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In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

My Tormented Soul
They call me Seth Benecio Torres or Seth or an evil side of me Lestat I have lived for 20 years My Favourite Thing Is music, films, hangin out,clubbin n anticipatin death What i want most is a life not worth livin I want to be remembered by my evilness n sadist approached to life I love my myself to death the most

My Death Soldiers
Punky Princess Erinna
Solemn LingZ
Eesyam Kenobi
demented Iman
Rockin' Waheedah
Nu Skoot Huda
Ardi Reyes
Babylicious Siyun
The Vain Hyqel
The Burlesquing Huda
The Thinker Adam
Necronic Rayhan
Seri Gila
Crazy Edmund
Shoko aka Wei Yan

Visitin Hellhole
My Sin Writer
Team World Destroyer
Juvenile Delinquent HQ.
Psycho imran's webbie
Images of Me
Soccernet
Manchester United
friendster
Fantasy League
Great Tees Design
Obey
Misprinted Type
NightLife.Sg
Zouk

Wad Am i liked?
Insomniac
Literary
Sociable
Versatile
Easily lose interest
Ever Changin Interest
Constantly Partyin my life away
Always feelin downright emo when alone

Belonging i die for...
New Slippers
Original Ed Hardy Cap
Macbook
a white converse hi cut sneakers
a New Motorola phone
NewUrbanMale Spree
a shoppin spree at Gap

Past Confession of my dyin soul...
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007

Say B4 u nvr get the chance again....!!

instrument of lucifer...music:
Lostprophets - Cant Catch Tomorrow
Incubus - Anna Molly
Flyleaf- Cassie
Imogen Heap-Speeding Cars
Ryan Star - We Might Fall
The Feeling-Never Be Lonely
30 Seconds To Mars-The Kill

Band tat is off the hook now..!!
Story of the Year
Whence He Came
Death Cab For Cutie
Funeral For A Friend
The Juliana Theory
Thursday
Linkin Park
Taking Back Sunday

Movies of the moment!!
Bobby
Happy Feet
Casino Royale
The Black Bahlia
Saw 3

Wanderin lost souls snoopin ard!! hits.

Monday, October 25, 2004
Topic:Revenge of the Mighty Red Devils!!
Song tat keepin me sane:Joss Stone-You Had Me
Mood:Ecstatic yet stress!!

Ok ok im gonna brag abt MANCHESTER UNITED great victory over the Arsenal..for those who still in twilight zone,the GREAT RED DEVILS won Arsenal 2-0!! thanks to Van Nistelrooy n Rooney the Birthdae Boi!!Yes they ended Arsenal unbeaten run..n hope they kickstart the form after this great n historic win over their great rival..had alot of fun watchin the match over at my place cos the gang came over n watched it..yap Raymond,Ali,Izwan,Yogen,Alvin,Khairul,Daryl n a cameo appearance by Cai Ding Sheng were all here to witness the great victory!! it was great fun havin them here watchin the match.they came ard 9 n stayed till the wee hours of abt 4..played Winning 11 after match n it was so chaotic n all..we were makin alot of noises in the wee hours of the mornin but my parents didnt hear any noises..haha..muz be they are sound asleep..we were all havin a party..yes yes basically a party makin a mess of my home..wish they could have stay longer n maybe play the whole dae but i have skool later n they dont..lucky them..

On a sour note,speakin of skool i have lecture later at 1030 n im so lazy to attend it but i have too n i have a figure drawin homework to do which i thought i can do it while they were playin the game but i was caught in the moment of funness(it tat was a a word for it)..so doin later after this i guess...i have Visual Element work to do which i actually have to hand in todae but a few of us decided to hand in tomolo..n the worst of it all a powerpoint presentation which i have to present on tuesdae n i haven even touch it!! tat is the worst!!im so dead n im gonna spent another sleepless night i guess!!haiz shit man!! i cant skip any more lesson cos i kinda clear my leave for almost all my lesson since i can afford to miss one time onli..damn it should have use it wisely..n my class isnt a rosy environment wif backstabbers n political class bullshit goin on now..i swear i nvr had a class like this b4 so un-united..well cant do much wif the type of ppl ard..cant say much too..but the guys in the class are ok wif each other..haiz..

On a happier note i received the invite to celebrate Juice B'dae at Zouk on Fridae..so lookin forward to it!!Cant wait!!Zouk baby!!free flow of Jim Bean!! but sadly it is in th e freakin Fastin month..speakin of fastin,i've been irregular wif my fastin..haha..don ask y..

go do my bloody work already..5th week n 5 more weeks to go..how time fly so slow...
n standing ovation for the Greatest team in World Football Manchester United FC!!May we destroy Arsenal record wif our own record!!
Chillz u'll!! Peace Out!!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 5:32 AM

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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Topic:Freakin shit fastin comin!!
Song tat keepin me sane:The Juliana Theory-This Is Your Life
Mood:????


Yes yes the time has come where every year the muslim ppl all ard the world dont eat or drink or do anythin actually from dusk till dawn for 1 freakin month!! yes it fastin season..For those who aint too sure wad it is..good for u cos u better off not noein..how i hate or dread the thought of fastin for a month..tat mean i cant exactly club for month..yes for one month..tat sux..aniwae i dunno la..arghhhh!!Sickenin!! n worst i still have skool goin on..while most of my other poly frenz will have their holidaes..damn it..the temptation is far too great to resist be it food or drink or the call to club!! plan to fast for the first n last dae n in between tat two daes i will fast whenever i feel like it..maybe la..but the hari raya comin but dunno y the past few yrs haven had the spirit to celebrate..haiz..im so goin out of roots of my tradition..izzit bad??

Skool is ok ok la..nothin to devulge abt..my life goes the same way...nothin new abt me...borin rite..hell no..my life so far is kinda routine la..everydae skool every weekend clubbin..i hate doin routine stuff...it is too singaporean way of life..so fuck it..onli 3 weeks of skool..n 7 more to go..damn slow la..nvm..have to look at the bright side of life..im off la..chillz u'll!! peace out!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 10:33 PM

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Wednesday, October 06, 2004
A veri nice song wif veri beautiful lyrics...read the lyrics..

Usher-Separated

Oh no, no, no, no

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated


-Torres contemplatin death at 1:07 AM

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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Topic:A Wild Weekend...
Song tat keepin me sane:Natasha Bedingfield-These Words
Mood:Sick...*cough*

My Weekend was kinda wild i guess...lolz..so totally unplanned..let me start off kinda slow cos i came home late on saturdae mornin n all n woke up quite late..then youquan n ben decided to attend the skool art function at Colony House Bar n view Erasmus work..yeah so youquan,ben n me met up n went to tanjong pagar there..reached there n all n the place was super cool la...they had this sofa n bed arranged so as to be a veri chillout loungin area n it was super cool..so we kinda loiter ard n lookin at erasmus work n all n it was quite well done i might add..then erasmus gave us coupon to drink la..n he told us he got a bunch of it..it was goin to be great night i tell u..drinks comin in like free flow..lolz.vodka redbull,bourbon,tequila name it we took it..lolz..had lotsa of fun n takin pics n all..saw the skool of performin arts doin some dance sequence which i thought the way they cheoragraphed it was totally sexin n maki it as though they doin some matin ritual or sumthin...then a band from germany call the Stereo Total performed n the party kinda started ppl were dancin n havin a ball..tat include yurs truly..lolz..Stereo total planned a veri europop cum techno cum punkish type of songs..it was cool la..then i got a called from matin n izaan askin to go cheeky..i was havin loads of fun kinda didnt want to leave..but then they decided to go home so i decided to stop by cheeky then since eish was there..so it was matin,izaan,eish n me tat nite..we went in kinda late abt 1.30+ but i didnt tat nite i was kinda hyper active i felt like dancin to tell u the truth at cheeky i didnt stop dancin at all..i was so in the mood it started when i was at colony n all..haiz..muz be the alcohol..even when the three wasnt dancin i was still dancin..lolz..but cheeky wasnt tat happenin at all.. btw ppl kept askin me to go zouk tat dae n told them i kinda had no mood to go clubbin n now kinda regret not goin though rather go to zouk then tat cheeky..well cant cry over spilled milk..aniwae cheeky wasnt the same wifout the gang there..

Ok ok now my Sundae...again started slow cos i woke up late as per usual at 3 plus..had to be like at downtown east for the battle of the bands final ard 4 plus..so kinda rush n all n i reached there abt 5..so there i was supportin izwan n didnt noe wad i got myself into..ok it should be like retitle to metal fest or sumthin..cos all the main performers were heavy i mean real heavy metal bands..i admit i not a fan of heavy meatl music..so i fely kinda misplaced or rather veri uncomfartable..so i was beggin for the finalist bands to perform..izwan band the 'Streetsites' was band number 3...so there we wait for him..when his turn youqoan,graydon,joseph,sinchun n me all started to cheer veri loudly n all..they perfromed great n i love their original song title 'Blinded' n they also played Papa Roach Gettin Away Wif Murder..but there were other bands tat realli caught my attention like Soul'd Out who played to the tune of jazz pop who was the eventual winner.there was this band call fatskunk n there play a veri unique sound more like a reggae mix wif tribal kinda sound n they came out 3rd but the band who caught my eyes n attention was this band called Mocha Nova Junction who i tell u is great cos their music n sound is so unique n marvellous..they play an Earth,Wind n Fire song n another one i kinda forget..their sound were more rock funk..it they come out an album i buy it..aniwae sadly they didnt won n they were favourite too..they got consolation n same went to Izwan band..heck look on the bright at least izwan got into the final n gain exposure which was vital n maybe proof valuable...n they got themselves a 3d/2n stay at downtown east.. btw second spot to this malay uncle group called Hazy who play two iron maided cover to the delight of the heavy metal heads down there..it was like a mini concert i tell u..but heck the majority of the crowd were metals heads aniwae..let me tell u this metal heads are mostly uncle who are past their prime some were even seen carryin or bringin their small children..n they were all dress in tight heavy metal t-shirts,tight jeans n some even wif the typical denim jacket.. at some point i felt kinda intimidated by them..so u could imagine the crowd..mostly came there to watch this heavy metal band from malaysia called Amuk who they say nvr reveal their faces...i tell u the metal heads headbangin in unison to the screamin n bangin on drums n also the screechin of guitar was quite funni..uncle tryin not to head bang to hard so as to avoid an long term injuries or wadsoeva..n seein joseph headbangin like crazy was funni too..i dont get it how they listen to music like tat..well to each its own rite...well i put emo on anitime man..haha..izwan,erfie n me were laughin seein all this uncle headbangin n bodysurf n all..guess they felt like teenagers again reminiscenin the times of the heavy metal years back then...lolz..so it was realli a wold weekened..from hearin eur electropop to hip hop to heavy metal i realli experienced a musical weekend..lolz..till next time..chillz.. peace out...


PS.this is for the previous entry..im sori i got the info wrong...well i guess the info relay to me was kinda wrong or somethin.it turned she did waved at them but onli izwan saw n the rest didnt...so i guess SHE DO REMEMBER THEM...so still no conversation was held between them which was confirmed from a reliable source..so again SORI for sendin the wrong info to those whom are CONCERN...

-Torres contemplatin death at 1:53 AM

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Saturday, October 02, 2004
Topic:1st week of skool gone...
Song tat keepin me sane:Separated-Usher
Mood:Sian veri sian

Before i start,somethin to point out..Singapore police are realli fuckedupnolifenothintodoidiots la!! went home from watchin whitechicks at yishun(btw more abt tat after tis)took a cab home n had a road block n this bloody police had to stop me la in the freakin cab btw the meter was still movin n movin fast i might add..had to fuckin screen me la..no life fucker!! there goes my money... almost left w/o takin my IC la..haiz!! wad the hell la!! aniwae so paiseh la car went past thinkin we are some crooks la...aniwae whitechick was superduper hilarious la...the openin was the funniest for me..lolz..gotta watch to noe..highly recommended!! the best thing was(i noe she be readin this)so coincidence tat she(u noe who i referin to...) was there in same thearte as me la..she was wif her bro..saw her went she went up the escaltor..honestly i dont noe y when i see her evrytime or noe she is ard,my heart will beat damn fast la..seriously i dont noe y..ok ok tat not the point but the gang was there watchin wif us n she didnr even say hello or smile to them la..did she forget who they are?? even if she dont want to tok to me or wad but still she dont need to do tat to them too...they are still her frenz..i hate sayin this la but i dont mind at all if she nvr want to assoiciate wif me again but my frenz are still her frenz n we all went throught alot together during sec skool life..pls u ca do tat to me but not them..u make think they hate u or wad but they dont..frenz are still frenz..smile or a hello wont kill rite..maybe her bro was there n she felt akward or wad but nvm..ok la.. wniwae the gang disturb me throught the whole movie which i kinda expected it la..n i felt sori for her for havin to put up in the same theatre as us..she had it comin i guess..all in all it was pure coicidence..

back to my freakin skool life la..1st week n all n was kinda slack..whole week onli had to draw like twice for figure n basic so it was ok..n amanda,hyqel,cheryl n i found a new addiction which is X-box!! ok ok amanda n i were to blame la..cos we influenced hyqel n cheryl..lolz..at first they were like never, in the end they got hooked esp hyqel..n in one dae we spent juz 30 buckx on it n we became VIP imagine tat..lolz..four of us played Shrek 2 the game n we were liked makin alot of noises la...damn fun la..n now all of us are broke..lolz..aniwae it was the first week n we can afford to slack la..btw i failed 4 of my subject attendance la..luckily they nvr take in account..i so horrible la..skippin lesson n always goin to class late even an hour to 2 hours late..lolx..gotta change my attitude..so 2nd week then where the real action begin!!

i dunno whether um goin out later anot..will see how..but sundae goin down to downtown east to support izwan who got to the final of battle of the bands!!Yeah final baby!!hopin they win but no matter wad they gonna be famous aniwae..gonna support u all the way man izwan...who btw is the best drummer aniwhere in the north..speakin of gig when to town to catch a gig by chance n saw this great band performed..D Quartet is thename of theband which play rock funk n they also in the final of the battle of the bands..so there be a tough opponent facin them.. b4 tat went to catch the newpaper new face thingy n the gerls are hot la..but the highlight was the male dancers la..which i think 70% are gay but they were juz so cool la..seriously gays are kinda cool n they have great bods..no dont worry i not considerin turnin to one..nvr in a million years or even an eternity i will turn crook..i all abt the women!!but i admire n respect them..Gays are cool ppl!! lolz..

i think i tok a whole of crap la...write so long..guess mani thing happenned this week n felt like bloggin..so i better go sleep now,it goin to be 6..damn it!! sleep so late...so till the next...chillz...peace out!!

-Torres contemplatin death at 5:52 AM

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