean the ppl there..but i cant enter..tat realli dampen my spirit n my mood..so eish wanted to go thawu bar so he try n he got in so were the rest..but yurs truly again was rejected!even yogen who b'dae was on 31 dec could get it!! it juz wasnt my nite..but hen graydon n yongsheng came n they wanted to go club 3 so they persuade me to go..so i kinda juz follow..n guess wad i got in..tat will be my first time in a bloody techno club..at first i was scared as i be enterin a place filled wif chinese ah beng n i be the most outstandin one..when i enter the music kinda blast into my ears.. n u dould hear all the techno song..as we took our jug..we drank it up n proceed to the dance floor..n i tell u i was dancin to a techno song...damn it sux..there was these grp of chinese ger they were starin at me they muz be thinkin wad am i doin here..but it turn that the guys at thawubar were not havin fun...as there was nobody at all..n i dance till i sweat..which is gd..it turn out to be a blessin in disguise..aniwae i think i be headin to zouk or cheeky on wed next week so i cant wait..

so i guess tat abit it for todae huh..i still gotta upload pics n caption all of them..haiz..tat sux..well after tat sleep n maybe later in the afternoon i head to yishun to eat my fav laksa..it been a while since i have tasted it..n im sure as hell miss it..chillz...peace out!!

2004-06-08T03:42:00.000+08:00

Topic:A new look!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Ben Jelen-Come On
Mood:ecstatic!!

Hey i revamped my whole blog n it looks great!!im proud of my blog..n at last i noe somethin abt changin stuff abt my blog...well as u can see i kinda chose a dark theme..well i guess it kinda sum how im feelin n the mood im in..not tat im suicidal or wad...it is juz tat is a dark theme..n tat Death is onli a beginnin i kinda like tat phrase...well the darker the theme the better..well been spendin two nights doin these stuff so i happi im finishin...juz need to post all my pics onli n addin caption to it..sound so easy but it is damn tirin..i have at least 5 albums to go...shit man..haiz..guess i juz been playin abt an hr of cm n head off to sleep..meetin fairuz n sinchun for gym workout!!yea buildin my body...aniwae i try to update more often k..aniwae it is 6 more days till my b'dae!!18 here i come n cheeky monkeys u cant reject me no more!!hahaha!! ok guys..chillz..peace out!!

2004-06-05T15:09:00.000+08:00

Topic:wad comes after breakin up...
Song tat keepin me sane:Ben Jelen-Come on
Mood:Mixed Feelin!!more of fucked up!

Well i guess alot of stuff is in my mind...i noe again i haven been writin..well for most of my frenz noe wad had happen rite...so for this blog i will speak my mind n nothin less...wad i realli feel n wad i truly feel..this actually meant juz for me to read n reflect back when i need to read it...so if there are those who read this please please dont tok abt wat i wrote ok..

ok here it goes..my 2 years n 10 months relationship juz ended..wif this wonderful gerl i had ever met...n it ended becos of another guy...i nvr nvr in my life thought it will end like tat...another guy...so tat kinda feel fucked up..here i am missin her so much n trustin her so much when she go camp.. n she is over there developin a feelin abt this guy..i cant do anithin but trust her when she go camp n all tat ..cos i noe how much she is deprived n love this type of stuff but i can t really do anithin but trust...yes trust.. trust is a dangerous weapon.. i mean real danger. i noe she meant well by tryin her darnest best to avoid him but he is her grp leader so she cant..so they got this bond or so called 'chemistry' when they talked...damn it u juz met this guy.. i dont noe whether it is me or wad,but i find it damn strange tat they kinda have abt 30 or i dare say more similarities abt each other...a boy replica of deedee.. cant imagine wad that be..imagine goin out wif yourself but a female version..kinda wierd thought..well to each its own rite.but seriously when we met up after so many days apart(i was veri veri veri excited)i thought we will have a great day..well to my disappointment,it turn out to be my worst nightmare..n she even lie to me...tat kinda sux!!well we both kinda knew tat it be comin but nvr nvr this soon..in my heart i wish it nvr came ever...to tell u truth i can see my whole life devoted to her..but well not for her though...all due to this thing call'RELIGION',well it sux but wad can i do..im not the religious heck i more of the satan incarnation...well not to tat extend though..but i do have horns on my head..n her parents strongly objectin her marryin a muslim..i hate tat single-minded ppl who think tat this religion is bad..not tat sayin it is good or wad..well i kida guess they doin it for their daughter own good.n the funni thing this guy told deedee tat she see her as a long term thingy more of the marrying material...god damn it..imagine u juz met n u say tat to a gal..i wont be totally surprised if she start to ignore u..i was wif her n i nvr say tat..cos it be jinxin in a way...n u noe me i kinda like my life to go wif the flow...n not pourin my milk when i noe i gonna drink it 10 yrs later...it be sour then..well i kinda felt frustrated n fucked up when she lie to me sayin she had to go holland v to help wif her parentin but actually u were goin out wif tat guy...omg tat was kinda the final blow for me...lyin to me n after a break up goin out wif the guy... does she noe i like have feelin too..tat was the knock out punch for me..but tat i was puttin a brave front..lookin veri veri calm..i mean i was suprised too..wad u expext me to do man i was like in the middle of lido..there i was tryin to understand her feelin n acceptin the fact tat it was nvr even her fault..well bullshit..in my heart tat i was sayin how could u do this to me...dont our 34 months together mean anithin to u.. i nvr knew it will happen to me..all this while i thought i have the best life anyone could have,a galfren who loves me,a perfect family,the best circle of frenz n my life was gettin on track but it all came shatterin down on me..everydae i will wake up wif a smile on my face noein tat im the luckiest person alive..but noe i kinda hate to wake up..cos the onli time i be wif her is my dreams...shit man this sound so pathetic!!well i guess tat is how my life is...everydae i go out wif my frenz i put on tis false front..enjoyin myself but in truth i was not havin as much fun as i used too..but yes there is a but luckily i have the best grp of frenz a guy could ever have..u all are the greatest.

when i break the news to them,i nvr knew they will react that way...that had this shock n i mean real shock n disbelief in their faces..it was kinda funni..but all suddenly turn veri veri serious...as i told them i could see tat they didnt take the news lightly..all were quick to blame her..sayin how she could do this..izwan was in total speechless..yes izwan..nvr speechless n he did..he was kinda the most disappointed..eish was kinda in a fury..but all were quick to comfort me..im so grateful for tat..thanz a million guyz..yes it realli sux n me bein the oh so cool guy this realli me make sum kind of a wuss..all this becos of a fuckin four letter word L.O.V.E!! i jus feel so sad,frustrated n in utter disappointment...my life has reach rock bottom n need to do sumthin asap...

i will dedicate this to my former love of my life...
U were the the greatest thing tat ever happen to me..u came into my life n brought colour n life to me in more ways than one.. i nvr knew tat a gal of yur status even love a common man like me back then when i was a total nobody..life was like a trip to heaven when u were ard..even when we had our fights n the makin up after tat..i still love u the same way..u were there everytime i needed help..u were my best frenz,my confidant,my sister,my lover,my mother u were kinda like everythin to me..we had our own world when we can be as childish as ever..i love evry second of it..u noe i will succumb to u when u give me tat pitiful n cute face of yurs..remember the poem u wrote to me,i still keep it n i will still read it as it will be wif me till the veri day i die n hope it be wif me in my coffin..tat was my little motivator.i will read it n i will be motivated..n thank u for tat..tat was simply the single best thing anyone had given me..i will remember the night spendin countless hr tokin to u...n we will sing to each other..it was the best..aniwae i want to thank u for bein there when i need u.thank u for carin for me n takin good care of me..thankin u for waitin for me to reach home when i go home late..thankin u for all the TLC u given me..thank u for withstandin my nonsense..i want to thank u for the present u bought for me..i will cherish it..i want to thank u for spendin countless hrs wif me..i want to thank u for everythin u ever done to me knowinly or not...most importantly i want to thank u for lovin me..u will always be in my heart..well the next best thing for both us is bein the bestest frenz i guess..

PS.im juz sayin how i feel when i type so...pls no hard feelin..i hurt u in any way im veri veri sori...n this is not targetin anyone..this iz juz my blog... i be back for more update...

2004-05-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

Topic:Where was i??MIA
Songs tat keepin me sane:Stellastarr-My Coco
Mood:Borin...

MIA for so long n now i am back writin my own blog again..to tell u the truth i actually veri lazy to write..how long has it been 2 weeks? aniwae been busy this two weeks..seldom at home..chalet,bbq,clubbin,parties,hangin at town n workin..all tat in the space of 14 dae...quite amazin for me..n good thin was tat i was sick for most the last week n still went out.no sickness can stop me from enjoyin my life..typical me rather havin fun than recuperatin..kinda like that life..who dont rite...i noe a few who dont,shall not name names...u lookin at a gemini man wat u expect a borin guy pls tat is so not me but is quite hard to find ppl like me...

watch troy twice so far...wat a show!! i jus love the hector character..indeed a hero to me.. i think i be watchin alot of movie twice cos i be watchin one wif deedee n one wif my gang...but who cares..certainly i dont..when out wif the gang ydae all 13 of us but not all actually..left a few...but had great fun basically watchin movie n hangin at starbucks..n i suggested joinin the big walk n as usual my idea was fallen on deaf ears... all my ideas are usuallly involve fun but this ppl will complain..haiz..most the time i have to plan for an outin or else no one will do it n it will alway be me but my ideas are usually deem as rubbish..cyclin trip to ubin..rubbish..chalet at sentosa rubbish...sunset bay..rubbish...big walk..rubbish..sometime i will like to give up..but i noe i cant..the worst thing is i have to pitch abt the outin n i hate pitchin but i noe that is wad i be doin alot in the future..but not now..it kinda sad though..but i do admit i have the best circle of frenz any guy could have..but they can be better but they are indeed unique!!

been lookin for a temp job those tat last 10 dae those type but cant find one though..need to have xtra cash cos i be goin for the linkin park concert,my gang kinda say tat we be buyin the most expensive tix there is tat is the $150 one..cant wait for tat concert.. been lookin ard for a perfect von dutch cap to no avail..well guess i have to look harder..need to buy clothes lotsa of tees.. thinkin of movin my style to a more punk look..not those hard core but more mellow kinda look.. feel like embarkin into a 70s punk rock look..we see how..strange cos my current music taste sound more old skool punk rock..i listenin more to stellastarr,strokes,franz ferdinard,rooney n mixed wif story of the year,yellowcard n those type of band.. well im a music lover wad do u expect...

guess wad i watch OC till Epidose let me see it is 18!! thanks to downloads i have dl the whole season on OC n i cant wait for season 2!!it is the most excitin show ever!!it is my favourite of all time!!wifout a doubt!! i juz love OC!!the gerls are jus so gorgueos!! but i kinda in love wif anne n marissa!!haha!!OC rulz!!

my darlin is back from her canp at genting so i be tokin to her...miss her so much...hope to go out wif her soon!!she is a veri veri busy woman i tell u... im the bf but still have to make schedule wif her..haiz..busy gerl...but nvm still love the same if not even more..like they say..the more time u spent apart the more u will learn to love her more..sumthin like tat...guess tat abt it for todae..wrote alot todae hopin to make up for lost time...so cya soon..try to promise to update as regularly as possible....so chillz..till we meet again...peace out!!

2004-05-05T03:15:00.000+08:00

Topic:ALL abt me,myself n i !!
Song tat keepin me sane:Twista-Overnight Celebrity
Mood:Bored!!

Spell your first name backwards - lawahs

Where do you live - woodlands=borin.........

Describe Your:
Wallet - stussy leather got it for my b'dae from my darlin..need to change though

Comb - i hate to use one...love my hair to be messy..

Toothbrush - blue

Pillow cover - blue

Blanket - blue

Coffee cup - pasty white..borin...

Sunglasses - none but aimin this aviater glasses though.but i have this wacky white transparent glass!!yeah!

CD in stereo right now - outkast.. i eyein this twista cd..great rapper..

Makeup - wtf!! enough said...

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
In my head -my darlin..n me visualisin holdin an ipod... : (

you Wishing - IPOD!! actually more materialistic stuff...

Person you wish you could see right now - my
darlin!!!

Is next to you - my bed,maybe a wanderin spirit??

The last thing you ate - sweet sour fish my fav!!

Something that you are deathly afraid of - losin my love one... i cant bear to lose them..it be losin a huge part of me..

Do you like candles - it is for kinky n sexy stuff..of u noe wat i mean!! ;)

Do you believe in forgiveness - yeah!! forgive n forget rite...

Do you believe in love - well.. i do..

Who is your worst enemy - myself...: /

If you could have any animal for a pet - definitely a white tiger..since i was a very young boy i wanted one..

What is the latest you've ever stayed up - i went 3 dae w/o sleep...take that..more power to red bull n caffeine!!

Can you eat with chopsticks - of course yes...

What are some of your favorite food - well..i love food! i live to eat! n im willing to go the other side of singapore to find the best food!!

What's something that you wish people
would understand - more like i wish ppl sumthin can understand me better..

Wat's something you wish you could
understand better - hmmmmmmm.. y all dogs got to heaven? does it apply to all animal?? hmmmm....

Anyone you miss that you haven't seen - my darlin..it is been a while since i seen her
my mother thinks i am - a filial son?? how i wish...

my grandma thinks i am - a wayward grandson??

my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks i am - deeply in love her...which i do...

your three best qualities - playin soccer,creativity?? n havin lotsa lotsa of FUN!!

three worst qualities - procrastination,short tempered(which i learnin to control) n laziness...

makes u happy - i get wat i want...

upsets you - if i dont get wat i want...if i really want tat n i nvr get i be realli upset..

you keep a diary - nah...but i got an online blog....

you like to cook - i love to cook spaggetti...onli tat n the neccasary stuff like egg n maggi...

you have a secret you have not shared with
lots - have a few...hmmmmmm....

you bite your fingernails - no

you want more piercings - ya. a few area which i desire..

you want more tattoos - dont have one..but will like to have one if not for some religion thingy n would have got it by now..

you drink - diet coke wil do... n give a bourbon anythin man...

you like cleaning - no...hate it..it is a damn chord!!

you like roller coasters - i love it!!the more xtreme the better

ever cried over a boy/girl - hmmmmmmm.maybe cant seem to remember...

2004-04-28T12:50:00.000+08:00

Topic:4 days since i updated......
Song that keepin me sane:True-black eyed peas
Mood:bored

sori i haven been updatin tis blog daily cos kinda lazy...hehe..keep sayin to myself to update but as usual i procrastinate....habit i think..i writin now rite so all is forgiven...haiz..past few day did nothin much but juz lazed ard but on monday i n the gang had alot of fun!!raymond,ali.graydon,sinchun,rayhan,eish,fairuz n me,we all met up to watch Dawn of the dead at orchard cathay...ahha...kinda surprise tat fairuz follow us cos it is hard to pursue him to watch at the cinema cos he will usually download them in his com n i tell him download worst that then a pirate sellin vcd man...the number of movie he dl is alot i mean alot so seein him there was a surprise...we met kinda late abt 7 yes another surprise is tat we met quite late at orchard which is seldom...yea but had loads n loads of fun tat nite...dawn of the dead was a great movie in a way..kinda funni,kinda shockin,kinda gruesome but it was good show...after tat we went to BK to eat our dinner..then we all decided to walk to raffles place mrt..yap from somerset to raffles city mrt...anyway it wasnt that far aniwae...there alot of shortcut if u noe where...yea we were havin loads of laugh while walkin n cos since were watchin tat zombie show we were walkin ard makin zombie sound n chasin ppl ridin bicycle n passer-by..haha we laugh at their surprise reaction...we walk through fort cannnin park maybe we can scare some asshole on the way...haha onli to find tons of ppl makin out...haha...we still keep makin zombie sound..then we pull a prank or a joke on tis taxi driver...eish ask "uncle my friends ask can go thailand??" the taxi driver say"ask yur friend to go fly kite!!" hahaha....we were laughin behind....then we met up wif yogen at outside fullerton at the three man statue n the bull...we terrorize tat place takin photos n abusin those statue...till the security guards were lookin at us one kind...it was kinda funni..then we went home...it was abt late 11..haha had tons of fun goin out wif the gang...we planned so many stuff comin up in the month to come...yeah cant wait..it was a great monday n nvr felt the blues the whole dae!!

after tat dae i was stuck home till now....kinda bored cos cant wait for next cos ton of chalet to go n clubbin to go to man!!yeah!!hope tis weelk will pass veri fast...aniwae exam periods for the poly students except for TP cos they finish theirs...cant wait for all the exam to finish....well i have no work for the rest of the week so gonna lazed ard.... i aniwae i havin an OC marathon soon after i finish dl ep. 4,5,6,7,8....cant wait..n i still have the passion of christ dvd to watch...cant wait...aniwae goin to have lunch now...hope be back soon to blog again though....cya...chillz! peace out!!

PS.deedee pls pls study for yur exam!!be a good gerl!!!sacrifice for two weeks n u enjoy two months of pure enjoyment...

2004-04-24T03:09:00.000+08:00

Topic:wad a FUCKIN dae!!
song that keepin me sane:until the day i die-Story of the year
Mood:FUCKED UP!!!

guess wad 3am i still awake,eatin my mom rendang wif bread n writin this shit!!this will be a blog filled wif pent up anger n frustration!!esp.anger...fuck it!!fuck the ppl who are not happi wif me!!u are lucky im outnumber or i take u head on!!i dont give a fuck u got chain wif u,i still will kick yur fuckin ass!!i dont give a fuck if i i end up in jail or worst...man oh man!! i was indeed outnumbered!! got no back up cos my frenz were under blk playin wif thier guitar..but that i dont care!!it started we a game of street soccer n this guys were playin rough n started blamin us esp.me that we were the one playin rough!! even a blind person could see who was the one playin fuckin dirty!!bein me n yes bein me isnt that great cos i nvr let this stuff slip under the bed!! esp when my frenz is bein manhandled!!i will voice out n give a stern warnin but no this pariah say i was the damn one..fuck him,fuck his childish clan,go fuck yur own mom kumar!!! me bein a hot headed fucker didnt help things...i play my game wif a bit aggresion but not as aggresive as wad they did to us..seein my frenz who none of them will fight or have my back onli izaan n matin n yes matin they had my back...how fuckin much i wanted to punch that fuckin pariah!!but i needed to control my fuckin nerve or else it will be brawl for all!!i had to think of the others..i had a one on one tok wif him n let say he peng thE damn story worst that beckham tryin to cover his scandal(not say he did it or wat)...bloody guy even threathen me a bloody chain,even he got a damn parang i wont move man!!it was me against at least 5 or 6 man...wad can i do...i cant take them all it be suicide!!aniwae was i tokin to him n he was tellin me off like i though i was hittin on his damn fuckin mother or sumthin!!fuck off man!! i tell the guy who gave a weak flyin kick watch out cos i gonna find u n make sure u regret u have nvr kick me n kick u ass even longer cos u were the fuckin one who stole ali hp n i wont forget that u fucker!!u destroy my day n esp my street soccer session!!it been happenin for a good few months...it look at me as though i fuck yur gerlfren,fuck u!!let tell tell u this it wont be the last!!u come wif chain,i come empty handed n take yur ass aniwae!!i dont give a crap if u from 732 or wadever gang..i still goin kick yur ass!!n bloody karthick that fucker is onli brave when his so called bro is ard or else he shrink like his ball!!to all the mat at the damn street soccer,u step my head ,look where i be steppin..aniwae raymond call the police sayin that someone threathen someone wif a chain!!hope that fucker get caught n get his ass fuck!!u still in bloody ns so watch out!! i think i had enough wif this nonsense!!!u can brin me down but u can nvr keep me there!!fuck all of u fucker!!fuck kumar,fuck karthick,fuck kobis,fuck all of u!! i be back!!!fuck this big cut on my leg!!fuck this dae!!

PS.sori dear u have read all this aniwae im fine...

2004-04-23T00:56:00.000+08:00

Topic:Had fun todae wif my darlin!!
Song that keepin me sane:Usher-Yeah!
Mood:happi

wad a dae wif my darlin!!hehe!!went out todae wif my darlin to go watch movie n walk ard town todae..we watch 50 first dates,i tell u was damn funni esp rob shneider!! he was the highlight of the show!!laugh like an idiot in the movie...still makes me laugh jus thinkin abt it...aniwae wassup wif adam sandler n drew man..the show is like weddin singer wif this two... adam sandler like he sang in weddin singer the i wanna grow old wif u thingy..he did that again...haiz..but overall nice show...after that went to eat at shaw cos we watch at lido...bought my food at stamford as usual...was in a dillemma as where to eat...then walk ard pacific plaza n man saw alot suff i need to buy....too bad i broke rite now or else i would have gone to a shoppin spree...haha..my dear bought a pair of slipper from roxy...she n her fetishes of slippers..muz get all the different types of brand of it...then walk ard far east level one..hate that place..should rename like for woman level or sumthin..cos it freakin for gerls onli man...even if there is stuff for guy is like for ah bengs!!wassup wif that!!but lucky that the rest of the floor make up for it so level one u escape my wrath...aniwae ask my dear to try on some tube n god damn it she look so hot in it!!dear pls wear more tube tops ok..haha..then went to wisma to check out the newly renovated flash n splash,it kinda cool,no more the beachy pacquet floorin type, now is more futuristic n simply..looks better though..then head down to topshop cos she wanna look ard...then headed down to my part topman...eyeyin this retro shades..thinkin of buyin though..should i?? kinda sick of topman stuff n should buy more FCUK stuff..aniwae headed back home cos do not want to miss my OC man!!took alot pics wif my dear but too bad cant post here cos i kinda dont how to do it!!someone pls help!!had fun wif my dear todae..at last get to spent some time wif her...n i still miss her alot!!

aniwae i have to work in the mornin...shit man!!aniwae got to sleep...cya soon guys!!chillz!!peace out!!

PS.why didnt fanatsia went out todae!!bring back JPL pls!! n pls show a OC marathon,i cant handle the suspense....

2004-04-22T02:19:00.000+08:00

Topic:No idea!!
Song that keepin me sane:My Band-D12
Mood:Bored to death

Seriously i so bored todae!!!spent the whole dae at home..but in the way it is quite good cos i get to sleep..aniwae play my ps2 n my cm...basically nothin happen much todae so not much to say...lost $10 cos man u nvr score one more goal!! y didnt they score!!aniwae go to sleep now!!chillz!!peace out!!

PS.A shoutout to izwan cos it is his b'dae todae!!hope u get yur cutbert!!in like yur dream!!

2004-04-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

Topic:Been a while...
Song that keepin me sane:Sweetest Goodbye-Maroon 5
Mood:Lazy

Wassup...been two daes since i wrote...Alot of things happen while i was away...it been a wild weekend...needless to say we have a lotsa of fun..

Saturdae 17 April 2004:
We went out to celebrate both mandy n izwan b'dae..started off watchin starsky&hutch..damn funni...juz love the line by starsky "Do It,Do It...Just Do It!!" nvr fail to crack me up...then we went to eat at Suntec's Marche..gave Izwan a treat cos his b'dae we order lots of food but in the end couldnt finish!!haha!!typical singaporean..aniwae had lots of fun eatin at Marche..then we all took a cab to Mohd Sultan to round up our day!We were undecided as wish one to go cos jueru n graydon kinda like techno... n the rest were more into RnB,in the end cheeky monkey was our answer! it was a blessin in disguise!!We had tons n tons of fun!!We were kinda worry at first that izwan n yogen couldnt enter..but it turn out ok...aniwaes we spent the rest of the night dancin away!!didnt care less how n who we dance wif!!that nite cheeky was damn happenin!!Omg i was perspirin buckets loads of sweat man!!nvr have i sweat that much b4 even when i playin soccer under the sun!!Saw lotsa of familiar ppl over there..I had drink but it was nvr enough..we took a break n the eish bought a liquor which i tatolly despised aniwae had to drink it..it was horrible..give me jack danial anytime man!!it beat the hell out of that cheap liquor...haha..aniwae lotsa guys were eyin on mandy n it was so funni!!ppl cant help but had to dance wif ang moh gals man..but too bad mandy had a bodyguard wif her...u noe who...i wont say names...aniwae mandy bf didnt follow...too bad for him n great for some of us...if u noe wat i mean...juz put it some of us had alot of fun wif mandy that didnt notice thier own frenz...; ) the last hr the club play some reggae songs n most of us gave up dancin...n i was there tryin to reggae along wif the song..haha..nice sing..Red red wineeeeee....haha bring back memories...in the end we were all dead beat i mean literally dead beat!!we all struggle to go on the night rider..some more some of us had to work in the day!!that includes yurs truly...we all sat in the bus n chat away...haha..funni man..it was way i mean way better then hendrix man...there be more trips to there..that i can promise so fairuz n imran all watch out i will drag u all wif us...muahahahaha!!(evil laugh)went home n slept the day n woke up at 1.30 n went to work!!haiz!!bloody fullerton!!too exhausted n drainin to work haiz but wad to do...for the sake of Ipod!!

Monday 19 April 2004
Follow Ali go SGH but stop by at TTSH if not for that singh who open a letter for the doc n not meant for us to read...haiz...When to TTSH juz to say that we actually had to go SGH!!went to starbucks to buy some rhumba frappe make our way to another hospital...hate hospital but i love SGH sandwich!!aniwae wassup wif the bloody sun!!it was like the sun was a a few km from us...aniwae it juz a illustration that it was veri veri hot!!sweat like pig again!!been sweatin alot this past few days!!Reach SGH n ali went to go n see wad is wrong wif his kidney...they say he had too much protein...aniwae i though protein were supposed to be good for u!n too much is bad wassup wif that!! now i believe in the sayin 'too much of a good thing is a bad thing'aniwae he had to take to bring this bottle home to take urine sample..haha..how embarressin bringin a bottle ard that is meant for yur piss!!disturb him all the way!!n yogen lecture me abt me not drinkin too much water n that i will get diabeties..excuse me but im drinkin coke light this past few months man!!No sugar!!aniwae touch wood!!met izwan n imran at dover mrt n went yishun KFC to eat!!had fun eatin n laughin at the KFC crew haha..u noe wad i mean imran...then went home!!

Tuesday 20 April 2004
went to work as usual the day was kinda humid n was sappin our energy away...slowly i was kinda sleepy half way workin feel like sleepin in one of the room!!how i wish....then went home had a good nap n woke up to resume my night duties n one of them is updatin this blog!!aniwae my match is kinda goin to start so i go n find food to eat cos im kinda hungry..so cya all soon i hope...Chillz!!peace out!!

PS.dear i miss u when can i get to see u again!! i miss my little hippo!!

2004-04-17T02:07:00.000+08:00

Topic:Cant wait for tomolo.....
Song that keepin me sane:Hobastank-The Reason(still is my fav!!)
Mood:Extremely tired......

I SO TIRED!!!argh!!!!! i realli need sleep...im deprived from my regular sleep..help me pls!! work till 3 then went home go out again play soccer till 10!! omg!!so tired...need to recharge my batteries for tomolo man...celebratin mandy's b'dae!!
The plan:
watch movie:Starsky n Hutch
eat dinner:Marche
go clubbin:Mohamad Sultan

can i survive the dae...??but before that i hope can go out wif dear..she cant follow me go celebrate...haiz..she cant go clubbin,she can onli go wif her mother...haha..yes she go clubbin onli wif her mom!!muz be a mother daugther bondin session!!haha!!aniwae lookin forward to tomolo hope the rest of the guys go man...they better go...or it will be me n eish n alston....haiz...hope it be a success....

ok then...shall go negogiate wif the sandman abt my lack of sleepin time.....where is that bugger!!update here again n tell u all wad happen k!!wont miss a detail....cya soon!!chillz!!peace out!!!

PS.wat in the fuckin world is wrong wif the USA for not keepin JPL!!i demand a recount!!long live JPL!!

2004-04-16T00:42:00.000+08:00

Topic:Been away i m so sori....
Song that been keepin me sane:hoobastank-The reason!!
Mood:veri tired...

im back after two dae of absent..sori abt that...been realli tired n busy..so wassup peeps! actually alot happen the pass few days that i was away...i save this gerl from a pervert n it realli happen..scared the damn pervert away!! i feel quite happi abt it..it realli made my day...aniwae i found the stuff i been lookin for ages todae...a leather wrist strap wif buckle..hooray for that!!it looks great on me.... :x

aniwae i had a bad dae at work..had this super duper painful headache!!arghhhh!it nearly spoil my whole dae....but it was aight...almost late for work though todae..haiz!!

watch my OC todae!!it is the best show since smallville n buffy!! i love that show!! i jus love MISHA BURTON!!!she is so gorgeous!!damn hot!!and american idol was ok...gettin borin though but i goin for JPL man!!i jus like that personilty of a pen seller!!haha!! n he can sing..quentin TARANTINO IS THE BEST director for his genre ever!!Kill bill was great!!

aniwae tomolo is goin to be a long dae ,work at 7 n soccer in the evenin!!goin to be very tired!!maybe stop by at esplanade library to check out some books...aniwae i realli miss my dear....didnt not tok to her the whole dae! aniwae see u guys tomolo again..chillz!! peace out!!

2004-04-13T01:06:00.000+08:00

bbback again!! watch hellboy todae!! nice show better than hulk!!wasnt that over the top kinda superheroes movie like X men or spiderman!!it was ok!!give the show three n the half popcorn!!haha!! i love the the gal power in the movie!! pyrokenesis ithink it is called.. get to have the power to control fire!!imagine wad i can do wif it!!cool man!!love the effect when she had fire in her hands!!H.O.T just hot man!!

Watch US top model thingy... juz love elysne!!she is damn gorgeous!!although i already noe who win but definitely wanted her to win...aniwae b4 that got this lame show call eye for a guy!!wtf!! wassup wif this guy mark zee he isnt that cool or handsome..none the guys got look..all so egoistic!!comin from a guy...haha..aint all men rite...juz gettin too bored wif this mark zee guy...so fake...aniwae who am i to say rite...screw u who are against me!!

aniwae haf to work tomolo mornin n im still up...wassup wif that...so goin to sleep!!but have to call my dear first...say our stuff...haiz!!fullerton here i come...but first gotta meet up wif mr sandman n have a chat...chillz!! peace out!!

2004-04-12T01:58:00.000+08:00

yawnzzz!!wassup guyz! stayin awake to catch the real match...need to support beckham after wad his been through..poor guy..why does the world have to pick on this poor guy...actually he is not poor at all if u considered 50 million dollar poor...enough of him n more on me...hehezz.this is where it start to get excitin...actually im misleadin u all...but hey im bored..my galfrenz is studyin for her test so cant speak to her..aniwae i doubt she concentratin though..hehe..sori dear..i noe u are concentratin.*wink* aniwae had quite an uneventful day actually..wake up,log on,play ps2 then when out meet deedee had dinner,bought food for family,went home,log on,watch soccer.log on again n here i am writin my blog...how eventful is that!!that is basically my story for the past year or so..as most of u noe i took a year break of all stuff n skool cos i didnt get into the course i wanted instead got a lame course...aniwae i chose the way..n im glad i did..lookin forward to go to NAFA for my visual comm diploma..haiz..

how has my life been so far...well i dont noe exactly...i got a gerlfren who love me,a great family except for my damn annoyin bro but that is what they are born to do piss off the bro,got e course i like but not the skool i like..heck i was writin a script for my short film in this script-writin software which i dl from kazaa..oops can i write that..fuck it..kazaa rulz!!but support the originals k..how hypocrite can i get..heck care!aniwae back to the my script,wrote my script in that software n when i wanted to save my bloody work it say it is a damn demo edition!!was cussin at the com!!fuck it man..i decided to write in down..but i cant seem to get a video cam suitable for shootin a short...aniwae i will keep my script for future use..who noes it might come in handy..shit wat am i blaberin abt man!i was tokin abt my life n ended up wid my damn script..that is me..when tokin abt A i will suddenly tok abt Z...shit man..aniwae i want to give a shout out to my frenz who drop by to see all this!! thanz guyz!! thanz for puttin a side yur hectic schedule to read my blog..yea!! riyuz n imran were fascinated by the chatterbox thingy n decided to put it on their respective webbie...

Shit my mind is in sudden state of blankness..(pauses for a few mins)

to tell u the truth my mine is loaded wif images of me holdin a damn Ipod!!cant seem to get that image out!!y am i fallin deeply in love wif tis nifty gadget..shit tis world of modern technology where they tempt ppl wif their endless of wonderful design!why u why u!!y have i been suck in this black hole of clever advertisin n great design..am i a sucker for this stuff??!!u be the judje of that!!

Found out the problem wif me not hearin music from ppl blogs...it is becos of this mozilla firefox thingy..when i use the normal internet explorer,i can hear it..so it is down to tat mozilla!! u evil monster!! fairuz help me... as per usual but no worry i will like u study in peace...hehe -evil laughz-

saw a bunch of ppl who i knew who had blogs n read it...it is actually quite fun readin other ppl blogs...get to learn stuff abt them by jus readin their blog!!i not askin my for my blog to have exposure....i jus feel it is good to write down how u feel n think..release some stress...wad stress..aniwae stress is juz a lame excuse...

Maybe i write till the match start...hmmmmmmmm....that sounds good but nah...i might overfry my brain to think in the wee hours!!aniwae i not workin tomolo so it is a good thing??yea it is..can sleep the day away..lucky me...got to enjoy the time i have left b4 skool starts!! i feel veri enthu but deep down i feel like i will be makin a big mistake!!wad mistake since i got a course i want..feel like i sold my soul to the devil,NAFA actually...will see then how it goes...time tickin away... another three more months to skool...tick tock tick tock!!

My match startin soon so better prepared the neccasary stuff!!c'mon beckham...c'mon real!!! aniwae cya guys again!!chillz!! peace out!!

2004-04-11T03:33:00.000+08:00

Fuck shit my com man!!! my com cant hear the music from ppl blog spots n mine..wassup wif that man!! arghhhhhhhhhh!!shouldnt have a bought a 3k com when i can get better at cheaper price!!tokin abt price saw my damn IPOD at wheelock!!shit man gotta have that stuff!!in a months time hopefully i could get my hand on a IPOD man!!cant wait!!

yes i went orchard like i said...in the end rahim didnt buy any bag cos all the bag didnt have any 'WOW' factor to him onli..saw lots of bag that suit him but he keep insistin there were no wow factor in it...haiz..saw the adidas sling bag at the original shop...damn gotta have that..aniwae i said previously gonna buy shirt but in the end didnt..haiz got caught tryin to figure wat to bag he like..seriously could never figure him out..

town wasnt that happenin todae..didnt noe y...saw this ah beng who try to be a hip hopper but try too hard but was damn good at beat boxin...omg he was damn good..didnt that the human body could have all this sounds..thought he was a robot there was a deejay spinnin behind...but haf to give a hand to him though...shout out to him...but he had group of posse in the behind like a freeloader who is sharin success...

actually planned to eat at swensen todae but queue was long n they didnt want to wait so when to sakura to eat...it was ok...still think should have want to swensen...cos got their ice cream..!!aniwae had fun though..disturbin the mats!!keep disturbin them abt thieir tapered pants..haha!!mats!!aniwae izzit mads or mats??!!haiz fuck it...this izwan huh veri funni had a weird dream that he,me,alvin n raymond were in the train that was bomb by terrorist n cos of that there were paraniod...whole day lookin at signs of bomb attack n all that crap...a simple dish called Shrimp Bomb n they were all paranoid..keep sayin that it was a sign!! i was thinkin wat the hell..we aint livin in the shakespearen world k where u look the simple,normal stuff n claim it is a bad omen...we are not in that world... now three of them are paranoid when takin the train towards woodlands..wassup wif that..haiz...aniwae we cant like our life bein paranoid or cautious of everythin around u..might as well end yur life n save all the trouble...like i say enjoy yur life to the fullest nvr wate precious time.. u nvr wat will happen...i wont mind dyin of terrorist attack if i have spent every single minute to the fullest but i hope it wont la...enough said i damn tired..aniwae man u won!! yeah!! is time to catch wif the sandman!! cya ard again folks!! chillz!! peace out!!

2004-04-10T14:50:00.000+08:00

wassup folks! todae is saturdae a day which usually assoiciate me goin to town n indeed later i goin there..it realli been a while since i been town realli miss that place alot..miss the HMV n flash n splash n quiksilver..haiz..gotta shop for some Tees..i realli hope i could have one of those obey n supreme tees man!hard up for one...aniwae main motive is followin that guy 'wif alot hair on his head that it look like it he hasnt been in civilisation a long time but look kinda cool wif that tom welling look guy' RAHIM to buy a bag for him...haha.. aniwae he realli need a new style.. but his ok..izwan n ali be followin us..a small group indeed..we use to go town in groups of 10 or more..haiz..nvr get to shop when that happen..

btw my gerlfrend deedee is havin to do CS not mistaken for that lame game counterstrike but for community service..skip her lecture to do that..haiz.she forever skippin lecture...bad gerl..but maybe be seein her at town though wif her bunch of les!

aniwae yesterdae wasnt a Good Fridae to me..haiz..forget alot of stuff..it was damn tirin at work!!bloody shortage of staff! n poor me n celine got to do alot of stuff...truly as shit day yesterdae... met my gangs for soccer in the evenin but b4 that had to be alone waitin for that for nearly 2 hrs actually wanted to catch that gay movie enter the pheonix but nah... so decide to buy First mag n go BK to have my dinner alone while readin the mag...was bored but had no choice..damn should have gone first!! B4 that in the train i was sleepin soundly then suddenly out of nowhere this balloon was all over my face!! woke up n got a shock..that basically destroyed my sleep..nvm though...it was a realli wasnt a good fridae to me man!!Aniwae gotta get ready to go...aniwae shoutout to khairul whose b'dae is todae..sori i cant follow u to Jams though...haiz not yet legal..two months more k...cya guys later k...be back to update on me..chillz!! peace out!!

2004-04-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

yes i back...i have revamp my whole blog n i like it veri much...hooray for that.. i noe it is been more then a week since i wrote sumthin up..aniwae i will write a proper blog later in the day... i said that the past blog n when did i write...haha..procrastinatin is my nature...dont kill me for that...aniwae i think i be spendin more time on this blog since it look much much much better then the last!!
aniwae today is good fridae but i gotta work todae so sad...haiz... shit man... well be back later in the evenin to update more abt me the past few days k... gonna have some rest b4 i have to wake a few hrs later on a bloody public holidae...damn!! chillz!! peace ouT!!!

2004-03-30T01:13:00.000+08:00

Too damn tired to write!!still figurin how to make change this thing!!haiz!!i will write later in the evenin...chillZZ!!peace out..

2004-03-29T01:43:00.000+08:00

Im back wif this shit..Learnin on how the hell to customizin this blog cos it is totally plain like f... It is damn confusin... why cant i juz pay someone to this for me..maybe cos there is nobody who are willing to help.. onli fairuz n imran i can count on that if they have time...but guess they dont cos they finals paper are comin..well guess i have to this alone n bet if wlill take me a veri long time to figure out this shit..pls somebody help me!!! I NEED HELP!! The more i see the blog the more i feel like punchin it cos it is so damn plain...haiz!!need to do sumthin desparately..
Aniwae juz watch my beloved man u played against the arse-anal team!! Sadly they losed!!(blamed the damn referee!!)guess manu goin this season empty handed..but the match was realli veri entertain.keep screamin at the telly..like an idiot..cant blame a passionate fan from supportin his bloody team!!Man u for life!!but honestly still down from lousy my own soccer match yesterdae..my morale was low cos we squander a 2 goal advantage wish we eventually lose 8-4... haiz!! but i been scorin in 5 consecuitve matches...but winnin was more important for me..if was realli a frustratin match i had a arguement wif own player which i dont like to do that..juz realli angry wif myself for not pushin myself to win..Guess we were realli tired cos the sun was drainin us n we played soccer the day b4..
i am damn sleepy now...continue it again another dae aight... me goin sleep liao..chillz!! peace out....

2004-03-28T12:36:00.000+08:00

Wat am i doin this!!izzit cos i wanna see wat the big hype abt bloggin!izit cos i too poor to afford a damn journal or wad..or izzit cos i got time to kill b4 startin skool..or hell izzit cos im want ppl to see n read abt wad my life is all abt which i doubt ppl will read..maybe it is all the fuckin reasons!!so this is my first time doin this, basically a virgin who will eventually lose his virgininty rather sooner then later...aniwae wad are we supposed to do write wad we thinkin or wad we have been doin cos heck i aint got none rite now...aniwae why blog n not clog or sumthin cos i juz dont get it..izzit cos u are 'block' or sumthin n u need sumthin to write on all yur 'block' thinkin...aniwaes mind my rubbish burst of verbal crap... dont blame me cos a im a virgin!! btw heard that this so called bloggin is heavily populated by the bitches rather than bastards..again goin back to my questions!!Wat the hell am i doin this...!!be back for more later !! peace out...